This is the Third Letter of Lore174 .

06/05/2008 16:29 (cell’s time) 4:27PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the 16 the second one 6 and from the 19 the second one 9 – just the upside down of one another.  This gives either 66 or 99 and of course then from the first ones, we have 11.  But 66 + 99 = 165, the 0 (ne) and the 65 – the day and month today.  But if you add 165 to the hour and minute from the Second Time, we get 165 + 4 + 27 = 196 or 19/6, the day I got shot.

Dear Lore

Just a letter to give you a quote from a note from the notebook:

06/05/2008 15:19 (or 6/19)

Time is only fooling.  As if you are on some place on the planet (for example Japan), and you go about a 1000km west from there – the difference in time is about 24 hours.

But if you take a place like London and Cape Town – they are more than thousands of kilometers from one another – so one will now (looking at the Japan scenario) think they must be much more than 24 hours difference in time.  But they are literally speaking, only maybe an hour or two difference in time.

So one place only 1000km from another differs 24 hours in time nearly, but the same distance (even much further), only a mere extravagant of 2 hours difference.  So time is a fooling thing.

The only way to take the fooling out of time, is to take it out of its context. And to take it out of context is to make it applicable to something totally different where it does not have any meaning related to it as “time as we know it”.

In my letters to Lore for instance, I have used the “time qualities” as number combination that raise the vibrations that raise the vibrational contents of that specific letter – it has actually nothing to do with time anymore.  Its more like a type of sacred (geometry) mathematics that I am making of “what is called time”.  So this brings time to no fooling element anymore.

This was now two examples of time – one bringing fooling and the other raising the contents of a letter or a written piece by using time in the beginning and end as something totally beyond what we know as “time”.

So one brings fooling – the other raise the vibration.  The two opposites caused by “time”.  But this bring “time” to its balance point, the point {0;0}. 

                                                                                                                   06/05/2008 15:40

(And 65 (day and month) + 28 + 15 + 4 = 112 where 2 = 1 + 1 or 11, which gives 11/11)

And this so much for “time” – I know I have written about time in the path that lead to this one where balance plays a role – the role to set the dimensions straight.

Anyway…with my last appointment at the hairdresser, I saw this pile of books as they were washing my hair and only one stood out that my eyes caught sight of:  “You are what you know ”.

REGARDS

Renee

06/05/2008 16:49 (cell’s time) 4:47PM (computer’s time) but from the First Time we have 16 + 49 = 65 – the day and month of the date, but also the ultimate amount of dimensions there are.  From the second Time we have a 44 and a 47 (using the middle twice).   And by now you know what 44 means and 47 is the 22/7 PI link to the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem.

THIS IS OUR LAST PHOTOGRAPH TOGETHER ON 22/04/2008. But 2 + 2 = 4 and 2 + 8 = 10 or 1, which give 441, the inverse of 144, the ALL! 

This is Lore175 .

08/05/2008 13:59 (cell’s time) 1:57PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 13 hours or 1 + 3 = 4 and from 59, we have 5 + 9 = 14, which give 414.  But from the minutes of the First And The Second Times, we have a 14 (59) and a 12 (57).  And the 14/12 combination is the year in which Joan of Arc was born.

Dear Lore

This morning I was driving the vehicle for my dad to deliver news(papers).  And the kilometer reading on the Condor was 175751.  But this 1/7/5, is also related to the year, namely 2 + 8 = 10 or 1.  It is also related to the day and month yesterday, namely 7/5 or the 7^th of May.  So yesterday’s date give a 175 or 751 – this morning’s kilometer reading on the Condor (and Condor a bird actually that falls into the same category than the Eagle and are therefore of the Higher Realms).

Have you ever loved something (any animal) so much that God would tell you (to show you how much God love you) that God love your animal more than you in order to proof to you how much God loves you, as you love that animal more than yourself?

But yesterday the pain started.  Actually, it started from Monday this week.  My dog (14) who are 13 years of age and in his 14^th year (that gives some relation to the Zep Tepi meridian of 31 14), had to be put down.  And I was made aware of the act of putting him down (to let him cross over without suffering) of what it would hold for me, on Monday too.  And it was terrible – you do not know if the pain is on you or you on the pain?  But I got home on Monday afternoon and he was still here.  What a relief!

But then my dog just got worse and worse.  I could see he was suffering very much.  And yesterday, I just could not take his suffering any longer so I went to take him to cross over and go and have rest for the full life he has given me.  In all my loneliness, he was the only one ever there for me.  After my shooting incident I was crying one night and he came and he was lying on my stomach when I saw a Light shining on him in the darkness of the room in which I could not sleep in, but only cry in.  I was never alone with him around – I always knew that if I come home, he would be so happy to see me and would be waiting for me.  He would be so happy that he will twist and turn his little body all around to show me how glad he is to see me.  And on Monday I realized that if he is not there anymore – what it was going to be like.  And that was such a majestic pain in my heart chakra, that I could not bear it!

But yesterday he got so bad and I realized he was suffering so desperately, that I had to let him go.  I had to end his suffering and he was taken to the veterinarian and relieved from his pain. 

