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Extremist and Infinity Buried.
This is the Fifth Letter of Lore151.
19/10/2007 20:38 (cell’s time) 8:40pm (computer’s time) where from the 151 of Lore151, we have 1 + 5 + 1 = 7. And it is the 5th letter, so we have a 7 + 5 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. But not only does the number of the Letter come down to 12, the Second Time also gives 8 + 4 = 12. And the 84 or 48 is also Linda’s (31 08 Meridian). But we have 12 in the number of the letter and in the Second Time and 12 time(s) 12 equal 144 – the ALL. But if we add the day and month, we get 29 and if we add to the year, we get 29 + 27 = 56 and if we add the First Time, we get 56 + 20 + 38 = 114. And 1 + 1 + 4 = 6 and as this is the 5th letter, we get the 65 – the amount of dimensions you said there are which I apparently can move in all.
Dear Lore
I am serving the internet like you won’t believe, but the other day I came across something that interested me. Remember how I told you that night times is my best times – and I thought it was because of the light particle being charged negative and positive. That it might be the reason why I feel terrible at day time. But then I read that the old High Priests of the Jews, in the Old Testament of the Christian Bible, their place where they had to be with God had to be totally dark. And this guy writing about this, was still asking but how can a God expect anyone to function in total darkness – as how was these High Priests suppose to see where to walk for instance. But this makes total sense to me – as my best time is also at night time, when it is totally dark and dead quiete.
But enough of that, I am not a High Priest as I don’t think there are such things anymore – they are part of the Old Testament. I want to quote something I wrote in the Copper Notebook this afternoon. This was written after I was sitting in the Pick and Pay (who is also 40 years old this year – just like me!) and watching how we are all actually “extremists”. But here follow the quote:
19/10/2007 17:08
An “extremist”.
Someone (an ex/past person) who is still thinking that the world is suffering from some sort of trem/or and has it miss(t) or is mis(s)taken the tremor with something of the past/ex. But this tremor might be some religious thought. And I thought of this as I saw a woman with a blue dress and she was watching everybody around her as if they were slime. And that is where I started thinking, but you know what, she is a religious “extremist” as well. So not only Muslims are “extremists”, even people like me who only wear jeans and white tops are “extremists”, just in another way. It seems we all differ because of an ex/past!
19/10/2007 17:10
And just before I End this Letter, I just want to mention that the only spider you can put on a flat ground and look at it as if the 8 its body is forming is forming the symbol of infinity, is the sand spider. And these spiders live beneath the sand/ground. So the symbol for infinity is buried.
And this is my Fifth Letter, short and sweet and in the dark …
WARM REGARDS
Renee
19/10/2007 20:59 (cell’s time) 9:01pm (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have the 0(ne) and the 9 – the number combination where it ALL (from the Beginning heading, the 144) comes together (the 12 in the Beginning heading)! And our day is 19, and our Second Time or our Time, ends with 91, the inverse!
The “Sense” or “Sin” with Rugby
This is Lore152.
This is the First Letter of Lore152.
20/10/2007 18:01 (cell’s time) 6:03pm (computer’s time) where the First Time gives from the hour a 1 + 8 = 9 and from the minutes, we get 9 (the hour) + 1 (minute) = 10 or 1. From the Second Time we get the hour added to the minute a 6 + 3 = 9. So from the Second Time we get 9 and added to the First Time, we get 9 + 1 = 10 or 1 or 0(ne). But from the day we get 20, where as if it should have been an hour, it also could have been 8pm. And from the month and year added, we get 10 + 27 = 37, or the number combination that means (CY).
Dear Lore
From this letter, which is Lore152, we have that 1 + 5 + 2 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and this 8 is also related (according to the heading in the Beginning of the First Letter) to the day today, which is also 8.
I was feeling “ill” earlier on, but luckily it is getting dark now. But we have the mindlessness of the rugby that is ruling South Africa. I wonder how many people really sit and think about things? Yes, I know, in rugby you “think” about win or loose. But that is a barbaric mentality. I wrote the following about Steve Hofmeyr’s new show, and how he is receiving from all the Afrikaans people a “medal” for his “bravery” of getting where he is today. But this is what I wrote about that and I quote:
Steve Struggled to get to the top and only by looking back now, realize that struggle. But he manifested – he was exactly doing as that book “The Secret” tell people to do. And what make me upset is that the Afrikaners cannot think for themselves and think it is a huge remarkable thing Steve achieved. But do they think of that book “The Secret”, can they even see the link?
But as I was lying on my bed this afternoon, as this mindlessness of the whole of South Africa is effecting me tremendously – to such extent that I feel I can just lie down, I cannot do anything as I am not capable of doing anything, I got myself to write the following, and I quote:
20/10/2007 16:49
Life is without “sin”! And “sin” for English and Afrikaans. And if you look at the English “sin” – which translated to Afrikaans means: “ the sense in life”, if you take the words “sin” and “sense”, we have in both an “s” and an “n”. But in “sin”, we have an “I” also – which is 2 things. First, it could be the Roman symbol for 1 (or 10) and secondly, it is the 9th letter of the English Alphabet. But “sense”, has an “e”, “s” and another “e”. Where “e” is the 5th letter of the English Alphabet and “e” + “e” = 10 or 1 (the Roman symbol for 1 – linked to the first part in “I” of “sin”). But then we have “s”, the 19th letter of the English Alphabet which together gives and relates to 0(ne) – who brings Everything together, and the number associated with that coming together is 9 (linked to the second part of the “I” in “sin”). So there is not much difference between the words “sin” and “sense” – whether they are the English version or Afrikaans version. Just, in Afrikaans, if you believe like I do that all that is called “sin” (the English), is mere a “confusion/tornado” of an illusion that the opposites brought. But if there is in English no “sin”, it means in Afrikaans there is no sense in anything. And I think it is because it is this time of the afternoon that I am feeling this way. And my parents are keeping themselves busy – thoughtlessly to save themselves sanity. They’re watching TV – as it is the South African team playing the English team later on and at the moment it is the Vodacom rugby. Mindlessly again. And the only interest I have in this world cup 2007 is because my attention was focused on the “Cup”, which is dedicated to Ellis, the man who was tired of the boringness of just kicking a ball around and picked up the ball and ran with it and created what is now another mindless thing, namely rugby. You may not believe this (but this might explain my obsession with thinking about things and analyzing it), but I only had two occasions in my life where I really felt life is not so senseless. (Although at night time I feel okay!). The first one was when I was in st 8 – and we had a math test result given out and everybody failed and when my name was called the teacher told me that she and myself know that I can do better and I looked at the test and my points was 80 percent. It was two 8’s! And that was in Kroonstad where we had all that Roman spiders. But with a spider’s body forming an 8, and we look at the name Roman spider, the Roman symbol for 8 is VIII or a 5 and 111 – where 111 is the number combination for “reveal/revelation” and 111 is also 3, which makes from the Roman number for the body of the Roman spider, a 53, my domino I picked up when we left Cape Town. And oddly enough, my mom told me this morning that in the paper of 18/10/2007 on page 4, they spoke how the Cape Tonians are on the top of the ladder when it comes to being clever. Anyway, the second event where I felt there is sense for anything, was with my shooting in hospital. I thought I was going to be a hero, but I became a nothing. And that is just it. Becoming a nothing and writing all these letters (are they senseless) to you. And the time I finished my quote in the Copper Notebook this afternoon was 17:04. Or if you add 1 + 7 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and if we take the whole time then, it gives 8 and 4 or 8 + 4 = 12, the number combination for fulfillment.
WARM REGARDS
Renee
20/10/2007 18:45 (cell’s time) 6:47pm (computer’s time) where if we look at the minutes of the First and Second Times, we get 4 + 5 = 9 and 4 + 7 = 11, which gives 9/11. But from the minutes of the Second Time we also have the 47 – the inverse of 74, the year that 148 tornado’s took place in 13 states of America in about 18 hours time. Where the hour of the First Time is also 6pm and if we then add the hours of the First Time and Second Time, we get 6 + 6 = 12 and if we add the minutes of the Second Time, namely 11 or 1 and 1, we get 12 + 1 + 1 = 14. And if we look at the date and what was said at the heading in the Beginning, we have from the day, an 8, which gives a 14 and 8 or if added, 148, the amount of “tornado’s/confusions”.
Confidence and Ava414.
This is Lore153.
This is the First Letter of Lore153.
22/10/2007 11:33am (cell’s time) 11:35am (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11 + 33 = 44. From the minutes of the Second Time we have a 35 – and the inverse being 53, or just the domino I picked up as we left Cape Town. From the day and month we have a 22 and a 10 or 1, which makes it a 221 – the inverse of 122, which is the number combination for the discovery of Tuntankamen’s tomb. But both the hours of this First (1st) Letter of Lore153 is 11 and if we add this 1 and 1 to the First (1st) Letter, we get 111, the number combination that means: “reveal/revelation”
Dear Lore
First I want to quote a letter I wrote to a friend yesterday and emailed it. It is as follow:
21/10/2007 13:27 (cell’s time) 1:29pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time, we have 27 or 9 9 9 or in the Roman symbol, the 111, the number combination that means: “reveal/revelation”. From the minutes of the Second Time we have 2 + 9 = 11 and if we add the hour, namely 1, we get 1 + 1 + 1 = 111.
Dear Friend
This is not a long letter – just want to “k”no”w” what you think of it. Since Marah’s death, I have questioned my own work – everything I have written so far. But then suddenly I develop a nose/knows problem that seems nobody can fix. It bleeds for nothing. And I realized that nose can actually sound the same as “knows”.
So maybe the stuff I have written is something I know(s)/nose, and maybe I saw Marah’s death coming – maybe I knew it was coming but just did not want to see it. But this does not only goes for Marah’s death (with that meditation I got with the sign scripture inside the pipeline with the word lineage on it) - I did not even know what the word lineage meant. Linda and the other people on the course had to tell me. And I felt something there that day. Maybe it was best I did not say something!
But that just shows me that I must trust what I am getting. As I know(s), my nose is telling me. At first I thought I was just an impatient person, but I am actually not. I would rather sit back and stay out of a fight – if possible. In my work being policewoman I never hit anyone, not even that day when we were shot and had the fight in the house before the shooting. They hit me, but I did not hit back. I just cannot do it.
So maybe my knows is telling me – by bleeding and by being kind of “ill” that I know and that I must trust what I am getting. Let the rest of the world may think I am crazy, but my “knows” is telling me – I know by focusing my attention on it (nose) by bleeding.
Anyway, I hope you guys have a warm and wonderful day…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
21/10/2007 13:43 (cell’s time) 1:45pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time we have a 4 and 3 or the 3rd of the 4th (in 1974), when those 148 tornado’s hit 13 (the hour of the First Time) states of America in about 18 hours time. But from the Second Time we have a 1 or 0(ne) and 9, where 9 is the number combination telling everything is coming together. But the Second Time is also 13:45 or 13 + 9 = 22 – and tomorrow is when you will get this letter, on the 22nd.
And I just for interest sake want to quote the second letter I wrote to my friend as well:
Dear Friend
Just something interesting – the computer shows that the email to you has been send at time 1:48, which gives the 148 tornado’s there was on that 3/4/74 in 13 states of America in about 18 hours time.
Renee
And as you can see, it was written on the 21st or 20 + 0(ne). And on the 20th I felt terrible because of all these people so in the consciousness of winning and loosing – the opposites.
But this morning I am not feeling great again – in fact, it started last night already until I eventually fell asleep. So I asked my mom just a while ago to check my aura. And she saw some green color on my chest, but what fascinated her, was the halo around my head with the left side going out wider than the rest, actually very wide, according to her.
