This is Lore152.

This is the First Letter of Lore152.

20/10/2007 18:01 (cell’s time) 6:03pm (computer’s time) where the First Time gives from the hour a 1 + 8 = 9 and from the minutes, we get 9 (the hour) + 1 (minute) = 10 or 1.  From the Second Time we get the hour added to the minute a 6 + 3 = 9.  So from the Second Time we get 9 and added to the First Time, we get 9 + 1 = 10 or 1 or 0(ne).  But from the day we get 20, where as if it should have been an hour, it also could have been 8pm.  And from the month and year added, we get 10 + 27 = 37, or the number combination that means (CY).

Dear Lore

From this letter, which is Lore152, we have that 1 + 5 + 2 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and this 8 is also related (according to the heading in the Beginning of the First Letter) to the day today, which is also 8.

I was feeling “ill” earlier on, but luckily it is getting dark now.  But we have the mindlessness of the rugby that is ruling South Africa.  I wonder how many people really sit and think about things?  Yes, I know, in rugby you “think” about win or loose.  But that is a barbaric mentality.  I wrote the following about Steve Hofmeyr’s new show, and how he is receiving from all the Afrikaans people a “medal” for his “bravery” of getting where he is today.  But this is what I wrote about that and I quote:

 Steve Struggled to get to the top and only by looking back now, realize that struggle.  But he manifested – he was exactly doing as that book “The Secret” tell people to do.  And what make me upset is that the Afrikaners cannot think for themselves and think it is a huge remarkable thing Steve achieved.  But do they think of that book “The Secret”, can they even see the link?  

But as I was lying on my bed this afternoon, as this mindlessness of the whole of South Africa is effecting me tremendously – to such extent that I feel I can just lie down, I cannot do anything as I am not capable of doing anything, I got myself to write the following, and I quote:

20/10/2007 16:49

Life is without “sin”!  And “sin” for English and Afrikaans.  And if you look at the English “sin” – which translated to Afrikaans means:  “ the sense in life”, if you take the words “sin” and “sense”, we have in both an “s” and an “n”.  But in “sin”, we have an “I” also – which is 2 things.   First, it could be the Roman symbol for 1 (or 10) and secondly, it is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet. But “sense”, has an “e”, “s” and another “e”.  Where “e” is the 5^th letter of the English Alphabet and “e” + “e” = 10 or 1 (the Roman symbol for 1 – linked to the first part in “I” of “sin”).  But then we have “s”,  the 19^th letter of the English Alphabet which together gives and relates to 0(ne) – who brings Everything together, and the number associated with that coming together is 9 (linked to the second part of the “I” in “sin”).    So there is not much difference between the words “sin” and “sense” – whether they are the English version or Afrikaans version.  Just, in Afrikaans, if you believe like I do that all that is called “sin” (the English), is mere a “confusion/tornado” of an illusion that the opposites brought.  But if there is in English no “sin”, it means in Afrikaans there is no sense in anything. And I think it is because it is this time of the afternoon that I am feeling this way.  And my parents are keeping themselves busy – thoughtlessly to save themselves sanity.  They’re watching TV – as it is the South African team playing the English team later on and at the moment it is the Vodacom rugby.  Mindlessly again. And the only interest I have in this world cup 2007 is because my attention was focused on the “Cup”, which is dedicated to Ellis, the man who was tired of the boringness of just kicking a ball around and picked up the ball and ran with it and created what is now another mindless thing, namely rugby. You may not believe this (but this might explain my obsession with thinking about things and analyzing it), but I only had two occasions in my life where I really felt life is not so senseless. (Although at night time I feel okay!).  The first one was when I was in st 8 – and we had a math test result given out and everybody failed and when my name was called the teacher told me that she and myself know that I can do better and I looked at the test and my points was 80 percent.  It was two 8’s!  And that was in Kroonstad where we had all that Roman spiders.  But with a spider’s body forming an 8, and we look at the name Roman spider, the Roman symbol for 8 is VIII or a 5 and 111 – where 111 is the number combination for “reveal/revelation” and 111 is also 3, which makes from the Roman number for the body of the Roman spider, a 53, my domino I picked up when we left Cape Town.  And oddly enough, my mom told me this morning that in the paper of 18/10/2007 on page 4, they spoke how the Cape Tonians are on the top of the ladder when it comes to being clever. Anyway, the second event where I felt there is sense for anything, was with my shooting in hospital.  I thought I was going to be a hero, but I became a nothing.  And that is just it.  Becoming a nothing and writing all these letters (are they senseless) to you.  And the time I finished my quote in the Copper Notebook this afternoon was 17:04.  Or if you add 1 + 7 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and if we take the whole time then, it gives 8 and 4 or 8 + 4 = 12, the number combination for fulfillment. 

WARM REGARDS

Renee

20/10/2007 18:45 (cell’s time) 6:47pm (computer’s time) where if we look at the minutes of the First and Second Times, we get 4 + 5 = 9 and 4 + 7 = 11, which gives 9/11.  But from the minutes of the Second Time we also have the 47 – the inverse of 74, the year that 148 tornado’s took place in 13 states of America in about 18 hours time.  Where the hour of the First Time is also 6pm and if we then add the hours of the First Time and Second Time, we get 6 + 6 = 12 and if we add the minutes of the Second Time, namely 11 or 1 and 1, we get 12 + 1 + 1 = 14.  And if we look at the date and what was said at the heading in the Beginning, we have from the day, an 8, which gives a 14 and 8 or if added, 148, the amount of “tornado’s/confusions”.