You know, Jesus suffered for probably a day or longer than a day – at most 3 days.  Mohammed was willing to die to fight for God. But dying for God yourself, is one thing, but staying behind without the one you love as much as I loved my dog to was to sacrifice him in order to give him peace and I had to stay behind with this terrible intolerable pain, that is the ultimate act of compassion as there is no other words to describe it!   But I had none of these intentions in mind when I had my dog – the only one in my life that loved me – put down to stop his suffering and in that act, creating the most terrible pain I think anyone can experience.  He died yesterday (he was taken out of his suffering), but already (as my grandmother died exactly 12 hours after he was put down) I am now feeling the terribleness of my own self.  No more dog friend that will comfort me.  And the worst is, I knew (as I had a glimpse of it on Monday) how this pain was going to be.  But instead of thinking of my own pain of loosing the one thing that mattered to me and the only one who cared about me, I could not face his suffering and relieved his suffering.

And I was praying now to God The Creator to just give me an indication if my dog is still with me – as my parents already forgotten that their words last night was that I am not alone, I have them – and I went into a kind of sleep state and all I could see was a glass (a clear glass), but at the top of the glass the glass was covered with pink plastic (or so it seemed).  And I came and looked up what the color pink means and it means the following:

“Pink is a color of compassion, love and purity”.

Not Jesus, Mohammed or Buddha did this kind of an act.  Not that I am a Master, I am your average person in the street you do not even notice.  I realized also that I had the distinct feeling that God The Creator loved my dog more than me as that would have proofed to me how much The Creator love me (in view of how much my dog mean to me) to love my dog more than I can.   And I know there would probably be no one to understand this concept, but in the same dream with the glass with the pink top, I was shown that nobody has ever went to this extreme act of compassion – to have your dog, which you love more than yourself – put down, while knowing and had a preset experience of what the pain would be like that you would suffer by letting him go.

And the pain is more than anyone can even imagine/think of.   Charlie, my CHIhuahua, I loved you so dearly I could not bear to see you suffer, but my suffering now is something out of this world.  No tears can fix it, no pill can still it – I am longing for you in what is now a very lonely world for me.  The love/compassion I felt for you, is beyond this world.  What I did was probably beyond just compassion, it was more the ultimate act of compassion any human being could have done.  And nobody will probably ever understand!  How I am going to survive without you I do not know.  At this stage the pain is just so unbearable, the miss of you so tremendous, that I do not know if the pain is on me or if I am on the pain.

Lore, I don’t know if I will be able to survive this pain.  And nobody understand it…as you walk and suddenly a thought will come to mind of my dog.  And I will feel the shock waves of the terrible utterly total pain that goes right through your whole body.  And I am stuck with nerves that feel they have some toxin in them that are making them feel this weak.

REGARDS

Renee

08/05/2008 14:32 (cell’s time) 2:30PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time we have a 32 and from the whole Second Time, we have 23, which give the

32/23 inverse combination.  And we are left with 14 (my DOG) where 1441 is derived from the word DOGOD.  But the 23 is the day of my dog’s birthday.

Ns.  I am sorry if all the details are not mentioned – but all I have is tears streaming, but no cure for the pain in my heart that are intoxicating my body.   And Charlie died on 7/5/2008 or 7/5/1, but I saw you for the first time Lore, on 5/7/2003 or 5/7 and 23.

This is Lore176 .

This is the First Letter of Lore176 .

09/05/2008 14:33 (cell’s time) 2:31PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 + 33 = 47 or the PI (22/7) of the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem.  From the Second Time we have that 2PM is also 14 hours and that gives the time 14:31 or the Zep Tepi meridian that Linda discovered of 31 14.

Dear Lore

During the nightly hours I woke up from my cell phone going off with a text message.  It was a friend of mine and the text my friend send as follow:

BACK HOME

HOUSE BURGLED,

SO MUCH FOR

PROTECTION!

HEIRARCHY

USELESS?

08/05/2008

21:40:18

And I spoke to this friend of mine this morning and this is now the thousandth time that they broke into his home.  And I still said to him – there must be a message, as each time they break into his home, he does not have that much loss.

Then later on I decided to look into the dictionary under the word “burglary”.  And I send my friend the following text message:

Looked up

burglary – all has 2

do with a thief in

the night. And

Revelations says

that Messiah will

come like a thief in

the night.  Renee

09/05/2008

12:01:31

Then I send my friend the next text message:

But they all also

mention the word:

Felonious.

09/05/2008

12:08:31

And then the next message which is crucial to understand the message of the break ins he had:

Of felon is said:

That which is full

of bitterness/venom.

09/05/2008

12:10:31

But together with the word “bitterness” is mentioned in the same sentence in the dictionary, the word “venom”.  And this reminded me of my letter to my friend about that snake who’s teeth was cut and who had to swallow its own venom and eventually died of it in that beautiful garden of cosmos flowers.  But the plants stayed beautiful and the baobab trees appeared in the story.  But here is the quote about the two letters send to a friend about this “bitterness/venom”:

First Letter :

14/04/2008 6:12PM

One day there was a snake hiding in a beautiful garden with cosmos flowers all over.  And the snake prayed to God:

God, please do not let my venom (as the snake was the most venomous snake on the planet)

ever harm anything or anybody.