And my head told me to go and get my “Messages from Your Angels” card deck and the 12th last one from the bottom was Archangel Uriel. And his inscription is on page 23 – where 2 + 3 = 5, was telling that he can teach you to be patient. But then I was told to do a reading and I shuffled the cards and what came out were three cards. And before I could even pick them up, I was shown the 111 thing and that the last card was the one I must take seriously. And I picked them up and the last card, was Archangel Gabrielle. And according to her, I must not have doubt in myself and that she is always there for me to guide me and show me what I must see and write about. Her inscription is on page 20 and on the 20th of 10 of 2007, South Africa won the Web Ellis trophy for the rugby world cup. But the 20th of the 10th, gives a 20 and 1 or 21. And yesterday, my letter was on the 21st.
So it seems both yesterday’s ways of seeing things were correct – with the one being to learn about patience, and the other one to know that I know. So both were applicable, and what happened this morning, just told me that in so many words as well.
But the three cards I received that I had to regard as 111 and the other card 12th from the bottom, on page 23 or 5, gives a 53, where 111 is the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. And 53 is also my domino that I got in Cape Town and which is now by way of the Roman spider (where a spider is linked to an 8 – the Weaver of Fate) in the Roman symbols, also a 53 (VIII). But all of this information is linked to 12, the number combination for fulfillment.
But then there is also the Web Ellis Trophy. If you look at Web, the spider, the 8 and Weaver of Fate, spin webs. And if you look at Ellis you get:
E = 44 (from the M, W, E, 3 – who’s values add up to 44 and they are each others inverses in some way).
L = 12th letter of English Alphabet
L = 12th letter of English Alphabet
I = either the 9th letter of English Alphabet or the Roman symbol for 1 or 0(ne).
S = 19th letter of English Alphabet or as 1 + 9 = 10 or 1 or 0(ne).
So from Ellis we have the 44, the 12 times 12 equaling 144, and 0(ne) and 0(ne). But as 0(ne) and 0(ne) are “one” and the same thing, we have 44, 144 and 0(ne).
So it seems to me it was not only about the winning or loosing of that trophy, but we are suppose to see the meaning behind what this guy did and what his name and surname suggests, linking it to what he did. Finding the soccer boring and picking up the ball where nobody dare doing a thing like that and just faced the consequences afterwards.
Anyway…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
22/10/2007 12:05pm (cell’s time) 12:07pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have that the 12 and 5 link relates to the 12th card from the bottom (who was Archangel Uriel) and his inscription about the message being on page 23 (Linda and Charlie’s day of birth), but if added, gives the 5.
That which is apart (opposites) now, will become non(apart)
This is the Second Letter of Lore153.
23/10/2007 1:51am (cell’s time) 1:53am (computer’s time) where from the First Time we get the 151 where the 15 and 51 number combinations mean: Divine Order. From the Second Time we have exactly the same as the number of the Letter this is to you, namely Lore153. And 1 + 5 + 3 = 9 and 9 is the number combination where Everything comes together. But seeing this is the Second Letter of Lore153 and 153 equal 9, if we add the 2 of the 2nd Letter of Lore153, we get 11. So from the Second Time and Second Letter of Lore153, we get 9/11.
Dear Lore
I was at a concert for my brother’s kids tonight, and as we came back, I could not sleep until my head showed me something interesting, which I wrote down in the Copper Notebook and it is as follow:
22/10/2007 23:37 where 37 relates to (CY) and 23 – the 5 I got in today’s reading from my “Messages from Your Angels” card deck’s little booklet – linked to Archangel Uriel.
But in the First Letter of Lore153, I said that I am impatient – that is why I am having the nose problem. But if we look at the word impatient, it actually has an I’m patient. So somebody is not impatient, if there is something like that at all.
And last night I read (and it is in Afrikaans called Prediker), and I knew that who ever wrote it, must have had a special understanding of things.
But tonight – after the concert and I for once really realized this body’s tradition – where the genes is coming from, I needed the Creator to give me something very special. And I was given the following.
I was taken to the 7th book of the Christian Bible’s New Testament. And the number combination 7 for me, means: NO-thing. But in my letter Lore153 (the First or 1st one), today, I once again was taken to the event on the 3rd of the 4th, when 148 tornado’s/”confusion”, hit 13 states in America in approximately 18 hours time.
And this 7th book is I Corinthians. And I was taken to the 13th chapter. This gives the 7 (from the 7th book) and 1 + 3 = 4, so it gives a 74 – the year those tornado’s/”confusions” took place.
But I Corinthians 13 is more known for the Love, Hope and Faith things – three (3) things where 0(ne) is suppose to be the most important, namely Love. (But subsequently, this world has put the word Love – which is apparently the greatest of all 3, as an abnormality in the Psychiatrists book of abnormalities named the DSM IV).
But it is the 7th book that is most commonly known for 3 things – which gives a 7 and 3 or 7 + 3 = 10. This is our first (1st) 10.
But then I was taken to verse 10 of I Corinthians 13 – where verse 10 is the second 10 (see previous paragraph). But verse 10 says:
“Maar as die volmaakte gekom het, dan sal wat ten dele is, tot niet gaan”
This is the Afrikaans version exactly in my Christian Bible, but translated it means:
“that we only know partly now, but when the Perfect 0(ne) comes that knows Everything, Everything will be made something new!”
I wonder how happy the world will be about this 10/10? And in my Afrikaans Bible, it is in the New Testament on page 228 – where 22 is the number combination linked for me to the “old” Christianity and 8 is linked to the Weaving of Fate.
22/10/2007 23:55 or 11:55pm
(and 11 + 55 = 66 and 6 + 6 = 12 – the number combination meaning fulfillment).
So this is 10/10. The way it was shown to me. Maybe the 10/10 will be shown to Michelle Eloff in a different way.
But that is all for now, I hope…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
23/10/2007 2:19am (cell’s time) 2:21am (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have a 221 – the inverse of 122, which is related to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen. But if we add the minutes of the First Time and Second Time, we get
19 + 21 = 40. But if we add the hours of the two times, we get 2 + 2 = 4. And if we add the 40 with the 4, we get 44.
See how everything fall into place – Virgin Ideas and the Point of Singularity.
This is the Third Letter of Lore153.
26/10/2007 2:54am (cell’s time)2:57am (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have a 2 and a 5 + 7 = 12 and 12 + 2 = 122 – the number combination linked to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen. And if you add all the numbers from the day to the end of the end of the Second Time we get: 8 + 1 + 27 + 2 + 9 + 2 + 12 = 61 – my link to you and the inverse my link to Linda.
Dear Lore
It is interesting that Picasso was born on 25/10 in 1881 or a 35 (linked to my domino) in 1881, which is each others’ inverses. And nobody really understood his work – so only the so called “clever” people understood! But I still think his work (although all say it is so brilliant – is a hoax, like the king with the new clothes and actually had nothing on until his mother believed him and SAW IT. For me the same principle goes for writing for instance – as look at me, how many letters have I written, and it has got new ideas, yes, but it is what the hotshots will call the work of an amateur. But look at the following quotes to understand better:
It comes from Entry90 of my Journal.
This is Entry90 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry90 of my Journal.
24/10/2007 07:54pm where 7 is for my the number linked to NO-thing and the 5 + 4 = 9, and this is Entry90 or from 90, we get 9. But if we take the last and first numbers of 754 or 7:54, we get the 74. But if we add the day and month, we get 24 + 10 = 34. And this could lead us back to that event with the 148 tornado’s on the 3/4/74.
But besides this heading – which for an Entry is very long, it is the 90th Entry’s heading. And as I said, from 90, we get the 9, the number combination that means: that number where Everything comes together.
I was told yesterday not to even open up the computer’s. And yesterday, the 23rd of October in 2007, my dog, Charlie, turned 13 years of age. And I read up about the chihuahuas and read that they can actually usually reach the age of 17. But here comes in our 13 (my dog’s aga) of that tornado’s in the 13 states of America on 3/4/74 that had 148 tornado’s in about 18 hours time. And 1 + 8 = 9 – and this is Entry90 or from the 90, the 9.
But I have had this nose thing for a while now. At first I thought (after reading the Rebbe’s book), that I was impatient. But that was just to show me the illusion of the two opposites of patient and impatient, as impatient, is actually (I) a(M) Patient or I’m patient or Impatient. So there is actually no difference between patience and impatience as impatience you just use to tell when you yourself are patient. The word patient you use with other’s being patient.
But as I said, I thought I was impatient, I probably am, and what happened last night, made me think but I kept holding on and it seems I am going to get a little bit of help. As at this stage I feel like nobody is in agreement with what I am thinking and writing. I feel the odd one out. And luckily I could not look on the computer yesterday, as I replied to one guy about his suckling about Global Warming. And I said to him I disagree with him, as he had the same old story like all the rest – that pollution is part of the whole package deal of Global Warming. And I said to him he must go and read my blog – the ava414.blogspot.com and when I opened Google this morning, I saw there were sitting his reply – and he said he gets the idea that my writings are an enigma. I do not even know what that means, but I guess it cannot be good as he was attacking me inside the site.
But yesterday Charlie was ill, and I had to give him medicine every hour. It put me down tremendously as I sometimes feel he is all I have – and I forget those above us. But they tried to tell me, listen, we are here for you – just listen! As I received a call on my cell phone about someone looking for a Belinda. At first I thought she thought I was Belinda and I told her no, it is not me. And she got irritated and said, no, she wanted to speak to Belinda. I should actually given her Belinda Peraltas number as she is the only Belinda I know. But I thought it would be a disgrace to Belinda and did not do it and told the lady I don’t know the person she wants to talk to. And as I put the cell phone down, the time on the cell phone was 11:22. And I thought that odd, but still did not suspect anything as my moral was too low with my dog being ill on his birthday.
And then, last night, I opened my email and saw the following email that came in from Belinda Peralta. It was registered on my computer as 8:20am. But the magical about that is that Michelle Eloff has got her 10/10 on 28th, just the inverse of 82. But it is all about a course in what our Sacred Contracts with God is. And it is based on the work of Caroline Myss. And I took my deck of cards – to choose my two cards for the occasion (as at first I did not know if I must do it, but suddenly money appeared out of the blue and I can do this course).
The cards I got were two cards that fell out of the packet and not one of them were facing me the upside down way. The front card was “Dilettante”, on page 49 and 4 + 9 = 13, the age my dog turned yesterday. The second card was “Virgin” on page 101 or 11 (and
13 + 11 = 24, today’s date. But seeing there were two cards, I read on the top card, which is on page 49, the and as first card the first attribute says:
“a lover of the “fine arts” who never rises above the level of an amateur”
But as I said, this was the top one, the First one (1), but the other email I discovered that showed me the way to get my money back, they have me as RR and my surname. This shows that the one that is good, is the one linked to two, the second card But I am not saying the RR is good. As the second one’s page number also shows 101 or 11 or 2. So it shows me I must concentrate on this card. And its second card says:
“needs to be explored symbolically as a pattern that represents not only purity, but also the beginning point of creation, as in bringing forth virgin ideas.”
