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Illuminati and Conspiracies
This is the Fourth Letter of Lore151.
17/10/2007 23:54 (cells time) 11:56pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 23 + 54 = 77 and 7 + 7 = 14 and 1 + 4 = 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions, who are the Messengers of God and they are the First Time in this heading. But from the Second Time we have 5 + 6 = 11 and 11pm gives 23 hours and 23 + 11 = 34 or the 3rd/4th when those 148 tornado’s hit 13 states in America in about 18 hours time. And this is Lore151 where from the 151, we have 5 + 1 + 1 = 7, and it is the 4th letter, which gives a 74, and it was in 74 (the year that these tornado’s/”confusions” happened).
Dear Lore
I know it is late, but I have to quote the next note from my Copper Notebook first – before tomorrow morning.
17/10/2007 23:13 or 11:13pm (which is the number combination for: “Every Cloud has a Silver Lining”).
I have been kept awake and in a kind of state of sleep until I got the message that certain people are complaining about what is called “the illuminati”.
And my head let me take the Oxford Dictionary and look up the word where the word “illuminati” comes from, namely “illuminate”.
It is on page 956, but it is not the 9/11 as I first thought – I was shown differently. If you read what “illuminate” mean, you will see it has a much different meaning – the 956. As 56 + 9 = 65 and Lorraine said there are 65 dimensions a limited amount of people can move around in.
And “illuminate”, is the 2nd word from the bottom and the 2nd part explaining it says:
“ A spiritually or intellectually enlightened person, or one claiming to be so or to have the inner light”.
So from the bottom, it gives a 2 and 2 or 22. But from the top it is the 20th word and the 2nd part of the word that is used – which also gives a 22.
So we have from the bottom 22 as well as from the top 22, which gives 22 + 22 = 44. And 44 the gamatria for the Hebrew name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. So this word’s meaning, is linked to 44.
So my question just became, but how can these conspiracy writers be “bad” if the “illuminati” which they have derived their “bad people”, is linked to 44?
And I was shown to look up the word “conspiracy”. It is on page 377 – and
3 + 7 + 7 = 17, and I found the meaning of 44 on page 71 of the book of Rebbe Nachman, where 17 is just the inverse of 71.
And it is 4th from the bottom – this word – and 14th from the top. So from the top to the bottom, we have 14 and 4 or 144 – the number combination for ALL. And the 3rd part or last part (1st from the back – which gives the 31 number combination which links to our heading, the White Lions) says:
“Union or combination for one end or purpose”
If we look at the meaning for “conspiracy”, it comes down to the 3 and 7 + 7 = 14 or 5, which gives the 35 or 53 number combination which added gives the 8, the Weaver of Fate. So these people, especially if we see that they are linked to the 144 – the ALL – are necessary, like the “illuminate” or as they are called, the “illuminati”. But the difference between the two is that “illuminati” ends on an “I” and “illuminate” ends on an “e”. And “e” can be the 44 or 5.. But “I” can be 9th letter of the English Alphabet or 1 – as the Roman symbol for 0(ne). So both have the link to the No-thing and otherwise. But in the “illuminti” where the “I” comes down to the 9th letter of the English Alphabet, it is also the number combination where: “Everything comes together”.
And the number not related to NO-thing from “illuminate”, namely 5, is linked to the Sacred Number of the White Lions – the Messengers of God.
But it seems it is pointless what these words comes down to, their heading started with an 11:13pm or the number combination for that: “Every Cloud has a Silver Lining”.
17/10/2007 23:42
(and from the outsides of the time we have the “old time”, namely 22, and from the inside of the time we have the 3rd and 4th again or 3rd/4th – the day those 148 tornado’s/”confusions” hit 13 states of America in 18 hours time. And if you add the 1 from the month 10, to 17, you get 17 + 1 = 18, the same 18!).
I know this is in the early morning hours now, but I know I must finish what I get when I get it as I might get other stuff the next day and have no time to quote this for instance. But for me this was very useful – and I now know what I think of the conspiracy writers and their illuminati.
WARM REGARDS
Renee
18/10/2007 00:36 (cell’s time) 12:38am (computer’s time) and it seems this 9/11 thing has come up so many times now, so lets make it happen as the minutes of the First Time and the minutes of the Second Time, gives a 9 (3 + 6) and 11 (3 + 
or 9/11. But the hour of the Second Time also came down to 12 – the number combination of fulfillment. But the hour of the First Time, came down to 0 – and that tells me all!!!! !!!!
Extremist and Infinity Buried.
This is the Fifth Letter of Lore151.