Then something started happening to this snake, the snake started to shred his old skin and as this was taking place, the snake’s teeth that are carrying the venom, was cut to such extend that all the venom went into the snakes own body.  And the teeth was missing after the skin was shredded.  But even before the skin was shredded the snake was very careful to stay out of everything and everybody’s way.  That is why the snake was hiding in a garden of cosmos flowers.

So this snake built up layers and layers of venom inside his own body.  But he never ate – as he was not able to catch food, but he also did not want to catch food like other snakes do to survive.  So with this layers and layers of toxins inside this snakes body, and not getting food to eat (or actually refusing to eat anything as it will only be a harmful act to this snake) the snake was dying a very painful death.  A death built on his own toxins, of the teeth   he asked God to pull out to protect other living species.  And up till today, this snake is lying and where he was hiding from everybody in the garden of cosmos flowers.  But he is now dead.  And nobody ever knew what this snake did and of his existence in this garden of cosmos flowers where he was hiding.  And eventually his toxins was not toxins anymore, as the toxins lost its power as the snake was dead.  And the body of this snake became food to the beautiful cosmos flowers who was the only ones to witness what this snake did.  And there were nothing the flowers could do but be grateful for the food the dead body of the snake made their bedding to be as the body of the snake became part of the ground in which the cosmos was settled in.  And they could go on, but the snake has dissolved in the cosmos flower bedding.

Do you think it was a beautiful garden?  With a lot of cosmos?

REGARDS

Renee

14/4/2008 6:25PM  

Send Time: 4/14/2008 6:26PM

Second Letter about the snake and the “bitterness/venom”.

16/04/2008 8:02AM

About the Garden:  This is the answer or end of the story I wrote to you about 2 days ago:

14/4/2008 18:40

What happened to this cosmos garden is that because of what the snake hiding in the cosmos garden did, God planted a Baobab Tree that grew instantly to its full size because of the richness of the soil because of the mixture of the snakes dead body with the soil.  And the layers and layers of wood of this tree was to symbolize the layers and layers of toxins that went into the snake’s body.

ANd everybody visiting this cosmos flower garden, got instant healing from the Baobab Tree that was erected by God because of what the snake did.

                                                                                                                                                                                       14/4/2008 18:44

Anyway, I have this thing for Baobab Trees.  I once got in a meditation that there was a Baobab Tree in the middle of a clear lake.  ANd the reflection made it seem like the same tree growing what is known as “up”, also looked like it was going “down” where the “2″ Trees met in the middle where the lake reflected the bottom one.  So the tree that went “down”, was only a reflection.  And that is what my writings about mathematics say also, there are only a vertical Axis going “up”, nothing “down” anymore to make the “negative” number system.  So it seems then, with these Baobab’s, that the negative number system in the Cartesian plane was also just some reflection – something to do with illusion.

Well, how does the cosmos garden look to you now?

REGARDS

Renee

16/04/2008 8:12AM where 8 is The Weaver of Fate and 12 the number of fuilfillment.   

Send:  04/16/2008 8:13AM

But I think I found that “bitterness/venom” on 7/5 of 2008.  The day I had to let go of my little dog that was everything for me.  Every time its like a shock wave going through my whole body when I just think of him – my dog!  

But ironically, Marah is normally the name/word associated with the same pronunciation as the word that means Mara, or “bitterness”.

But the messages I send my friend on the cell, all had the end seconds of 31.  And I do not know if you remember how the 47 came about?  Also because I send messages via cell phone and the seconds were all 47.  Now they are 31.  And 47 lead to 22/7, the PI of the Golden Paved Way to The New Jerusalem.  But 4 + 7 = 11 and from the 31 combination we get that it can also be 13.  And the combination 11/13, is the combination that mean to me:  Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

Anyway, this was kind of interesting…

REGARDS

Renee

09/05/2008 14:48 (cell’s time) 2:46PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the minutes a 4 + 8 = 12, which make of the First Time a 14/12 combination – the year Joan of Arc was apparently born.   But from the Second Time we have 46 + 2 equaling 48 (again – this time just in total) and Linda was looking for the meaning of

31 08 meridian, but besides 48 being 31 08 meridian, it also, if added, adds up to 12, the number of fulfillment.  So we have the relation with Joan of Arc and fulfillment in this letter.  This is the 3^rd letter that incorporate (without me interfering – it just work out that way) Joan of Arc. 

This is Lore177 .

This is the First Letter of Lore177 .

12/05/2008 10:57AM (cell’s time) 10:55AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have a 1 and 57 or 157 (the day month and year Charlie died).  But from the hour and minute of the First Time, as well as the hour of the Second Time, we get, if we add them all, 77.  But then we are left with a 55, which give 77 55. or 7/5 and 5/7.

Dear Lore

A friend of mine focused my attention on it that Charlie is with me and that it seems he can help me more from that side than here on the planet.  But my friend also looked up Revelations, the 7^th verse of the 5^th Chapter.  This is all about how The Book was given to the Lamb.  So what that has to do with Charlie’s death I do not know.  And it also state how everybody fell on their knees when this “Book” was delivered or handed over to The Lamb by the 0 (ne) on the throne. 