But I phoned a friend last night to tell about this unusual thing that happened to me again yesterday and she said she will send me something she received that she think I must read. And I received it at 1:20pm (according to the computer) and for the sake of the person who wrote it, I will not say why I say the following, but here follow the quote:
But this showed me that the RR (as RR is in beginning of writing also) in the second part of the Second Card, as 2nd consist out of 1st and then 2nd, (where 1st card and 2nd attribute gives a 12 as in the 1:20 or also 12). And when I saw the last part (first part from the end) – I skipped everything (just saw the RR in the beginning of this letter) and just saw at the end something that told me this is not for me, not for my “virgin ideas”. And I got another email from Wynter Worsthorn about a lion course and the time it came in was 17:25. This gives from the first parts a 12 and from the second parts, a 75. But both give a 12 (although the second one gives fulfillment without directly showing it, it shows it by the addition of 7 + 5) and 12 times 12 gives 144. If you part these 3 into 1 and 2 (the First Card and Second card), you get 1 and 44. This just shows that the Second Card (Second part or 44) comes from the 0(ne) that means: The Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. I do think that the one that is not sitting with me, is not wrong, but it is linked to that “amateur”! And that was the reason I got that card, to show me tonight that what my friend send me, is linked to that. But that my views which might be in amateur writing (as I am actually Afrikaans speaking) , I must trust, as it is “Virgin” ideas.
And just the other night I told God and my friends up there that I give up. And next day there is a course in what your contract with God is on my email? And today, as I woke up and was thinking a while, I saw a flying “object” like a UFO coming quickly to our planet (of course in my mind’s eye) and the message I got was that they were acting fast to bring a message as it was very necessary and urgent. And I only now realize that it is this course I am going to attend about my contract with God. So the Universe acted as they knew I was going to feel totally devastated the other night and feeling out from the rest of the people as nobody wants to accept what I have written. And that was why they were flying so fast to get here to get the message here.
08:57pm
(and 8pm is also 20 hours and 5 + 7 = 12 and 20 + 12 = 2012).
Part2 of Entry90 of my Journal.
24/10/2007 09:15pm where 15 is the number combination for Divine Order.
This is going to be a short entry. I just did another “attribute” from Caroline Myss’ cards and and do not know how it happened, but at the top was the same one as last night, the “Dilettante” and beneath it, was the “Virgin”. And I checked the time on my cell phone and it was 21:11 or if you take it as 2111, a 2 and 111, where 111 is the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. And this is linked to the 2 or then the Second Card in both cases. But seeing the Second was Second in both or 2 in 2 twice, we have a 22 + 22 = 44. Again the Second card is linked to 44 (as in the Part1 of Entry90 of my Journal).
And the time 21:11 is also (as 21 hours is 9pm), the 9/11. But the First Card is linked to the page 49 or 13, the 3 aeroplanes that hit their target and the 1 not on 9/11. But if you add the 21, you get 3 and
3 + 9 = 12, so this event on 9/11, was one of those of the beginning of fulfillment of the “reveal/revelation” (as 1 + 1 + 1 = 3 as well).
And I was trying since I finished my daily tasks this morning to get a photo on my blog. And I struggled and struggled. At some time I went to lie down and ask my Father in Heaven to please show me how. Eventually I started getting a clue what I should do, but something was still wrong. Then I had to go and fetch my mother and when we came home I continued. But still I could not get it right – and then my father walked in from work into home and suddenly it all fell into place for me what I should do and I did it and it worked – and the picture is now on the blog. But today is 24th or added gives 6, which in turn gives a 9 upside down. And I have explained that 9 is the number for me where it ALL (144 – see Part1) comes together.
9:25pm
(and 9 + 25 = 34 or the 3/4 that brought about a lot of “confusion”, namely the tornado’s)!
Part3 of Entry90 of my Journal.
26/10/2007 1:14am which gives an 11 and 4. But the important one (and so you will see inside the quotations) is 4. The END always seems to be the most important – the way Everything comes together.
I have a few quotes (exactly 2 – and that is where the 11 comes in) that I want to quote as follow:
25/10/2007 23:55
I am turning 40 on 21/12. And I have had a 1st reading, with the Archetype Cards of Caroline Myss, which I did not even look what the cards were I got. Then there were 2 other occasions where I shuffled the Archetype Cards and on both occasions I got the same two cards. Now what is the chances in all those cards, to have two cards fell out of the packet on two separate days, and both being the same and in the same order?
And now, after the 1st and 2nd (which consist of 2 also), I have a 12 or 21 combination which gives, if added, 3. But tonight I got the message, because 4 is so important with me and Pick and Pay and Wimpy turning ALL 40 years of age, that I must do another one. This will then give the 31 or 13 combination where 13 and 31 – if added, gives 4 or then 44.
But I did it (although I actually wanted to lie on the bed, but it seems something is urgent – not just about this letter, but the whole letter to Linda Tucker. But anyway, the 4th time I first (1st) got “Victim” card. But at the END (again the END), it says of the card that we ALL play out that PART.
Then I drew the next card and it was light attribute side and it was Engineer. ANd it says the following about it:
“Ability to give creative energy – practical experience. Talent for designing resolutions to common dilemmas.”
And “Engineer” is in booklet on page 51. That is the number combination for me for Divine Order.
26/10/2007 0:04am
(just shows how important this 4th draw was – as the 4th draw is actually also my answer to what I am doing!)
Ns. But beginning time gives 66 (11 + 55) and the END time gives 5 + 1 = 6. But 66 + 6 = 72 – the Sacred Number for the Muslims, but also if added gives a 9, which for me is the number combination where it all comes together!
26/10/2007 00:07am
(and 7 my link to NO-thing)!
Next Note.
26/10/2007 00:25am (and actually if you think about it, it is still the 25th – it feels to me it will only be the 26th when the sun comes up tommorrow morning?)
Einstein (after he became famous for his Energy theory) was trying the rest of his life to find the formula forwhat he called was the beginning of Creation also, namely the “point of singularity”. But if you look at the ALL (144), then ALL and “singularity” sounds like being opposites. But they are actually 0(ne) thing. If the ALL, the whole of Creation is again united with the Creator, we will “ALL” be only a singularity – the Creator. And again ALLONE OR ALONE.
26/10/2007 00:28am
(and 28 the day that Michelle is going to hold her and that other guy she is with now, their function)
But Ns. If we look at the word “singularity”, we get:
s = 19th letter or 1 + 9 = 10 or 1
i = 9th letter
And if we take these two, we get another 1 + 9 = 10 or 1.
Then further:
n = 5ht letter
g = 7th letter
And 5 + 7 =12.
Then further:
u = 21st letter
L = 12th letter
And the 21 12 gives the whole of the number of fulfillment.
Then further:
a =1st letter
r = 18th letter of 1 + 8 = 9
And this gives a 1 (Beginning/Alpha) and 9 (END/Omega).
Then further we have :
i = 9th letter
t = 20th letter or a 1 + 1 or 11
This gives a 9/11.
But from the 1st one and the 5th one – or 15 as in the opposite of the booklets page number 51 where the “Engineer” was found, we have a 1 and 11 or 111 – which is the number combination for me for “reveal/revelation”.
But from the LAST 0(ne), we have the “y” or 25th letter of Alphabet but also if you add 2 + 5 = 7, my link to the NO-thing. And this 0(ne) stands all by itself.
But as I showed how the 1st and 5th gave the 111, so the second and third gave a 12 and 12 (in whole – but it stays 12) and 12 times 12 equal 144.
And from the 4th one, we have the Alpha and Omega. But as the LAST part ENDs on 7 or NO-thing, where the point of singularity ends up on the END/Omega.
So we have from the word singularity a 0(ne) or (1), a 144 – the ALL, the 111 (“reveal/revelation”), a 9/11, and we END with the Omega, namely the 7, the NO-thing.
And this is what we get from “singularity”! A lot of stuff I pressume? And it is suppose to be a singularity – well it is, with all the above inside it.
26/10/2007 00:37am (CY)
A Real Profound Experience
Lore154.
This is the First Letter of Lore154.
07/11/07 14:21 (cell’s time) 2:24pm (computer’s time) where from the hour of the First Time and the minutes of the Second Time we have a 14 and 24 or if you take the first ones and put them together and the last ones together, you get 12 and 44. But from the minutes of the First Time, if you add the hour of the Second Time, you get 23. Now the
21 + 23 = 44 also.
Dear Lore
It seems from the heading that 44 are mighty important in this letter – let alone that it is important overall! But I only have this one letter, so it gives the 1st letter of Lore154, and if you take those numbers, you get a 1, a 54, and a 1. This gives an 11 and 9 or 9/11 in disguise. And funny enough, this Lore154 is only going to consist out of this one letter and this one letter is only going to consist out of the quote of one Entry from my Journal.
But besides that the 1str letter of Lore154 gives a 9/11 in disguise, it also gives a 9 and as
1 + 1 = 2, it gives a 92. And the Entry that I want to quote is Entry92. But what is important is that someone is playing it seems a big part in my life right now, and it is the girl who is giving the classes on what is our Sacred Contract with God. And her name is Artemis, and as you know, Artemis was a goddess. And if you look in the booklet of the goddess cards of Doreen Virtue, you will find that the goddess Artemis, is on page 29 – weird I will say!
But here follow that Entry92:
This Entry92 of my Journal. Part1 of Entry92 of my Journal. 05/11/2007 01:18pmIf you add the day and month, you get 5 + 11 = 16, and 16 is the minutes that this Entry92 was created on the computer (as shown in the right corner of the page). But this Entry92 is to write down a few notes I have written down in my Copper Notebook and they are as follow: 31/10/2007 20:44All our thoughts, each and every one of us’ thoughts, comes from 0(ne) “place”. I feel rejected by someone else – who may or may not have rejected me (or feel the same way), but what it comes down to is that the Creator (the 0(ne)) has created to be feeling rejected (but by Itself, the same 0(ne) as the one who is the possible rejecter). Does this come down to God rejecting then Godself? 31/10/2007 20:48(and 4 + 8 = 12 or then the time gives a 20 + 12 = 2012). Next Note 03/11/2007 11:05amI have been shown last night about the 22 (Old Christianity) where the Hebrew language that went along with it, consisted out of 22 letters. But since 9/11 the “real deal” started happening in all its glory – and 44 took over from 22. As without 22, the times since then and now – we could not have gotten to the 44 times. 03/11/2007 11:07am Next Note 03/11/2007 21:43I had a most horrifying experience tonight at Emperors Palace, at their Wimpy. I was ordering when one of the Wimpy’s waiters came to me to help him and asked me if I understood Afrikaans? I said yes, and he asked if I will come to just help the “gentleman” standing in the doorway who seems cannot understand English – the language the waiter can manage with white people as he is apparently Zulu. I said to the waiter I will help him with pleasure. But once I started talking to this “gentleman”, it was as good as if I was talking to a character that writes a lot to the newspapers that I call the Dan Roodt Archetype (seeing I am working with archetypes) – the man who is fighting for Afrikaans in all the newspapers. The first thing this man asked me in Afrikaans, was if I was working there? And I explained to him nicely: no, I am not, but the waiter is Zulu and the only language he knows and have been taught at school to help “white people”, was English. And I told him that the waiter called me because he wanted to give this “gentleman” the best service he can. And then the Dan Roodt archetype started his speech about how HIS language, tradition and religion is getting raped by this incident, by this waiter who cannot speak Afrikaans (all in Afrikaans of course). And I realized immediately that this man had nothing better to do than to come looking for trouble and an argument. But what concerned me the most, is the illusion this Dan Roodt Archetype is living under: that a language, tradition or a religion can BELONG TO HIM? And he was still going off about how HIS language is getting raped when I told him that the waiter did the best he could, but if this “gentleman” is still not satisfied, he is free to go to another restaurant where HIS language, tradition and religion that belong to HIM, will not be raped. This was the first time I realized that the Dan Roodt archetypes believe that a language or tradition or religion BELONG TO A PERSON? Under what an illusion is this man/these people living? And as I told this man to go and seek a place where they spoke HIS language (something that belongs to HIM), I also told him that the waiter is probably a Zulu or Xhosa and if he goes to a restaurant and demand to be served in Zulu or Xhosa, most probably there won’t be anybody there to serve him. But he (the waiter) will be grateful to be served in English – at least he is getting served. And this Dan Roodt archetype pushed me out of the way and went to sit at one of the tables – waiting to be served – but not before he called me a traitor. How dare I translate to him – he wanted to make a scene because the waiter could not speak HIS language. And my interference and telling him if he is not satisfied he must go to a place where they will help him in HIS language, took that scene he was looking for away. So he was angered as he did not found the argument and speech he made up for this argument, at this Wimpy. To all you Dan Roodt archetypes out there – you don’t own a language, tradition or religion! You may belong to one – but YOU DON’T OWN IT! EVERYTHING BELONGS TO OUR CREATOR! NOT YOU! And although the Dan Roodt archetype might think this is “political” (that would be typical of these kind of people), it was just a revelation to me in what illusionary world some people live in – thinking they OWN a language for instance?
