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The Mirror – Mess(of ALL the)ages.
THOUGHTS
This is the Sixth Thought
01/07/2008 21:20 (cell’s time)
This Thought is going hand in hand with the Fifth Thought. The reason why I say that is because the Fifth Thought was written this morning for a reason. And that reason being the following and I quote from the Fifth Thought:
I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on. And the other thing is: only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the “parts” are leaving behind. A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not. I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe – and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree – and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal. If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey. If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level. But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal. And everything in “weird/abnormal” is a no-no to society!
But I went through the whole process again today to get clarity on the last posts in my blogs and on the quote I made this morning in the Fifth Thought. So I realized (after I wrote a note tonight on the subject of the above quote), what actually was troubling me today. And I realized what is actually happening when I feel the way I do on days like today. I am moving up levels – which is not easy as it makes you feel very uncomfortable. And like myself today, until now I did not realize what is actually happening. But I am tapping into the one layer after the other. Late this afternoon, as I was on my way back home after some shopping I did, I realized but I am actually feeling threatened and I realized that I am tapping into the overall consciousness of this whole area I am living and shopping and therefore living in. It holds a thread as I did not understand at first that these people that stay in this area holds a different perspective than I do. And the overall consciousness is that these letters I am writing, will be considered “weird” by them and probably be condemned. And I am picking up on that (and that is why I feel threatened) and because I did not realize it earlier, got scared without knowing or understanding. Now I know and maybe it will help a bit in future to not feel so threatened as it is a level/layer humankind does not tap into consciously easily. But then I have to make the breakthrough to the outside of consciousness as we know it to the NO-thingness. And that takes some pain and some thoughts for food for getting there. That is difficult to explain but I remember the dream I had of this “Being” that I saw through two windows and how we all went to hide from this “being”, but as we were hiding next to this place where I saw this “Being” through the windows, this “Being” came to us and I looked up and this “Being” shot me in my throat chakra (in my neck) and said to me: “You have seen Me”. And the others hiding with me did not even look up – and no one else got shot. I don’t know what happened after that…
But I got a note that is written in my notebook that explains a lot to me – and I hope it clear some of the other stuff I wrote recently:
01/07/2008 18:30 and 1 + 8 = 9 and 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfilment.
When I look at where Quantum Physics, based on particles like “atoms” are coming from (Brown and the microscope), then an atom is nothing more than an illusion. So Quantum Physics’ “the observer influencing the observed”, is based on an illusion.
Brown was wondering (in the 1600’s) what was making the living organisms underneath the microscope, which he was investigating and researching, what made the organisms move around? Well, they were/are living organisms he researched – so the most logical answer is that these organisms made themselves move around underneath observation (the microscope). So why did Brown choose the option that it must have been something not visible (that must also be alive but just out of sight) and something therefore illusionary, that made living organisms function (move around in this case). So according to this, living organisms are being guided by the illusion. So Brown was right – you just have to see it in the right context. In this case living species (organisms) like humankind, are guided by the illusion, namely the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions.
So instead of the True Logic behind the illusion that Brown chose to explain how living organisms are guided, humankind got confused of the misleading principals of the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions, and fell for the illusion (misleading) by believing that “the observer can influence the observed” or then in plain Quantum Physics style: each human is guiding his own destiny by way of manifesting all in his/her life.
But if they don’t look in the mirror anymore, they will understand that the illusion that Brown “invented”, was to show humankind that they are leading their lives in a state of mind of the world of opposites which is an illusion (which was proven in so many of my letters to Lore), and that this is misleading and two, they are made up of perceptions, which confuse everything even more in a misleading of the True in all aspects.
But people just love to look at themselves in the mirror, that is why they so desperately want to believe the misleading – that they are manifesting their own lives (that means – each individual is manifesting his own destiny and what is so incredible is that nothing clashes with each one just by his own set of perceptions manifest whatever he wants. And what is so incredible is that they belief this without thinking that wouldn’t it just be chaos if each individual, without the interference of a Higher Source, were manifesting his/her own destiny?). How ridiculous can a mirror fool humankind?
01/07/2008 18:50
(Or 6:50PM or then 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there apparently are).
So I have clarity again about this whole issue about manifesting. I was thinking to myself and punishing myself about what have I manifested? How did it influence the people around me? And my friend Lore told me that I must not worry, as everyone is organising his/her own destiny….but that just blew my mind as somewhere along the line (I realized), someone’s manifestations had to influence someone else’s manifestations – and what then? But this question is now answered to me by this piece of information that was given for me this afternoon. May it be clear to the ALL at some stage as well…
This is the End of the Sixth Thought that is an extension of the Fifth Thought which give a 6 and a 5 or 65. The Fifth Thought is actually not worth anything, without the Sixth Thought.