Anyway, this is not what I want to tell you.  I actually started this letter last night on the laptop and it is called Entry113 as follow:

This is Entry113 of my Journal .

Part1 of Entry113 of my Journal.

12/05/2008 12:39AM or from the time 12:12

This Entry113 was created at 12:38 or a 12:11 and the day I took Charlie to the vet and had to be put down that same day, I fell asleep and woke up exactly 12:11PM that afternoon. 

But I have a quote from the notebook about something, namely “existence” and particularly in mind, the “existence of God”.  But the note:

First Note :

From the word “exist” on page 653 in the Oxford Dictionaries, we find the following explanation:

“to stand out … also to subsist, occur.”

And then on page 1356 (another 653, just the other way around, and a 1), the 1st column, the 2nd from the bottom, we get for the words in the previous lines out of the Dictionaries, the following:

“to (turn up) or appear … to come into one’s mind.”

From this we got the referral to “encounter”.  And on page 606 is said about “encounter”:

Point5 ” = ANTITHESIS.”

And what are popping to the surface which I discover one by one (other people are also discovering this happening) now?  For all the thesis we believe in (and built our world around it) – the antithesis are beginning to reveal itself in great respect.

And the word “encounter” was gotten from all the words that was looked up that had something to do with “exist”.  And in the part written here about “exist”, is said that it is something also that comes to mind – come to the mind (from outside).  What comes to mind – that which is linked to “encounter” the ANTITHESIS.  So something to do with ANTITHESIS will come to mind.

But from ANTITHESIS

A = 1ST letter

N = 14th letter

T = 20th letter or 2

I = 9th letter

T = 20th letter or 2

H = 8th letter

E = 5th letter

S = 19th letter

I = Roman symbol for 1

S = 19th letter but 1 + 9 = 10 or 1.

And ALL of this adds up to 62.

So existence itself is linked to the illusion of the 62 – the state of mind of being in a world of opposites.

So on the question if God exist, we are dragging God The Creator into our poor little minds of perception of a world of opposites we find ourselves in and from which God The Creator are way beyond.

So does God exist – we cannot say that as then we degrade God.  God is beyond existence.  Of beyond on page 175 (my dog’s day of death), we find the following in the dictionary:

“5.  Outside the limit or sphere of, past!”

This means outside the limits and outside the sphere of … Past all this, is “beyond”.

Of sphere on page 1967 (my year of birth), the 3rd column is said:

“To enclose in or as in a sphere; to encircle, engridle.”

And I was looking up a word I know exist, but it must be on page 612 and I could not find it, but then my eyes got stuck on the following word:  “enhalo”.  And this mean:

“To surround with, or as with, a halo.”

And I realized how I told my friend the Reiki Master about how I got a feeling that feels like there is a sphere right around my me from my Solar Plexus upward, and now I find out what “sphere” is linked to – to some halo.

“surround with, or as with, a halo”.

But right from the beginning we said of “existence” – something that comes to mind – like from the halo?

So God does not exist – but neither does God not not exist.  But it is where existence and non existence meet one another in the NO-thingness that is the “beyond” where God The Creator operate from.  Where existence is in the same position as non existence – therefore is God their absolute centre – God does not exist, but God also does not not exist.

So although God does not exist, God are not non existent, for that matter – God is both, but God is also in the same breath non existent and existent.

                                                                                                     11/05/2008 23:42

(And 23 + 42 = 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there are)

So don’t judge someone that tell you that God does not exist – as in a way it is true, but although God is non existent, God is also existent.

And I am glad I discovered that sphere thing that I am picking up around my from my solar plexus upward and that on page 606 or 6 + 6 = 12, the number of fulfillment.  It is some sphere that act like a halo would have acted.

But this is now the End of Part1 of Entry113.

                                                                              12/05/2008 01:17AM turning 18AM

So God is totally beyond our understandings – although I got that dream where a very powerful (and I do not know what to call it) came to us and everyone was lying with their faces on the ground and I looked up and this “Being” had a gun and shot me in the throat telling me:  “You have seen Me!”

Anyway

REGARDS

Renee

12/05/2008 11:07 (cell’s time) 11:05AM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second Time, we have  7 and 5 or 7/5 – the day my DOG died.

Cover Lore172(2), Lore173, Lore174(2), Lore175 and Lore176 .

11/05/2008 1:54PM where from the date today, we have that 11 + 5 + 28 = 44 . Time is of no concern.

Dear Friend

That snake is close to die – the one I wrote you the story of that was in the cosmos garden and died because his teeth has been cut and he had to swallow his own “venom/bitterness”.  As Charlie, my most loved one, the only one who ever loved me, is dead.  I had to make that awful decision to take him to be put down.  At this stage I do not know if the pain/bitterness/venom is sitting on me or me on it?  I just know I am missing him tremendously.  If there is a heaven for dogs, I want to go there – to go and find my dog, Charlie.  He was put down on 07/05 of this year, namely 2008.