03/11/2007 22:01(or 221 – the inverse of 122 which is linked to the finding of the tomb of Tuntankamen). Next Note 04/11/2007 0:00amI asked God to give me a reason why I should go on – and I took the Christian Bible and just opened it and I opened it in the New Testament on page 48 (Linda’s 31′ 08 meridian) and 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. And the beginning of the page was Mark1:1-3. Only 3 verses as 12 (fulfillment) if you add it up, gives 1 + 2 = 3. And these 3 verses helped me a lot! And this all happened the moment Lorraine’s birthday started, namely 4/11 and of this year where she is turning 52, at 0:00am 04/11/2007 0:03am Next Note 04/11/2007 03:16amI was just thinking about everybody having a mentor – except me. I only had my inner guidance as mentor. But if I take my conversation with Artemis – she talks out of the mouth of Caroline Myss (her mentor). The pronunciation of “Myss” is like in the Afrikaans “muis” – where if translated, it means a “mouse”. And looking at computers, the “mouse” is used as something to take you places on your computer. And I remember Artemis telling me I must not believe in anything – well, she is exactly doing that if she is teaching Caroline’s Archetypes that leads to one’s Sacred Contract with God! So who is the one believing in something? As her sacred contract told her she is a writer (and then she became one, well, how not believing in something is this?) 04/11/2007 3:21am Next Note 04/11/2007 11:30 turning 11:31amAt some stage this morning I started itching. Especially inside my nostrils and outside it. But my face, my head, my arms, my whole body, was itching. And I came up to the computer to go onto the internet to look up the symbolism for itching – the spiritual meaning for it. But I could not find anything. Just accidentally read somewhere in all the stuff I read, about the “Breath of God”. But did not pay any attention to it. And I went downstairs where my parents were sitting and told them about the itching and that I tried to find the symbolism, but had no success. But then it hit me! And I told them I must go back to the internet and go look up “The Breath of God”. And I went back to the computer and on internet found a part that says “Ruach” – the “Breath of God” you apparently receive from the Creator Self and are pure energy/thoughts you receive from the Creator (or thought), but this is linked to itching. And “Ruach”, is the Jewish “Breath of God”. And somehow it is especially in your nostrils. And as I read this, the itching started to get better. But at the moment my legs are numb and I am trying my best not to just lie down – wondering if this “Ruach” is not too strong for me? What must I do – and the answer I received why I am receiving the “Ruach”, is because of some breakthrough. What that breakthrough is I do not know yet. 04/11/2007 11:49am Next Note 05/11/2007 9:22amI was reading up in Google about “spiritual” and the connection to “neck”. And the last inset on the page I clicked on, and I found the following: There, on the 8th written line, was written the word “responsibility” and it indicated that if you have a huge responsibility, you may have the neck and shoulders aching effect. This may even spread to the legs the more “huge” the responsibility is, as the legs must carry the rest of the body. I thought after the shooting it was all spasms. Did not even ask why I got it! But I remember when we arrived in Cape Town and I had to go for physio – the girl there said to me if the doctors ever find the reason for these “spasms” in my shoulders and neck, I must phone her, as she has never seen something like it before. Whatever she tried, she could not get rid of it. But when I now read about this word “responsibility” (that one’s shoulders and neck can be like this because of a huge responsibility), I just felt a sudden relieve in my shoulders and neck. As the spasms is sitting there and I have learned to live with it. But it was if the pain that was stuck there, suddenly just released for a while to give me confirmation. I wonder what that responsibility is that I have that are causing such pain and “damage” in my neck and shoulders? �
� 05/11/2007 9:28amNs. And my crown chakra is starting to itch again – so is the rest of my body? And this is the End of Part1 of Entry92 of my Journal. There are a lot of notes! 05/11/2007 2:32pm Part2 of Entry92 of my Journal. 05/11/2007 3:53pm And this is not for nothing that the beginning time of the heading is 35 and 53, my domino, as this is also not coincidence that it is Entry92, as my letter to Artemis – the girl who is giving us the course on Archetypes that was worked out by Caroline Myss, her name is as I said, Artemis, and there were a goddess named Artemis, and her story on the goddess cards is on page 29, the inverse of 92 – as this is Entry92. And I have written a letter to Belinda to forward to Artemis for me and I received an email from her that she has done that. And the letter wrote to Artemis is as follow (and here is a quote): 2/11/2007 16:32 (cell’s time) 4:34pm (computer’s time) and from the day and month we get a 2 (which gives 1 + 1 or 11) and 11 or 11/11. I can say a lot more about the times, but I doubt if you know where and what I am busy with so I’d spare you the frustration of not knowing that. Dear Belinda/Artemis. I do not know if you remember I said to you guys (before the people arrived), that I am picking up Olympus. Well I just found that person who is coming there or linked to someone there. Artemis – there is a goddess Artemis and I did not know it, but my eye caught on my Goddess cards and on page 29 (or 2 + 9 = 11) there I find the Goddess Artemis. And I do not know if she is your guide or if you are her incarnation, but your “mannerisms” are the same. That is why I picked Up Olympus and the pink handbag I got is to tell me that and to confirm it – and the mirror is that you must see the Goddess in you, namely Goddess Artemis. Belinda, please email this on to Artemis And thank you for your concern – but my guide is very handy when it comes to roads and finding places. And I know I will always be safe – I don’t know why, as I have been in a shooting incident – the mark is still sitting on the left side (like where the spear of that soldier went into Jesus – I also have such a marking). But you are a bright light/worker – I dare not say what I know, but know that you are a very good person! WARM REGARDS TO BOTH OF YOURenee02/11/2007 16:43 (cell’s times) 4:46pm (computer’s time) and I use the two times as First Time and Second time as I had a dream once of what happened to Atlantis. (So please Belinda, will you forward this letter to the Goddess Artemis? THE END OF LETTER TO ARTEMIS So it seems it all worked out this way that the letter to the goddess Artemis is in Entry92 and in the goddess booklet on page 29 – each other’s inverses! But this is the end of Part2 of Entry92 of my Journal – as I just wanted to mention the link between the 92 and 29! 05/11/2007 04:09pm(and 4pm is also 16 hours, which gives 16/9 in the time, but if you look at the day added to the month, it is 5 + 11 = 16 and the year is 2 + 7 = 9, which also gives a 16/9). Part3 of Entry92 of my Journal. 06/11/2007 9:28amThis is no note. This is the actual event as it happened last night. My friend from Cape Town is in Johannesburg and we found the time to meet up. I was so grateful as I am missing Cape Town tremendously. But it seems my place is here now. For now, at least. Then as we were speaking, there were a tremor going through the building, which was, according to my friend, highly unusual. But then it came through. He picked up my guide, and he asked me first (before he told me it is my guide), what do I pick up about Pegasus. And I said, well, the last 2 weeks or so I have been picking up a horse that wanted to take me places, but I thought it was a Unicorn. And he said to me know, it is Pegasus. As this horse has wings. And that made sense as taking you places, the horse must have wings to take me to those places – I just did not realize it. And then (with the help of my friend), I tuned into Pegasus (who I have been tuning into anyway the last two weeks), and he stood up on his hind legs and I asked my friend what that meant. And my friend said that if a horse does that, he is showing his power and strength. And then I saw, a bit left to Pegasus, the planet that we are suppose to be on now, namely Earth. But Pegasus did not take me away from this planet and was trying to communicate that to me. To stress it out to me that we are here to stay. And that he was going to use his strength and power for something with me on this planet. And the words that came into my mind, was “break through”. And I told my friend and I said to him it seems we just need a break through of some sort.