01/07/2008 22:06 (cell’s time) where the minutes put the emphasis on the 6 again. But the 2nd part of the date of today, is a 7, but the hour consists of 2’s. So if we put all the 2’s together, the 2nd of the date and the 2 and 2 of the hour, we get 22 and 7, or PI. The Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, or my Phd, or the Goff – it has got so many names, but it started off in this Thought as the NO-thingness.
Only Conscious of Being Unconscious.
Thoughts
This is the Seventh Thought
08/07/08 19:17
This Seventh Note will consist about some quotes I made in my notebook again. So lets start as soon as possible.
First Note
08/07/08 9:58AM turning 59AM
If someone falls into a state of some kind of “sleep”(where it is considered that this person is unconscious) then Humankind says: S/He lost consciousness.
That is that within any form of existence that is not of this world, and beyond death, you have no consciousness as you lost it.
So being on the other side, according to the above, you have no consciousness. So on the other side you go into the unconscious – that which is sought in this life to know in order to get knowledge of all kinds
08/07/08 10:03AM
Second Note
08/07/08 10:36AM
On the night of 6th and 7th of July 2008, I had this dream. At first I was living several lives (about 2) but only for a short period.
Then I landed in a riverbed and all I saw was little footprints. And I realized in my dream that it was Charlie’s footprints and then all stopped and as I heard the voice of “Rina (my mother’s best friend and my second mother)” and she was saying that it was better that Charlie was not there at this stage we were in in this riverbed. And I sank into the unconscious (where that was all I was conscious of – the being unconscious).
And a riverbed (according to Ted Andrews in his book “Animal Speak”) is linked to the flow of time. So my dog Charlie made deep prints in the flow of time. And as I was in that state where I lost consciousness, Charlie’s face appeared to me and he was so close to me – and then I woke up.
08/07/08 10:43AM
Third Note
08/07/08 11:12
My dog was the 3rd thing I watched on TV my first night out of ICU after being shot. And what happened was that I was watching the movie on M-net and there was this guy getting shot and they were showing how the bullet went through his body in slow motion. And I called the sister to put the TV for me on another channel. She did, but there they had this religious panel discussing religions and I was so terrified as that is something I once wrote about but then was told I write abnormal stuff. So I was blocked by a psychiatrist as well as my parents to put my hand on paper anymore. So the religions was also making me anxious and I called the sister again and asked for another channel and when she switched it over, there were an ad about MTN, where they were advertising a dog that looked similar to my dog and this dog got a big bone and he had the most quote place to live in and he was boss there. And I could not understand how these programs could link to me and told the sister to put the TV off. I was very upset about this TV thing, but now, 6 years later, I get the wireless internet and the mainframe coming on each time is the email I have with the name: Charliethehero. So the computer – which is HP (Harmony and Peace – where I were in while in hospital after being shot and having that big operation) – uses for the Fastlink, my dog and this fast link is of MTN.
And my dog’s name starts with CH, so does the name of his specie start with CH (Chihuahua). But at the time of his death on 7/5 of this year, there were a massive earthquake in China and there were an Typhoon in Myanmar (linked to China as well in some way) and the volcanic eruption in Chile.
But if you look at CH, it gives according to their place in the hierargy of the English Alphabet, a 38. But if you view MTN, its numbers starts and initially only started with the numbers 083, where 83 is the inverse of 38. All these subtle links, coincidence?
I remember that night with the TV thing I thought to myself, you have got a serious delusional, paranoic unbalanced view/perspective. But when I look at all the coincidences that is actually only coming out now, I am starting to wonder if there is not maybe any grounds I had for these feelings not being true? Maybe it was destiny to have seen what I saw and having all the things happening now as it is happening, making that experience not so abnormal, but extraordinary.
08/07/08 11:17AM
So much for the Notes. But I think the main thing is the first and second part (although the third part is in its own way going to be useful later on) about consciousness. I think the extreme took place within my dream – being conscious of being in the unconscious.
And later this afternoon I saw where I have been all day – as the opening was there, the opening to the place where I have been in hospital after being shot and after the emergency operation which Master Kuthumi called: the NO-thingness. But this place has been discussed so many times in these last few posts!!
End of the 7th Thought.
08/07/08 19:52 or 7/7