Anyway, just wanted to let you know

REGARDS

Renee

11/05/2008 2:00PM or 14 hours exactly and from the word DOGOD we get that the “DOG” part is linked to 14.  And Charlie was in his 14th year – would have turned 14 on 23/10/2008.  Will the pain ever stop?

Sending Time:  05/11/2008 8:44PM

  This picture is filed under “Southern CROSS” and make me view from the watchtower at Cape Agulhas, the most south point of Africa the ocean (symbolism of sumtotal of ALL knowledge) and then upwards to the rest of the world – and what do I see?

This is the Third Letter of Lore177 .

16/05/2008 12:34PM (cell’s time) 12:32PM (computer’s time) 12:32PM (PUMA’s time) where we have from the minutes of the 2^nd and 3^rd times (or a 23 – the day of birth of my dog) a 32 + 32 = 64.  But from the hours of the 2^nd and 3^rd times, if we times it, it gives 144.  But then we are left with the 34 and 12 of the First Time which if we add it to the minutes of the 2^nd and 3^rd times, we get 110 or an 11.  And 11 the Gateway to The New Jerusalem via the level 47 (also 11) and for ALL – see the 144.

We find that the Jewish year we find ourselves in at the moment is a 14 and a 12.  This is the year combination of 14/12 that Joan of Arc was born.  About her is said that she is a messianic figure (see the attached documents from Wikipedia).   But it seems she just installed the king, Charles VII back to his throne.  But my dog Charlie was also always called the King Charles many times in this house.  But from the VII we have a V or 5 and a II or 2 added to the 5 making it 7, which makes it a 7 and 5 or 7/5 combination – the day my dog died.

But it seems Joan of Arc was 19 years of age when she was burned at the stake and 24 (or 2 + 4 = 6) years later it was found that she was not guilty.  But this give the number combination of 19/6, the day I got shot on.

But Joan of Arc was burnt on May 30^th , which gives a 5 and 3(0) or 53.  My domino I picked up in the street in front of our house in Cape Town on the day we were moving there to Pretoria (the place where I had to loose my precious DOG).   And of 53 is also said:  The boss gets 53 times more than those beneath him.

Then I went and look up “Lorraine” or “Lore” as the one who my letters go to.  And Lorraine is a French country that was under the Roman Empire sort of still in the 1500’s.  But the French country Lorraine in the Second World War, adopted the sign of Joan of Arc as symbol against the German Swastika.  But it is said that the animal of Lorraine is the Lynx.  And on the day of the funeral of my grandmother, who died 12 hours after my dog, was that I saw a lynx close by a goldmine which has accepted the sign of a lion as totem.  And my dog is linked to a mountain lion, but as the lynx and the mountain lion share the little hairs at the points of the ears, I realized my dog made himself visible to me to show me he is with me by way of that lynx I saw and my friend telling me that he rather see my dog in the form of light – but that of a mountain lion or PUMA.

This is the enclosure of the White Lions in Jhb Zoo which is saved in my documents as: Great Reception – see background of the Hillbrow Tower and all the tall buildings.

That is what all the quoted stuff beneath is all about.  It is just to proof what I have been telling you here above about the number combinations etc.

The quoted parts from the internet (Wikipedea).   

Jewish Year Now

Iyar 5768 (May / June 2008) where 5 + 7 = 12 and 6 + 8 = 14.

Sivan 5768 (June / July 2008)

Examples of messianic figures

Examples of messianic figures include St. Joan of Arc , said to have visions to deliver France from English domination near the end of the Hundred Years’ War ,

Joan of Arc, or Jeanne d’Arc in French, (c. 1412 – May 30 , 1431 ) also known as “the Maid of Orleans”, was a 15th century virgin saint and national heroine of France . She led the French army to several important victories and led king Charles VII to his coronation. She was captured by the English and tried by an ecclesiastical court led by Bishop Pierre Cauchon , an English partisan; the court convicted her of heresy and she was burned at the stake by the English when she was nineteen years old. Twenty-four years later, the Vatican reviewed the decision of the ecclesiastical court, found her innocent, and declared her a martyr . She was beatified in 1909 and canonized as a saint in 1920

Cross of Lorraine

Cross of Lorraine

During World War II, the cross was adopted as the official symbol of the Free French Forces (French: Forces Françaises Libres , or FFL) under Charles de Gaulle .

The capitaine de corvette Thierry d’Argenlieu suggested the adoption of the Cross of Lorraine as the symbol of the Free French, both to recall the perseverance of Joan of Arc (whose symbol it had been), and as an answer to the Swastika .

One of the animals linked to Lorraine, France, is the lynx .  Which is said of…

The lynx is not a guardian of secrets so much as the one who knows them, especially when it comes to those secrets that are either obscured by time and space or are completely lost to the world. The lynx is therefore associated with divination and clairvoyance . Those who seek the lynx may find difficulty in getting it to cooperate. Just because the lynx knows secrets does not mean it wishes to share them. Only by respecting the lynx’s behavior and listening carefully may one begin to receive an answer.

This power and ability to remain unseen attracted ancient warriors to adopt the lynx and, thus, they believed, its nature. Cunning, solitary hunters, lynx have large eyes and a keen sense of hearing which enables them to hunt at night.