But the whole time as we were sitting there and me tuning in to Pegasus, we had tremors in the building. Eventually we had to part, me and my friend and he is going back to Cape Town today and I am staying here, in Tswane. But at least my friends visit for me, was fruitful, as I now know who my guide is, it is Pegasus and not some unknown Unicorn. Thank you Len! And the irony was that we were sitting across a place that was advertising to take you to other places. (A travel agency). And what else is Pegasus known for than taking you to other places? I found this very ironic! But something else happened also. On my way to meet with my friend I drove beneath an ad sign that was advertising “Investec”. And they advertised at the moment when I drove through, about great new ideas. And next to it was a Zebra. And as me and my friend got to sit down at our table, I saw at the travel agency across us two Zebra’s and I told my friend about the ad as I went through the sign post and that a Zebra is in African tradition, the Sagittarius totem animal. And the Sagittarius is also a man on a horse with wings with a bow and arrow – and I read up about a goddess that was the twin sister of Apollo and who had a bow and arrow and never used it to kill anything! And that was just blowing my mind – as that is the kind of stories I like: someone with a bow and arrow, not killing, but saving! Anyway, it was a good night – a night to remember. 06/11/2007 9:46am(and the beginning minutes was 28 and the end minutes was 46 and 28 + 46 = 74 – the year those 148 tornado’s hit America on the 3rd of the 4th in 13 states in a time span of 18 hours.) Part4 of Entry92 of my Journal. 07/11/2007 11:39am First I want to come back to a topic I have covered in Part1, it is about Caroline Myss.But I have heard certain people pronounce “Myss” as “miss” also. And the difference between them is “Y” and “I” and the “Y” is the 25th letter (or 7) and “I” is the 9th letter of the English Alphabet or the 1 in the Roman symbolism. But the upside down of 9 is 6 and 6 + 1 = 7 (the same as “y”). So it can mean that Caroline (and of course then her students), might have it “miss” somewhere – and after yesterday’s experience I had, I think it is at the “Bigger Picture”. But yesterday morning I decided to go and pay my phone bill – to be able to produce this on the net as well – and then I decided to go and buy the Odyssey Magazine. This I did at Woodlands on the Olympus road. For some or other reason I could not get it before yesterday. And the time on the slip for when the transaction went through, is 10:20:10am But if we look at the 20, it could also be 10/10, as the two outer sides are also 10/10. This gives two 10/10’s, which could relate to me and Michelle’s 10/10’s. (I have written about them already). But this version of Odyssey is Volume 31 no 5. Isn’t it amazing? I just thought it great when I went and look it up last night. As my stuff at this stage is about the symbolic tornado, and there were in 13 (the inverse of 31) states of America 148 in about 18 hours time on 3/4/74. And if you add the day and month and year, you get 3 + 4 + 7 + 4 = 18. And it is the no 5 of volume 31 of this magazine, which relates to the Sacred Number of the White Lions – who are the Messengers of God. Anyway, I got home and went and sat down and started paging through this magazine – but nothing “fitted”. And as I was paging, I felt my stomach starting to make cramps. Boy, was I ill from these stomach aches. The sweat was pouring down my body from the intenseness of this stomach cramps. And when it gave me a rest, I would go and lie on my bed, with no energy of any sort at all. This went on the whole day – going to the bathroom, getting these stomach cramps and illness and sweat and draining of the body, until about when my mom came from her work. But I was still not well – no energy. Could not even think! But when it started to get dark, I got back to myself again bit by bit. And my mom brought me a piece of toast with marmite on it and I heard them (her and my dad), struggling downstairs to get my dog’s pills in. And I was so grateful that I gave my parents each 200 rand, this means 400 or 4 (and if you look at the time I bought that Odyssey magazine, it was 10:20:10 or if you add, it gives also a 4) And my earth parents left for a school function of one of the grandchildren and my higher faculties started working a bit again. And at first it was shown to me that I was sitting behind my earth father and he was talking about stuff I was not suppose to know. And I was sitting – not leaving, so it must have worked heavily on his nerves. And at first it was shown to me that it was my father that was irritated with me sitting there listening to his conversation and wishing me not to feel well and causing that stomach ache. And the thought crossed my mind to phone a friend (one who believes still in the dark and light – and not that destiny, whether dark or light, is running everything) and tell him about my father and the phone call and that a hunge I had was confirmed when I heard his conversation. And my friend said that explains to him why he had stomach kind of problems as well, he was picking up me, as we are (according to him) very close. And his advice to me was to get out of my parents house as soon as possible – that they are causing more harm to me than good and if that is the case, one must consider action. But I started feeling not well again and said good buy, and I thought to take a look at the Odyssey magazine that was still lying on the coach where I was sitting when the stomach pains started. And it was on page 46 and 47 and the article’s heading on page 46 was: “Undreamt Possibilities“
And I went to my room and I realized I could tune into the horse, which is apparently Pegasus (according to my friend Len I met the other night – the night before I got this ill) and Pegasus showed me the “truth”. And that is how I discovered about Caroline My(i)ss as well. As me and Pegasus were going through space until there was nothing around us – and this is where I got the “Bigger Picture”. I was under the impression, when I was not in the NO-thingness, that it was my earth father that was angry because I heard something I was not suppose to hear. But today happened and first I was made aware of my legs. And I was shown that if one has a “heavy” thing to carry, it can effect one’s legs. And where do one normally carry something HUGE? On your shoulders. And I was reminded of being taken to the internet and being shown how the neck and shoulders can be sore because of a HUGE responsibility. But it seems, apparently I did not take up this piece of information serious enough and it had to be kind of like underlined for me of how much importance this is – and that is why my Father let me have this stomach illness. And the page with that heading was also part and parcel of the whole message. As that was what 6/11 was, a message. And if you look at 6, it is the upside down of 9, so it is a day that is a 9/11 in disguise. But I asked Pegasus what can be so HUGE a responsibility for the Father to go to such extremes as the stomach ailment I had, to emphasize the responsibility thing to me? But I have as yet, received no answer but that it will come at the right time at the right place in the right way – as this message on 6/11 came to stress for me the importance of the weight I am carrying on my shoulders. And this was made notes of and the end time of the notes was 06/11/2007 20:42 where when we take 20 + 42 = 62, which is related to the number of Einstein’s badge and to the Iceberg that was discovered off the coast of East Londen, the place where my father’s mother died, and the Iceberg was 62km off the coast. So does this HUGE responsibility have to do with my writings? All I realized later on (after making the notes), was that I have this inclination, and I even had it as a child, that destiny is running everything. And if I look at the times and the dates and what is called “synchronicities”, I wonder if it is just not plain common destiny? As I have this feel (after I was shown the bicycle thing that there are two cycles involved in all of this) that we are busy with the second cycle and that in the first cycle there were free will, but that the second cycle does not have free will anymore (although everybody believes it). And it seems, to believe we have free will, is one of the illusions that has to be shown. Just to give a common example: neither Einstein or Newton “manifested” their “Big” theories as there were in both cases two people (them and some unknown characters) that came up with the same idea or “theory”. So how can you call it that Einstein and Newton “manifested” their “Big” theories in science if someone else also got the same idea or “theory”. This does not get mentioned when spoken about manifesting! And I have already shown how the theories of Newton and Einstein in our science – and all the theories born from them (the “Big Theories” from Newton and Einstein) has brought the planet where it is today by its science. How it brought us to our being and what influence it had! (What I presume most people take as “manifesting” – how we for instance “manifested” global warming)? But all these theories and its effects, I have written about already and is a subject on its own. 07/11/07 12:27pm(where from the date we have to both sides a 7 and 11 or 9 and in the time we have the minutes 2 + 7 = 9 – and the event with the emphasis on my responsibility being HUGE, on a hidden 9th).
And if I look at how important the last Part of Entry92 actually is, it explains to me why the heading had came down to two 44’s. As the last part is Part4 and the time I bought that Odyssey magazine was 10:20:10 (and this not only 10/10 and 10/10 – me and Michelle), but also if you add the 10 + 20 + 10 = 40, or 4. And so did the money I gave my parents to go and enjoy themselves at Emperor’s Palace, came down to 200 rand added to 200 rand, which gives a 400 rand or also another 4. And this comes down to a 44 (from the 10/10 thing, the time the magazine was bought, and adding it to the 4 from the 400 rand).
And on the note of 44 we end Lore154 – short hey?
WARM REGARDS
Renee
07/11/07 14:46 (cell’s time) 2:48pm (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time corresponds with the page where I left the magazine Odyssey to make an Odyssey to the loo, and that is linked to that heading that is highlighted and underlined that is on this page. But from the hour of the First Time we have 14 hours, which is also 2pm, and this together with the 2pm of the Second Time, gives 22. But the minutes of the Second Time gives 48 (Linda’s 31’ 08 meridian), but also 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. And isn’t that what I am busy with, fulfilling the “old time”, the “22 time”. And therefore does the 44 come in so strongly into my letters, as we are moving into the “44 time”.
ARE WE FISHING IN THE DARK?
Lore155.
This is the First Letter of Lore155.
09/11/2007 or 09/11/09 18:32 (cell’s time) 6:35pm (computer’s time) and if we add the hour and minute of the First Time, with the hour of the Second time, we get
18 + 32 + 6 = 56 – the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions you say there are. But the minutes of the Second Time is 35, my domino I picked up when leaving Cape Town.
Dear Lore
It seems Michelle is planning something again for 11/11, on Sunday. I do not know what it is though. I just know I had a rough week – as my writings show. As I saw my friend the other night who is visiting Johannesburg, he is under the impression that Van Gogh has some influence with the times that is going on now. All I know about Van Gogh is that first, he was a painter, and second, we stayed in his flats. Well, actually it was not his flats, but the flats was called Van Gogh. And all I remember from these flats is that I wanted a two wheel bicycle by all means. But my parents instead gave me a brother.
But this is Lore155 and 5 + 5 + 1 = 11, and seeing this is the 1st letter of Lore155, we have 11 + 1 = 111 – the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. It seems that Lore155 is also just going to consist out of one letter, the one with Entry93 in it. But Entry93 consist of 4 Parts. And funny that the second Part and Fourth Part is also about a bicycle – the thing I wanted most while we were staying in Van Gogh flats. We first stayed in one flat there and then in another one before we moved after my brother was born. My parents was scared he will fall off from the flats or something so we moved to the house in Steenbras Avenue. And I think you will remember the letter to you about the Steenbras area in the Sir Lowry’s Pass area in Cape Town. But that house was green and that is about all I remember about it. I have not much recollection of my early days. Except that I badly wanted a bicycle in the Van Gogh flats and that the house we moved to after Van Gogh, was green.
But here follow the (111) I guess: Entry93:
This is Entry93 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry93 of my Journal.
08/11/2007 11:06pm and 6 the upside down version of 9, which gives another hidden 11/9
This is not for nothing Entry93. For my 39 years, nearly 40 years, this has been my problem. And I realized tonight that I have for a few good years realized that music start it and let it happen, and that is why I since not wanted to listen to music. But when I accidentally are put in a situation where I here the music a certain way, and especially certain music, it triggers it. So it is something I am suppressing consciously. By way of not listening to music, I am suppressing it – but I know it is there and that if I listen to music, it will trigger it.
To try and explain it better, take a murderer. Someone who discovers he is a murderer. But he does not want to be a murderer and is therefore conscious that he is a murderer. But to suppress the murdering effect, by killing someone, he actually goes and locks himself up in a room that is almost like a jail and lock the door from the inside and then throw the keys through the windows he cannot get through! So in this way he suppresses his need to kill.
For 39 years I have been in symbolism like that killer. And for the last few years I refused to listen to music as it triggers my “need to kill” (symbolically). In that way I have locked myself in that jail cell and thrown the key of the door out that window not to get out and go and “murder” – all symbolic of course.
But symbolically the community wonders: but why does this person not fulfill his urge by becoming a butcher and kill animals – in that way he will be fulfilling his urge to kill. But what the society does not realize is that the “killer” just loves animals and could never get it over his heart to kill anybody – but he has the burden to have the urge to kill. And society think him silly not to fulfill the urge to kill by becoming a butcher and rather put himself in his own manmade jail – where he is locked out of the world. But what they do not realize, is that it is all for them!
But at this stage it seems like a price a have got to pay. It seems it comes with the package that is part of that “responsibility” that is on my shoulders that is so bad that even my legs cannot hold the weight anymore. I guess because it is made more, the “responsibility”, by the symbolism thing that I have used as well that has manifested for 39 years in my life. And this is Entry93 – where 39 and 93 is each other’s inverses.
But what is important is that something that is conscious, is suppressed consciously. And I wonder if that is a good or a bad thing? Especially if one look at the example I used, namely the murderer? So something that is conscious is at the same time suppressed and something that is suppressed is at the same time conscious. It sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it? But it is possible!
08/11/2007 11:20pm
(But the time gives in the minutes a 2, which consist of a 1 + 1 or 11,which gives from the time an 11/11 – and Michelle’s 11/11 is coming up).
Part2 of Entry93 of my Journal.
09/11/2007 or 9/11/9 11:33am and 11 + 33 = 44
I have spoken about the First and Second cycles already in previous letters and entries. But it has been shown to me now how to make it clear in terms of symbolism.
In the First Cycle you were the one sitting on the seat and paddling the bicycle in order for it to go where you want to go. And therefore, in the First Cycle, you were the back wheel, as you were connected to the act of paddling.
But now, in the Second Cycle, you are only the front wheel. Going where the one who is sitting on the seat and paddling, taking you. You are not connected to the act of paddling anymore. You are merely turning because something else, another drive force, is paddling and connected to the back wheel, which of course, makes you go also as the front wheel. So the front wheel is in the Second cycle getting steered by the one paddling (Who ever that might be) – the front wheel in this way just follow.
But to demonstrate to us this effect, that is why there were every time 2 people that got the brainwave which is the cause of the theories of Newton and Einstein. Not one of these two men were the only men that got the brainwaves for the theories that set science – in both cases there were someone else who got the brainwave as well.
And this is the Part2 or the 2nd (cycle) if you want. But it is also the Entry93 where from
9 + 3 = 12. First (1st) the 1 of the 12 and then the (2nd) or 2 or the 12, which if put together, gives fulfillment. But if we add the 2 of Part2 to the 12 of the Entry93, the 93 part, we get 12 + 2 = 122 – which is linked to the discovery of the tomb of a king, Tuntankamen.
But today is totally linked the 9/11 or 11/9. As it goes both ways today. And if we look at the time of the 2nd Cycle or then Part2 of Entry 93, we get 44. And I said that I link the 44 with the 2nd (Second) cycle that we are in.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 11:44am
(and not only does the minutes end exactly on 44, but from the date we saw inside the entry that we have 9/11 and 11/9. But in both cases, if you add 9 to 11, you get back to 11 again, which gives twice 11 or 11/11).
Part3 of Entry93 of my Journal.
09/11/2007 or 9/11/9 01:47pm
From our time we have that 4 + 7 = 11 and if you add it to the hour, it gives 1 + 11 = 111 – which is the number combination of “reveal/revelation”.
But this is also the 3rd part of Entry93, which makes of the numbers a 393 or a 39 and 93. My age 39 and its inverse, namely 93.
But seeing the time is showing that there is some “reveal/revelation” going on, I had to go and sit and work out the number values of the word “responsibility”. This is what came up:
R = 18th letter or 1 + 8 = 9
E = 5th letter
S = 19th letter or 1 + 9 = 10 or 1
P = 16th letter or 1 + 6 = 7
O = 15th letter and 1 + 5 = 6
N = 14th letter and 1 + 4 = 5
S = 19th letter or as above, a 1
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
B = 2nd letter
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
L = 12th letter
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
T = 20th letter or 2
Y = 25th letter or 2 + 5 = 7.
But if we add the last 2, we get 2 + 7 = 9. And if you then count all the 9’s, you get them five times – and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions, the Messengers of God. But also does 5 nines give you (if all added), 45.
But from the Second and the Fourth letters, we have a 5 and 7 where 5 + 7 = 12.
So what we are left with now is a 1, 6, 1, 2 and 12. But if we take the first two numbers, we get 1 + 6 = 7 and if we take the last two numbers, we get
2 + 12 = 14. And 7 + 14 = 21.
But in the middle of the previous paragraph we are left with a 0(ne) or 1. Now if we make 45, the number 44, the 1 in 45 becoming 44 corresponds with the 0(ne) or 1 in the middle of what was left.
So in totally eventually we are left in the word “responsibility” with a 44, 12 and 21. And my birthday is 21/12. And the beginning time said this entry will be in some kind of revelation. But I did not know that I will be related in SUCH a way to “responsibility” – only had the hidden 9/11 (6/11) that made me aware that I have a huge responsibility.
And now the word “responsibility” works out exactly on my day and month of birth as well as a 44. And by now we all know that 44 is the gamatria of the name of God in the Hebrew language that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.
And as this is Entry39 and the 3rd part which gave 393 or 39 and 93 – where I am 39 years old, it only comes as a surprise at this age that I have seemingly a HUGE responsibility? And all I can think of at the moment is that this responsibility has got something to do with these entries and the letters I write to Lorraine? But 44 are linked as much as my birth date linked to the word “responsibility” and I guess it does not only end up with being just a word – it should be all that goes with the word “responsibility”. And isn’t 44 linked to the Second Cycle for me in my writings?
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 2:13pm
(and from the time we have that 2pm is also 14 hours, which gives a 14:13, some form of Zep Tepi – is this coincidence or what?).
Part4 of Entry93 of my Journal.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 4:29pm
From the time we have that the minutes is 2 + 9 = 11, and the hour is 4, and this is Part4, which gives a 4 and 4 or 44. In Part3 the 2nd letter and 4th letter gave a
5 + 7 = 12 – where 12 is the number of fulfillment. But we already have a Part2 (which is all about the cycles and how we are now being paddled and we are not the paddlers anymore). But this Part4 (which is linked to 44 – see above) is all about who is the “Paddler(s)”. If we look at the word “Paddler(s)”, the following comes up:
P= 16th letter or 1 + 6 = 7
A = 1st letter
D = 4thletter
D = 4th letter
L = 12th letter
E = 5th letter and 5 consist out of 1 + 4 or 4 + 1
R = 18th letter or 9
The first two letters value work out on 7 + 1 = 8, which is the Weaver of Fate.
Then the third and fourth letters values are both 44, so it gives 44.
The last letter, namely “R”, works out on 9, which added to anything gives anything so we can ignore the last letter.
So our last letter is now E and the second last letter is L. But from the last letter we have a 5 which can either be 1 + 4 or 4 + 1 and seeing it is actually the second last, we take the second alternative, which is
4 + 1, which gives 41. And by now we know that 1441 is linked to DOGOD, so 41, is linked to God. But the second last letter (if “R” is ignored), is L or 12, the number which is linked with fulfillment.
So the “Paddler(s)”, in the Second cycle is 44, the Weaver of Fate which is also God (41) and this 44 or Weaver of Fate, will bring fulfillment.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 4:41pm
(and the end time is 4:41 or 441, the inverse of 144, the ALL, or then the NO-thing – 44 combined with 41 both in 441).
It seems that in my 39 years of living on this planet I am suddenly reminded, by way of the painter Van Gogh, how badly I wanted a bicycle – but it also seems that the reason for that is also only revealed now. No wonder all the (111)’s
Hope you enjoyed this letter. I don’t know if it has anything to do with what Michelle is going to do on Sunday (11/11)? I would really like to know! As I looked up Van Gogh’s stuff on the internet and saw that he painted a lot of “weavers”. And her company is called the “Light Weaver”. Wonder what she has got to do with him?
WARM REGARDS
Renee
09/11/09 19:20 (cell’s time) 7:23pm (computer’s time) and if we add the hour and minute of the First Time we get 19 + 20 = 39. And this Lore155 is all about Entry93, where 93 is the inverse of 39. But if we add 9 + 11 + 9 + 19 + 20 + 7 + 23 = 98. This gives a 9 and 8 where 9 is the number where everything comes together and 8 is the number combination used for the Weaver of Fate.
Peace of Mind!
This is the Second Letter of Lore155.
10/11/2007 15:42 (cell’s time) 3:44pm (computer’s time) where from the date we have a 10 or 1 and from the month we have an 11, which gives an 11 + 1 = 111 – or “reveal/revelation”. But from the hour of the First Time we have 15 hours, which is also 3pm, and from the minutes we have 4 + 2 = 6, which gives 3:6 or 36. But the hour of the Second Time is also 3, which gives from 3 + 6 = 9, and with this minutes 3, a 39.
Dear Lore
This is an important addition to Entry93 that was made this afternoon. I have been to churches for help, but nobody was able to help – as nobody understood what I understand. And it is in the Part5 of Entry93 that is shown why I thought it such an important thing to write this letter. You know, they say the pen is mightier than the sword – remember my little rhyme I wrote about:
“…little words
is little swords….”
So after I have traveled in a terrible condition from one church to the other – literally I have only been to 2 churches before I received the picture in my head of a man that Elsie knows who’s name is Riaan. And in Part5, there is reference to a Rian. But as I drove from the last church (who could not understand me as they were busy getting ready for someone to come and talk to them about how to handle their husbands – that means some kind of reference to a kind of wedding), I drove off and there I saw – down, close to the ground, an add with the name “Elsie” on it. And that is how I know that the link to the Rian thing was confirmed. But here is Part5 of Entry93:
Part5 of Entry93 of my Journal. 10/11/2007 02:30pm where from the day and month we have 10 or 1 and 11, and if added, gives 111 – the “reveal/revelation”. But from the time of the Beginning of this (4 + 1 = 5) part of Entry93 of my Journal, we have 2 + 3 = 5. And 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions – the Messengers of God. I have already copied the first 4 parts of this Entry93 of my Journal, not realizing that the most important one I will have to come and add today. On this day of “revelation”. I have only written a Part4 of Entry93, because in Part3 I was shown with the word “responsibility” that the Second And Fourth letters were important. And that was the only reason why I wrote Part4 – to relate with that second and fourth positions which seemed so terribly important. (And didn’t that 148 tornado’s in 13 states of America in a span of 18 hours happen on the 3/4?) But the other night on Kyknet (and by the way, we could not get our TV off channel 105, which is Kyknet, last night and I knew it must mean something, but never realized it was to focus my attention on Kyknet) I was watching the program “Rian” on Kyknet and he was talking to Kurt Darren. And at the end of the program (and I remember this clearly as I was very impressed with Kurt Darren because he said this) Kurt Darren was asked if he would start fighting for the change of street names or what ever? And his answer was clearly: he keeps himself out of making statements of that kind. He does not want to be associated as sitting in a certain “box” – if you know what I mean. He does not want to get labelled. So this morning I was feeling not well again (and I knew it was because of this 11/11 of Michelle coming up) and went to the pharmacy to get myself stomach medicine. And on my way back I took a road I was not suppose to take and there I saw the sign post next to the road: “Kurt Darren Against 46664″. And immediately I realized that it was a message for me. Especially that the Christian Bible talks of the 666 as the number of the Anti Christ. But since last night I realized that Michele has reached her fame and is doing what she is doing on behalf of Master Kuthumi. And I never knew where to put the “h” of Kutumi – but I realized a while ago, while lying on my bed, that it was a clue. Where I put that “h”, will give him his power or not. And I remembered that the second letter was actually the linked for me to the First Time – the 22 time, the time when we had free will and could manifest. That is when I realized that if I want the people to stop buggering around with the energy grids and therefore stop manifesting with their power as they put themselves still in that 22 time, I must put the “h” of Kutumi, on the 4th place, which was linked to the 44 time – the time where we are only the front wheels of the bicycles and are steered by the paddlers. But it is odd that the letter of his name I had to work with, to take him from the 22 time (where he could let Michelle manifest) to the 44 time where he could not let Michelle manifest anymore, is an “h”, which is the 8th letter which is the number combination linked to “The Weaver of Fate”. But from now on I will know to spell his name Kuthumi, in order to keep him in the 44 time, where he is only one of the front wheels of those bicycles I wrote of in this Entry93 and that he could not then manifest anymore by way of Michelle and all her followers. But as Part5, as the 5th message, where 5 is also the Sacred Number of the White Lions – the Messengers of God, this is the most important letter of Entry93. And as you can see I have written that it is (4 + 1 = 5), this letter, which link it to the 41, which added gives 5. But 41 itself, is linked to God. And the 1st and 2nd parts of Entry93, ended on an 11/11. And this gives a 1 and 2 or 12, which means fulfillment. It is fulfilled that Kuthumi will now not fall under free will anymore or be able to manifest through Michelle. I know, this is harsh words and a harsh letter. But better late than never. 10/11/2007 2:58pm(and from the date we have the 111 again – “reveal/revelation” – and from the time we have that 2pm could also be 14 hours, which gives the time 14:13 – some form of Zep Tepi. But the 2 + 5 = 7, which is for me linked to the NO-thing and then we are left with the 8, which is the Weaver of Fate: and this leaves only the NO-thing as the Weaver of Fate).
Anyway, this is how it ends, the Second (44 time) Letter of Lore155 ends. Now I have peace in my heart and head that what ever Michelle is doing because Kuthumi is guiding her to do it, it is God’s Will. And I won’t have to have doubts that what ever they are doing, is not from God! I had to get this peace of mind! As I like Michelle a lot!
WARM REGARDS
Renee
10/11/2007 15:56 (cell’s time) 3:59pm (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have that 59 + 3 = 62 – which is linked to the badge number of Einstein and to the Iceberg 62km off the coast of East London (the place where my father’s mother died).
The “Wrist Ring”!
The First Letter of Lore156.
17/11/2007 0:55am (cell’s time) 12:58am (computer’s time) where the First Time gives a 5 and 5 or if you add the 1 + 4 = 5 and 4 + 1 = 5 as well. And 5 + 5 = 10 from the First Time and the minutes from the Second Time gives 5 + 8 = 13. And 10 + 13 = 23. But
23 + 12 = 35 – my domino!