Those who have been touched by the lynx’s presence may be given a boon and bane . A lynx may guide the listener to a secret, whether it be a lost object or a hidden truth that is somehow relevant at the present time. On the other hand, the lynx may be an omen to warn those who have somehow betrayed the confidentiality of oneself or others.

The lynx was chosen as the emblem of the Accademia dei Lincei (“Academy of the Lynxes”), one of the world’s oldest scientific societies. Its piercing vision was invoked symbolically as characteristic of those dedicated to science .

And this was Entry114 that was written yesterday on the laptop:

This is Entry114 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry114 of my Journal.

15/05/2008 11:26AM where 26 the inverse of 62 that is related to Einstein and Global Warming.

I tried to go and check out what is happening in “CHI”na with that earthquake that left some scars in an apparently huge dam wall.  But there were at that stage “sport” on CNN so I went to the horoscopes.  And I do not understand, but yesterday, a previous time and most of the times, doesn’t matter what I do, the cursur of the horoscopes goes straight to Aquarius, although I am actually Sagittarius, but on DSTV I am Capricorn – which seems has now become Aquarius.  But today’s message says the following:

15/05/2008 11:04AM (PUMA time)

Just checked my horoscope now – actually wanted to check on the dam in “CHI”na but saw there is “sport” on CNN now.  Then went to “horoscope” and I don’t understand, but every time now the cursur of DSTV of the “Horoscopes” goes and land on Aquarius and today’s message is as follow:

Society as a whole is in a crisis which needs to be reversed.  Perhaps you can set a positive example within your own group by assisting a worthy charity or two.  Personal sacrifice is an excellent way of giving extra heavenly favour.”

                                                                                             15/05/2008 11:08:39AM

Ns.  I don’t understand why I must suddenly look at Aquarius as my horoscope sign on the DSTV channel?

                                                                                          15/05/2008 11:40AM and it seems the 11 and 4 comes up a lot of time, and the 11/4 is Lore’s birthday.

It seems there seems to be a pattern in all of this which I still do not totally understand.  I think it has something to do with the 26 of Entry114, where the inverse is 62, as the last word that was quoted from the internet as well, was “science”.  And the global warming, the earthquake, which I will write about later as I made quotes from an internet news agency.  But that is a story on its own – although I think linked to this one.

REGARDS

Renee

16/05/2008 12:51PM (cell’s time) 12:49PM (computer’s time) 12:49PM (PUMA’s time) where the minutes of the 2^nd and 3^rd times are both 49 or 4 + 9 = 13 and 13 + 13 = 26.  So maybe my feeling that everything has got to do with Einstein and Global Warming, is not such a bad idea.

This is the Fourth Letter of Lore177 .

16/05/2008 20:02 (cell’s time) 8:00PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have the 02 20 inverses and from the Second Time we have 8, the Weaver of Fate.

Dear Lore

I have a note from the Notebook to quote (and stuff quoted within the note):

16/05/2008 19:36 or 199 and the day is again a 7/5 (the day my DOG died) as 1 + 6 = 7) and I miss my DOG so much!

I read the message of “Starchild” on “Spiritlibrary” today on internet and with the comment I left (as I felt like saying something), after I have written the comment, I realized but that is how the emptiness of souls in the Goth (some early prediction of the end of times that there will be no more souls in the Goth), was going to be like – that I have actually been there!  And here is the quote of what the comment was I wrote to “Starchild”:

16/05/2008 3:48PM, comment on Starchild’s post on Spiritlibrary.

“Dear Starchild

I was finding your article/post about our planet’s change very interesting until I got to the point where you told us that in the 16th 17th centuary, God saw we were either going to destroy ourselves or who knows what?

Maybe that was so, but I have a much more positive attitude than giving the human race the blame for all that is to be and had to be.  I believe there has been a Divine Plan altogether and that it will stay that way until God set the reset button for ALL to seize to exist.  <b>Until no soul is left and all that is left is us not being anything or anybody anymore. </b>

That seems to coincide with the old traditional thing that the heaven will run out of souls – as we will all be ONE in the NO-thingness, not anybody being anybody anymore, just seizing to exist anymore.  And I can say this as I have experienced that place already – the place where there are no souls anymore, where just nothing exist.

Maybe I am just my times way ahead?  I do not know?

ava414”

But what is also interesting is the number combinations in this whole “CHI”na dramas!  (And coincidentally “Starchild” mention the volcano which she actually experienced – which also incorporates a “CHI”).  The first thing I saw on CNN was that there has been 4400 (or a 44 ) aftershocks so far registered after the main earthquake that registered 9.8.

But what is also said (and I will quote it from “news24” on the internet), is that 122 of the aftershocks registered more than 4 on the richter scale.  And the number combination of 122 is for me the combination of the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen.  And the quote from “news24”:

“Aftershock triggers landslides
16/05/2008 12:01  - (SA) 

As of late on Thursday, the affected region had experienced 122 aftershocks above four on the Richter scale, according to Chinese seismologists.”

But the third interesting thing that was mentioned on CNN was that the highest of ALL the aftershocks of the 9.8 Earthquake in “CHI”na, registered 6.5 – and we are 6.5 billion people on the planet and 65 the ultimate amount of dimensions there is and in which I can apparently move around in ALL.