Dear Lore
All I want to do in this First Letter of Lore156 is quote Entry94 and Entry95 of my Journal.
First here is Entry94:
This is Entry94 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal.
13/11/2007 9:23pm where 9pm is also 21 hours and 21 + 23 = 44.And this is Entry94, where 9 + 4 =13, and today is the 13th also, but 1 + 3 = 4, so we have a 4 and 4 or 44. So we have a double 44. I just want to quote a few notes in this Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal. First Note 12/11/2007 13:54On Saturday night, I was crawling on the carpet with pain about my life. And thought I lost everyone I cared for except my dog. And then, in this pain/crying session, I was taken to the computer and I opened my emails – and to my surprise, there was an email from Michelle Eloff herself thanking me for that letter in Lore155. But she said that some woman named Ruby, who is very clairvoyant, might be able to give me more insight in my life. So I tried to sms from my dad’s phone early on Sunday morning telling this Ruby woman it is not my cell phone and what my number actually is. But time went on and my brother and his wife and kids came for a visit but nothing. Meanwhile, I got airtime and sms again from my own phone as well. The time it started (the sms) was 10:14 and I put it in and in the sms I told Ruby that I link 14 with dog and that my dog is the ruby eyed type chihuahua dog. But still, nothing! But then, later on that afternoon (after my brother and his wife and kids left), out of the blue I got an sms from an old friend. And I send an old friend an sms at 10:14. And my friend told me that the car’s (vehicle’s) name, is Ruby too. But after we spoke I was lying on my bed and then thought that no, I want to go some place, I don’t know where, so I gave my friend an sms and invited my friend with and off we went. Boy, but did we had a treat? But that treat was exactly 4 years and 1 day since the last treat we also had on a Sunday, so it gives a 41. But part of the signs we received is that I must get a ruby ring. As it seems people are just walking over me! But I was lying and thinking now, if I went and bought a ruby ring, it would mean that I won’t let anyone order me around anymore. So I decided against it. As I could not allow my connection to God ordering me around – I will rather take the people around me’s ordering around and a miserable life, than not listening to God. But I never ever want to go against the Will of God – or wear something that can be able to cause that. 12/11/2007 14:08 And the end time of the sms send (accidentally to my friend), was 8:28am yesterday, and the end time in this note gives a 2 (from the 14 hours) and 8 of the minutes, or 28. 12/11/2007 14:09
And this still gives 5 – and one of the magic things that me and my friend experienced was that I got on the Unicorn machines at the Palace, 5 Full Moons. Next Note 13/11/2007 19:02 and as 9 + 2 = 11,if we add the other 1, we have 111 – which is “reveal/revelation” to me.I have been shown that destiny will always be there and I cannot go against the Will of God, not even if I wear whatever! So today I have been out looking for that ruby. As last night, while my dog was so ill and we were sleeping in the sitting room, I got the picture of what I should get with the ruby in it. But the sign post me and my friend got on Sunday (where we realized I must get a ruby), said “ring”. But the sign post was all about the “Lord of the Rings”. And my friend has got a ruby ring that has got a little hand in gold over the ruby on the ring finger. And apparently this is linked to ancient Egypt as well. But I remembered the letter I wrote to Lorraine about the “blue hand” I got in a vision – that it meant that the thumb is the 1 and the other 4 fingers the 4, which gives a 41. And to enclose all the fingers, I got myself a “wrist ring”. And I now also understand the 5 Full Moons on that Unicorn machines. Each Moon is linked to a ring in that movie of the “Lord of the Rings”. And you have to get rid of them to save! But my ruby is in the shape of an eye, linked to the third eye. But I also realized I will not challenge God with this “wrist ruby ring”, as God will not let destiny change. I will get the “wrist ring” on the 16th, and 16 is my link to Linda. But I wonder if Linda even know her P/A has contact with me? But the time the transaction for the “wrist ruby ring” was, 13/11/2007 at 13:26. And 26 is the amount of letters we have in the English Alphabet and also the inverse of the 62 – the number of the badge with Einstein on and the 62km that the iceberg were from East London because of apparently Global Warming! But you know what my views are by now about Einstein and Global Warming! And the amount this “wrist ruby ring” is going to cost is 80 rand, or 8, and 8 is the number of the Weaver of Fate. But if we take the 13:26, the 1 + 3 = 4 and 2 + 6 = 8. And in Lore155 I spoke about the 8th letter “H” in the 4th position, which is linked to God. But 4 + 8 = 12, which is the number of fulfillment. And because of the 5 fingers, I got those 5 Full Moons which is VERY unusual to get – all the people around me said that. Nobody has ever seen it happen before. And I know I have to set the dimensions straight – how I don’t know, but I will just follow each day as it comes, like today and like Sunday. And look what it brings? 13/11/2007 19:19And from “wrist” we have that W = 44, r = 18, I = 9, s = 19, t = 20. This gives a 44, a 18 and 9 or 27 or 111 -which is “reveal/revelation”, and then we are left with the last 2, namely 19 + 20= 39 – and for 39 years I let everybody step on me and say whatever they wanted to and even believed them eventually!) It seems it is now going to stop. And 44 is involved in that process. END OF NOTES And this is the end of the Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal. 13/11/2007 10:20pm
(and 10:20, gives 12 and my birth date is the 12 and its inverse 21. But 12 is the number of fulfillment).
Part2 of Entry94 of my Journal.
14/11/2007 5:35pm and 5 and 3 is the domino I picked up at our leaving of Cape Town.I am feeling very sad – as it feel as if I lost a good friend. I read up on the site of the Lightweaver and read about how all these new stuff that is been done will lead to the Power of the Mind. A new way for people to be powerful. To have that Power of the Mind. And those words stuck in my brain and made me stress terribly. As I remembered a program on TV, which I taped luckily, that was called: Parallel Universes. And at the end of this program they had this genius on who was tampering with the Power of the Mind and what he did, was to create in a laboratory set up, a Universe that he managed. Oh, God, please don’t let us be the product of such an experiment! And with things like the Power of the Mind, that kind of thing – or even worse things, can happen! I am crying because for my whole life I have been depending on God and Destiny. And as I read about this “Power of the Mind”, and thought about that program where that guy created in laboratory set up his own Universe, I thought I must phone my friend. And the time I phoned him was 15:51pm. And he said well, that is where things are going. That is why they are teaching people to be positive as to be positive will bring about something positive. And I thought to myself, but what happened to Destiny and God in all of this? As Destiny does not bother if you are positive or negative, it just happens! How many people who was in the deepest of pain got relief because of Destiny and the work of God? But this must not have been possible, because they were negative – if those who believe in manifesting and free will is correct, then something negative must have hit that person! Then miracles would not be possible! As people who are in deep negativity receive miracles? I do not know what to do. Only God can do something! But meanwhile everybody must just sit back. But if everybody sit back, who is going to do the exposure? Well, maybe my friend is right. Maybe God will do the exposure. But to my knowledge God use a lot of times people and things to happen to do “exposures”. God, I have always depended on U and prayed my ass off for nearly my whole life. Now I am praying for U – for U to have YOUR right to Destiny to happen. But I believe so strongly in U that I know that U are doing whatever Michelle is doing for a reason. And that Destiny and YOUR WILL, will prevail.
Oh God, thank YOU for this realization: Michelle is doing a thing YOUR way, but others are doing it the so called “opposite” way for the fulfillment of the opposites. It was YOUR plan all along? It is really special to be shown! Thank YOU!
14/11/2007 5:55pm(and Part1 was written on 13th and Part2 on 14th, which gives a 13/14, or a hidden Zep Tepi).
Part3 of Entry94 of my Journal
14/11/2007 7:47pm which gives 19:11 or 0(ne) and 9/11 – a 9/11 in disguise.And Michelle wrote me specifically that her birthday is on the 4th of the 1st. That gives a 1/4 or 14, like the day today. And as I changed the DSTV to CNN, it was breaking news about the 7.7 magnitude earthquake in Chile (that is South America, the place of the Jaguar – or the unknown energy). But the thing is, it caused disaster. They said it was 1,259km from Santiago. And if you look at the number it gives a 12 and 14. As I said in Part1 of Entry94 in the last note that I know I must set the dimensions straight again – and the funny thing is that the note ended after that on 19:19 or 7:7, (and each person playing the role of one of the opposites is a 7, so both are 7, so regarding opposites, they are merely there to confuse us as they are exactly the same – though opposites) magnitude of the earthquake today. But this earthquake today had something to do with Michelle (the 1/4 or 14 of her birthday) and with me setting the dimensions straight again (the 7.7 – see how each party of the opposites was a 7, an equal). As the whole of the distance the earthquake happened from Santiago, is 1 + 2 + 5 + 9 = 17 or 8, the Weaver of Fate, but which Weaver of Fate. I am one of those who beliefs in destiny, and for me this is part of the Weaver of Fate and therefore also part of destiny, but I think there is other plans with looking at this event that the emphasis of it is on disaster. (Although nobody was injured). And all of us are part of the Plan of Destiny! Does not matter in which way – if it is to show that our way of doing things are going to bring disaster or whatever. But I also know that Michelle is doing things in the highest respect of the 0(ne).
14/11/2007 7:59pm(and the date and time starts on a 1/4 or 14 and ends on a 1/4 or 14 – so this disaster had all to do with 14).
And then Entry95:
This is Entry95 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry95 of my Journal.
15/11/2007 6:54pm and 6pm gives 18 hours and 5 + 4 = 9, which gives 999 or 111 (according to the Roman system where 9 is the I in the Alphabet). But 111 is also linked to the “reveal/revelation”. But from the hour we have 6pm and 6 is the upside down of 9, which means for me the number where everything comes together. And the Entry95 was created according to the computer at 6:53pm, in the minutes my 53 and in the 6, it is the upside down of 9.
I have written a note this afternoon that I want to quote:
15/11/2007 13:07 turning 13:08 (and 7 + 8 = 15), but 13 + 13 = 26 – the amount of letters we have in the English language and inversely it is the number of the badge that Einstein is on and also the amount of kilometres that the Iceberg were from East London, South Africa.
Yesterday, on 14/11/2007 an earthquake of magnitude 7.7 hit Chile, South America. And remember how I stressed that South America, South Africa and India holds the same kind of shape? And coincidentally the three big cats comes from these three places, namely the Jaguar, the Lion and the Tiger. But the earthquake was 1,259km from Santiago.
But on Sunday, 11/11/2007, my friend told me with his Tarot cards that I will meet someone, who is a bit not emosional, but will give me a worthwhile message or information. And it had to do with a red “stick” he was holding.
And on Monday, I went past probably the only gemstone shop in Tswane and met a man name Chris. And we started talking and I told him what I am looking for and why. And his answer to me was that he gets the impression I am a gnostic – if I know what that is? And then he explained to me what it is.
And eventually I explained to him what the picture in my head was what I wanted. It was a “wrist ring” with a red stone (linked to a ruby), but the shape of the eye of the eye in the ancient Egypts. I did not know at that stage what the eye meant, but he had a stone nearly that shape and I said I wanted that stone on the “wrist ring”.
But today I was taken to the computer to look up the meaning of that eye and came across the following and I quote:
“Designed to resemble the eye of a falcon, this symbol is called the Eye of Ra or Eye of Horus represents the right eye of the Egyptian Falcon God Horus. As the udjat (or utchat), it represented the sun, and was associated with the Sun God Ra (Re).