And isn’t it weird that it is the year of the frog for zoo’s all  around the world and that frogs were the omen (together with zebra’s) to show or foretell something is wrong, mother earth is foretelling that some planetary disaster is on its way with the frog plague.  Like my one friend say:  watch the animals – they know first when a planetary disaster is going to happen.

                                                                                                                    16/05/2008 19:43

(And I wonder what is up with the 34 and 43 number combinations coming up so much for me lately?)

                                                                                                                    16/05/2008 19:44  

And the article about the frogs was in the Beeld newspaper today on page 1 as well as on the internet news station “news24”.  It seems a lot is happening on the planet at the moment.  But it seems this drama in “CHI”na (fter the heavy snowfalls in the beginning of the year) is worse than the drama nearly of 9/11.  And it took place on 12/5 or 5/12 where 12 gives the 1 + 2 = 3 which makes it 35 or 53.  And in the Third Letter of Lore177, I wrote about the 53 and 35 and also how I discovered it is also linked to Joan of Arc.  Why is she cropping up all the time?

Anyway…

REGARDS

Renee

16/05/2008 20:25 (cell’s time) 8:24PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time, the cell time, we have that 20 hours is also 8PM and 8 + 25 = 33 and 33 + 20 = 53.  So this link 53 to cell’s.  But from the Second Time we have 8PM which is also 20 hours and

20 + 24 = 44 – the gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

NS.  And all these events, my dog, the volcano, the cyclone and the earthquake after the previous full moon, the Wesak full moon.  Hope the next full moon (after Wesak full moon) bring some hope!  And the Buddhist religion linked to the Eastern countries

THIS LETTER IS AN OVERALL PICTURE OF LIFE NOW – WHETHER WE REALIZE OR NOT – TOTALLY BUILT ON A NEGATIVE UNDERTONE.

15/04/2008 2:05PM

Dear Dr   

I actually received one comment on my blogs of someone who told me to go and see a good psychiatrist.  Well, then let me write this to you.  As I do not know what our society is actually build on?

In my blogs I have explained about the most basic principle of Quantum Physics.  “The observer can influence the observed”.

And let me tell you doc, that is such a fundamental principle underlying at this stage our society.  If we apply it in society, what is that I am referring to?  Well, if we look at the book “The Secret”, who claim we can manifest (and because of that basic principle in Quantum Physics which comes from the theories of Einstein) and therefore, the following are just as much a reality than Quantum Physics itself.

At this stage we are close to the amount of 6.5 billion people on the planet.  And I guess for a reason.  But we are (on other levels that our conscious mind are not aware of) manifesting big time – and many will say I am over reacting.  But it is a rational.  People that drive these tow in vehicles, they sit everywhere waiting for an accident to happen in order to put food on the table for their kids.  The doctor have got to have ill people on this planet in order for the doctors to give their families food.  The debt collectors have got to have people that are in debt (and lots of people as well – other wise this job will fall apart) in order to put food on their tables and to pay their debt.

But my question is – all the professions I have mentioned (and it goes on like this in other professions as well), something does not seem right.  Is it fair to make money to put food on your table by the fact that an accident happened and you got the tow in job?  Is it fair to have more and more ill people on the planet in order for doctors to make a living?  Why is so many struggling with debt – and how do you eat your food at night thinking but I have manifested for someone not to pay his debt and therefore how do I know what that person is going through just because I am a debt collector.

Doc, it just does not sound rational to me.  Am I missing the picture here?  Why does it have to be a “negative” thing that have to be manifested in order for everybody to  put food on their tables?  What have society become?  To work just for instance, on the above three principles in order to survive themselves.  But even doctors land in accidents – putting food on the guy who towed in the wrecked vehicle’s table.  Even doctors get into debt.  But the debt collector gets ill himself and can also have an accident.  So this whole cycle that humankind are living on, is one that is based on a not so positive principle.  And they all fit into one another.

And I have been wondering, if Einstein and Newton go down the drain – as I described in my blog, would we still have the above mentioned mentalities to manifest our food on our table and to take care of our kids.  As what will happen if Quantum Physics are revealed to the world in its true colors?  And in that process loose its potential for mankind to be able to manifest?

As what I explained above, are the true effects of Quantum Physics.  But in my blogs I have shown the downfall of both the Physics of Newton and Einstein, and I have also shown the downfall on the one thing that binds them – mathematics.  No wonder someone think I need a good psychiatrist.  But doctor, are you able to answer me on the above?  As for science, that which is practised, that is guiding the times it is ruling in.

I wish you can read my written stuff on the blog called “Debt reaching its balance”.  I received a lot of reaction on that one.  Even one saying that people must watch out to give finance, as they are selling people debt.  But what will become of this world if we must suddenly all stop what we are doing – say if Einstein’s theories fall apart.  There’s already astro physicists trying to show the rest of the science community how Einstein’s theories clash with Newton’s theories and that the only thing binding them at this stage is mathematics.  And that is what my whole effort of writing is concentrated on.