The mirror image, or left eye, represented the moon, and the God Tehuti (Thoth). (A very similar concept of the sun and moon as eyes appears in many religious traditions)
According to legend, the left eye was torn from Horus by his murderous brother Seth, and magically restored by Thoth, the God of magick. After the restoration, some stories state, Horus made a gift of the eye to Osiris, which allowed this solar deity to rule the underworld. The story of this injury is probably an allusion to the phases of the moon as the eye which is “torn out” every month.
Together, the eyes represent the whole of the universe, a concept similar to that of the Taoist Yin-yang symbol. Spiritually, the right eye reflects solar, masculine energy, as well as reason and mathematics. The left eye reflects fluid, feminine, lunar energy, and rules intuition and magick. Together, they represent the combined, transcendent power of Horus.”
But in my search today to see what the “eye” in the ancient Egyptians meant, I came across the same kind of “oval” kind of form. But this was the Ancient Hieroglyphic Alphabet the Egyptians used and it is linked to a “mouth” (which makes sense why I chose this form as I am speaking, although through writing) and to the letter “R” – and my name starts with an “R”. But the most interesting about this “oval form” that was first meant to resemble the “eye”, was that this “mouth” thing was on page 122 – which is linked to the finding of the tomb of the Ancient Egyptian King, Tuntankamen!
But the dark the ruby is set in is linked to the time of King Arthur, and Merlin and Avalon, as my writings is done by the pen of the “sword of Excalibur”. And that I have been shown a long time ago and I have written about it as well at that time. So this “wrist ring” is very much a symbolism object. With the ruby linked to the quoted paragraph and the rest of the “wrist ring” symbolised to the “sword Excalibur” and to Avalon – where the AVA414 means Avalon!
But it seems we are moving from the 22 time (which you could place on a watch at the 6 of the clock), to the 44 time. And this time seems to me to be linked to going back to “old ancient” knowledge. And then we will hit the 12 – fulfillment or the 0(ne) and Creation will unite with the Creator again.
Funny, but last night I went to bed worried about what Michelle is doing. And this morning woke up by the phone ringing and it was John and Three Big People (Powerful Beings) is going to be together in Windhoek on the 22/11 and will be giving (bringing into fruition) lessons about ancient sites and knowledge etc. on 23, 24 and 25 of November – 3 (confirmation number) days after Michelle held her 22/11 service. And therefore these Powerful Beings in Windhoek for the Ancient stuff, will undo all the hard work Michelle did on 22/11. But Windhoek is in the old South (West) Africa which relates to the “West” and therefore the place the sun goes under – and the sun is going under for life (my little piece of paper drifting off in space with words that once meant life, is not far from happening).
Then, before I went to sleep last night I asked for guidance. And I woke up this morning with the dream about a pen that is 44 “inched”, but nobody wanted to write with this pen except me. And I was writing with this pen against my cupboard I had when I was still in the police and in that cupboard everything was very particular and neatly set out and everything was up to date and filed. But this cupboard was standing between the trees and the leaves was very green and in the background there was the sea, the sum total of knowledge!
15/11/2007 13:26 (the same time I received my receipt from the gemstoneman for the “wrist ring”).
Part2 of Entry95 of my Journal.
16/11/2007 10:18pm and 10pm is also 22 hours and that gives a 221 and 8 where 221 is the inverse of 122 (which is related to the discovering of the tomb of the Egyptian King Tuntankamen), and 8 is the Weaver of Fate.
I received my “wrist ring” today. First went to the gemstone shop and the guy told me the “wrist ring” is finished but still at the guy who made it. And I told him that I will go and fetch the “wrist ring” myself from this guy – he must just explain how to get there.
And believe it or not, but the place this guy who made the “wrist ring” work, is at the same place as where my father (earthly) worked. Persikor Park. And I went there and the number of the building (it was just the building before the building where my father was in), was 53. Yes, my domino number again. And his office number was 1A or then as A is the 1st letter in the Alphabet, an 11.
And today is the 16th, so it is my link with Linda, but it is also 1 + 6 = 7, which is the number for me related to the NO-thing. And I explained in Part1 what the meaning of this “wrist ring” is and the stone is very much in the shape of that eye!
But seeing there is an 11 or as 1 + 1 = 2, I think it has to do with the NO-thing.
And I just wonder, how many people who see me, will know this beautiful gift that has been given to me with its meaning? I doubt if there will be one!
But the coincidence that I had to fetch this meaningful “wrist ring” at the place where my Father used to work, that was just amazing. And the time when I checked after I fetched the “wrist ring”, was 14:41. And 4 + 1 or 1 + 4 = 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions who are said to be the Messengers of God!
16/11/2007 10:34pm
(and 10 + 34 = 44!).
I cannot tell you what this “wrist ring” means to me. Especially after I discovered the meanings behind what was chosen. So that is on this day (and on 16th), the highlight in a long time. And especially that I had to go and fetch this “wrist ring” that had so much meanings to it, from the place where my Father work.
Anyway, with all the quotes, the letter is getting a bit long, so be it…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
17/11/2007 1:15am (cell’s time) 1:18am (computer’s time) and the minutes of the First Time added to the minutes of the Second Time gives 33. And the hour in both cases is a 1 and 1 or 11. And 11 + 33 = 44.
NO FREE WILL AND WE CANNOT MANIFEST
This is the Second Letter of Lore156.18/11/2007 19:31 (cell’s time) 7:34pm (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First Time we have 3 + 1 = 4. But if we add it to the hours of the Second Time, we get a 7 (Second time hour) and 4 or 74. But the minutes of the Second Time is 34, and the event where 148 tornado’s hit 13 (see inverse of minutes of First Time – 31) states of America in about 18 hours (and see today is 18th) time, was on 3/4/74.
Dear Lore
I have said to you that the event of the tornado’s I only see symbolically. And the word I got for the symbolism for me, is “filter”. So it must mean that in some or other way I am filtering information. And what does a filter do? It takes stuff up, but it let clean stuff come out again.
Well, this Second Letter is all about the quote of Entry96. So here it is:
This is Entry96 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry96 of my Journal.
18/11/2007 01:56pm where 5 + 6 = 11 and added to the hour, gives 111 – or “reveal/revelation”.
I do not know how I ever could have been scared that an object, will make me overpower God? It is ridiculous. No object can let us overpower God. Does not matter who we are. And I had to learn it the hard way. My body is drained as I am sitting here because of the lesson. I also learnt that I am the eternal child archetype and therefore my life will never be like the avarage persons’ life.
But this morning, as I was busy being taught the lesson, someone rang the doorbell and I answered and it was someone who wanted to deliver a note for a mass meeting for the Christ. And I told the guy to just leave the note outside, that I will come and get it. But on the back page, the second note that they want to tell people about what is going to happen, it says:
“Husbands, Wifes, Parents, Children
- Follow the Model!”
18/11/2007 02:10pmof the question. I will be the first one probably who would have to fight the genes in my body to have this and to stay the eternal child.
I am tired of the pain that was given to give me this lesson this morning so I will write about the archetype
Part2 of Entry96 of my Journal.
18/11/2007 06:20pm and it seems it is no coincidence that the time is a 62 – where it relates to Einstein and Global Warming and my vision of it! (Yeah, being shown clearly in this instance how much truth I must value to my findings!)
But I spoke to my friend in Montagu who did the card reading and he said that the First Card, was like usual, the King. But according to him to stress the male energy.
But I have something to say to those people who believes in free will, and those who believes in manifesting. What happened to me today, is like two flies in one. As something that felt “bad”, was in the end something “good”.
And I said in the Part1 how a guy came and deliver in that time a note for a mass gathering of Christians – although they were Seventh day Adventists. But I realized I had no control over any free will. I had no free will in this decision at all (as I would chose the opposite probably), but, in the hour when I was most down and most suffering with pain, it was revealed to me what the reason for this decision of God was. I had no say in this decision, it was all with God. And I was “negative” when I received the answer, which if you take that if you want to manifest, you must be positive to have received this answer!
And further does no “wrist ring” or anything – even if it have the symbolism that mine has – has got any influence on anything. It cannot affect an event. Doesn’t matter how powerful the symbolism of this object is you are wearing or carry with you – it will not make you powerful! The only 0(ne) who is powerful, is God.
I know I said I wanted to discuss the Archetype Course’s results. But it is not really possible as the “houses” where your (not chosen by yourself) archetypes lie in, are very excessive and a lot to explain – ours existed out of about 7 pages.
But I just know that the places where the Archetypes I received (not by free will) fell in, in the certain houses, were (if it were a test), a test where I would have received 100 percent in as a person who lives by the Will of God.
And my Archetype Course yesterday, the places where the Archetypes (with no free will chosen) fell, showed me in that hour of distress, why no normal life like the average person. Maybe “outings” from time to time – I do not know if there will ever be an outing again. But what I do know is that the world must take notice of God. That God is the free will behind everything and that God is behind the manifesting of anything! We cannot take the “sparkle” for being manifester and that we can do what we please as we have free will.
I have now have my don’t know how many’th experience regarding this, but still I get to places where the spiritual people hold on to the values of free will and manifestation. God Luck to them!
And this is the Part2 of Entry96, where 9 + 6 = 15, the number for me of Divine Order. Now what else is Divine Order than the Creator holding it? Just asking?
18/11/2007 6:54pm
(and both 18 and 6pm is linked to Everything coming together. But from the time we have the 65 – the amount of dimensions Lorraine said there are and in which I can move around in all – and a 4, where 4 is linked to 2 + 2 or 22, the 22 time where it was believed that we had free will and could manifest! Well I hope this Part2 makes you think twice (2) – which gives another 2 (from Part) and 2 (from the twice), which gives 22. And if you add the First 22 to the Second 22, you get 22 + 22 = 44 – where I kept being showed we are – no free will and no ability to manifest)!
Well, as you can see, I had no good day in certain ways. But because I was in so much distress (negativity), I received good!.
I did not mention this inside the quote, but the pamphlet I received from the Jehovah Witnesses, had something that caught my eye, which I feel I want to mention before I close this Second Letter. It has a Bible on the backside (where that no 2 is that is quoted inside Part1 of Entry96) that says:
WHAT DOES
THE BIBLE
Really TEACH?
And I know a lot of church people as well as spiritual people will not agree with what I said in all my letters to you, but they are (like was shown to me yesterday), Virgin Ideas.
They came solely from my own experiences.
Oh, and my head wanted me to put the TV on today on National Geographic where they had a program about the “Eye” of a Leopard. And this leopard at one stage went after a baby warthog and caught it inside the den – and act that killed Marah. And those old wound was scratched open again. But I think it was about the “eye” thing of the name of the program – with this “wrist ring” of me in mind.
But enough of the Second Letter of Lore156…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
18/11/2007 19:51 (cell’s time) 7:54pm (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time is 51, which for me is linked to Divine Order. But Divine Order I showed, is coming from 0(ne) or 1. But if you now add everything, we get:
9 (as 1 + 8 = 9) + 11 + 2 + 7 + 7 (19 hours is also 7pm) + 51 + 7 + 54 = 148 – the amount of tornado’s there were. And if we take the first 5 numbers – where 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions, the Messengers of God, and we take the first two, we get 9/11. But then, if we take the 11 + 2 and add it to the 0(ne) who is spoken of in Divine Order, we get 11 + 2 + 1 = 14, and on the 14th there were the 7.7 (last two numbers) magnitude earthquake in South America. But we took the 5 numbers, and we have add one that was not in the relation, namely the 0(ne), which gives a 5 and 1 or 51 again – the number of Divine Order.