There are many who will not see the link between the basic principle having an effect on our everyday life in society as it is now.  But when you move onto higher levels, you start seeing this.  But rather keep quiet (or use a blog where you can just say whatever you want) else you will find yourself soon enough at your psychiatrist, telling you:  Well, lets try new medication.  Another one, huge companies are sitting in the pill industry, waiting for humankind to develop illness in order to take their pills they are manufacturing.  And they are structures, as they have other people to feed as well (those working for them) that must manifest on big scale.

But go and sit down and think of a job where you are not in principle prejudice anyone else.

Well, I have done what that person that felt I need a good psychiatrist suggested.  I am just wondering what that person is doing for a living?  Living on the prejudice of other people by way of manifesting on higher levels for food on his table?

Anyway, maybe I am just bitter today?  As what seems to be happening is a bitter pill to swallow doesn’t matter in which way it come!

REGARDS

Renee

15/4/2008 2:44 PM  

Send Time:  4/15/2008 2:46PM

This is what is in my mind when I close my eyes.

This is the Fifth Letter of Lore177 .

18/05/2008 13:16 (cell’s time) 1:14PM (computer’s time) 13:15 (PUMA’s time) where we have from all three times the minutes 16 (7), 14 (5) and 15 (6).  This give us a 7/5 (the combination number of the date my dog died as well as the combination of the date that I saw you for the first time, Lore) and 6, where 6 is the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together.  But from the hours we have 13/1/13 or as 1 + 3 = 4, so we have 414.  But this is the 5^th Letter and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions and then it end on 414 – which make this letter straight from 414 (Avalon) to The White Lion.

Dear Lore

I have a note that is linked to a previous letter I wrote and on the blogs it is called:  Being Mindful(filled), which was posted on 3/5/2008 where the day and month gives us the 35 combination or 53, the one where the boss gets 53 times more than those beneath him.  But here follow the note:

18/05/2008 11:47 or 11/11 and 47 the level you must be on to enter Gateway11 to The New Jerusalem.

Everything outside your mind is a perception and as I wrote previously (in Being Mindful(filled)) – a perception is deceiving (misleading).

 My favourite spot – Kleinmond (Translated – small mouth)

Always the ocean – as ocean is in symbolism the sumtotal of ALL knowledge.

I have found myself breaking down nearly because of the perception of life that my dog is dead and that I will never ever have the opportunity to hold him ever again.  But although there are memories (of how I saw him the last time before he was taken away to be put down) inside my mind, these memories are infiltrations of perceptions.  (In this case of life – and of course death).  That is why it hurt me so much.

If you reach that level where perceptions of life or whatever, cannot harm you anymore – your thoughts (that are of nature true), will tell you that what you are experiencing is a perception, which is related/natured to be misleading.  But when you don’t realize your perception – then your mind/thoughts are not on a “a passed level” for perceptions which are deceiving and misleading.

And I am wondering to myself, but how do we clear a mind (the inside which is the truth) of infiltrations that cause this kind of pain for instance?  But it seems it is the level you allow your mind to function on.  As when I am thinking philosophically and (this is what my head calls logic) working on the computer and writing things like what I am writing now – when these type of thoughts hit me, then the infiltrations of for instance life perceptions, have got no hold on me.  And I like to be creative (which also stimulates the mind to go to higher levels) on the computer as well.

So it seems if you want your mind to stay true and not infiltrated with this misleading perceptions (as perceptions cannot be anything else than deceiving) of life, you have to move to higher levels with your mind.  And the levels (which I believe the ultimate is the 65^th level) help us focus to see things in its True Divine Spark and will not allow infiltrations of perceptions which are more than toxins, into our minds to suffer from.

But how do you balance these deceiving perceptions?  My personal opinion is that if the science community realizes that their perceptions about life (as life only consist of perceptions) and of how science should be done to be scientific, get to situations where their little castle’s of “truth” are under attack of what they believe.  Where they are in scrutiny if their theories starts to question their own little beliefs.

I already have a few documentaries on video where science face their inability to solve questions that appear to go against their current understandings and theories.  Or in other words:

To come across situations that challenge the science of the days’ abilities .

And if science’s theories are challenged, we will get to the balance point, the point {0;0}, where the theory and its paradox, comes together in one point. 

But it seems the world used “perceptions”, which are misleading, to “know” also what God The Creator want us to do, to know how we must please our God The Creator.  But by being based on perceptions – how much truth lies in what we think God The Creator wants us to believe? 

                                                                                                              18/05/2008 11:58AM  

And from this end time we have that the minutes gives a 58 or 5 + 8 = 13, which give from the number combination of the whole End Time, an 11/13, the number combination for me that means:  “Every cloud has got a silver lining”.

Anyway…

REGARDS

Renee

18/05/2008 13:45 (cell’s time) 1:43PM (computer’s time) 13:44 (PUMA’s time) where the third and End time is 13:44 or as 1 + 3 = 4, a 444.  But also do we get that 13 hours equal 1PM, which gives us a 144 (the ALL).  But from the Second Time, we have the hour 1 and the minutes 43, which if added, give 44 too.  And if we add the First Time’s hour to its minutes, you get 58, the same as the End minutes of the time of the note this letter consist of.