19/10/2007 20:38 (cell’s time) 8:40pm (computer’s time) where from the 151 of Lore151, we have 1 + 5 + 1 = 7. And it is the 5th letter, so we have a 7 + 5 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. But not only does the number of the Letter come down to 12, the Second Time also gives 8 + 4 = 12. And the 84 or 48 is also Linda’s (31 08 Meridian). But we have 12 in the number of the letter and in the Second Time and 12 time(s) 12 equal 144 – the ALL. But if we add the day and month, we get 29 and if we add to the year, we get 29 + 27 = 56 and if we add the First Time, we get 56 + 20 + 38 = 114. And 1 + 1 + 4 = 6 and as this is the 5th letter, we get the 65 – the amount of dimensions you said there are which I apparently can move in all.
Dear Lore
I am serving the internet like you won’t believe, but the other day I came across something that interested me. Remember how I told you that night times is my best times – and I thought it was because of the light particle being charged negative and positive. That it might be the reason why I feel terrible at day time. But then I read that the old High Priests of the Jews, in the Old Testament of the Christian Bible, their place where they had to be with God had to be totally dark. And this guy writing about this, was still asking but how can a God expect anyone to function in total darkness – as how was these High Priests suppose to see where to walk for instance. But this makes total sense to me – as my best time is also at night time, when it is totally dark and dead quiete.
But enough of that, I am not a High Priest as I don’t think there are such things anymore – they are part of the Old Testament. I want to quote something I wrote in the Copper Notebook this afternoon. This was written after I was sitting in the Pick and Pay (who is also 40 years old this year – just like me!) and watching how we are all actually “extremists”. But here follow the quote:
19/10/2007 17:08
An “extremist”.
Someone (an ex/past person) who is still thinking that the world is suffering from some sort of trem/or and has it miss(t) or is mis(s)taken the tremor with something of the past/ex. But this tremor might be some religious thought. And I thought of this as I saw a woman with a blue dress and she was watching everybody around her as if they were slime. And that is where I started thinking, but you know what, she is a religious “extremist” as well. So not only Muslims are “extremists”, even people like me who only wear jeans and white tops are “extremists”, just in another way. It seems we all differ because of an ex/past!
19/10/2007 17:10
And just before I End this Letter, I just want to mention that the only spider you can put on a flat ground and look at it as if the 8 its body is forming is forming the symbol of infinity, is the sand spider. And these spiders live beneath the sand/ground. So the symbol for infinity is buried.
And this is my Fifth Letter, short and sweet and in the dark …
WARM REGARDS
Renee
19/10/2007 20:59 (cell’s time) 9:01pm (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have the 0(ne) and the 9 – the number combination where it ALL (from the Beginning heading, the 144) comes together (the 12 in the Beginning heading)! And our day is 19, and our Second Time or our Time, ends with 91, the inverse!
The “Sense” or “Sin” with Rugby
This is Lore152.
This is the First Letter of Lore152.
20/10/2007 18:01 (cell’s time) 6:03pm (computer’s time) where the First Time gives from the hour a 1 + 8 = 9 and from the minutes, we get 9 (the hour) + 1 (minute) = 10 or 1. From the Second Time we get the hour added to the minute a 6 + 3 = 9. So from the Second Time we get 9 and added to the First Time, we get 9 + 1 = 10 or 1 or 0(ne). But from the day we get 20, where as if it should have been an hour, it also could have been 8pm. And from the month and year added, we get 10 + 27 = 37, or the number combination that means (CY).
Dear Lore
From this letter, which is Lore152, we have that 1 + 5 + 2 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and this 8 is also related (according to the heading in the Beginning of the First Letter) to the day today, which is also 8.
I was feeling “ill” earlier on, but luckily it is getting dark now. But we have the mindlessness of the rugby that is ruling South Africa. I wonder how many people really sit and think about things? Yes, I know, in rugby you “think” about win or loose. But that is a barbaric mentality. I wrote the following about Steve Hofmeyr’s new show, and how he is receiving from all the Afrikaans people a “medal” for his “bravery” of getting where he is today. But this is what I wrote about that and I quote:
Steve Struggled to get to the top and only by looking back now, realize that struggle. But he manifested – he was exactly doing as that book “The Secret” tell people to do. And what make me upset is that the Afrikaners cannot think for themselves and think it is a huge remarkable thing Steve achieved. But do they think of that book “The Secret”, can they even see the link?
But as I was lying on my bed this afternoon, as this mindlessness of the whole of South Africa is effecting me tremendously – to such extent that I feel I can just lie down, I cannot do anything as I am not capable of doing anything, I got myself to write the following, and I quote:
20/10/2007 16:49
Life is without “sin”! And “sin” for English and Afrikaans. And if you look at the English “sin” – which translated to Afrikaans means: “ the sense in life”, if you take the words “sin” and “sense”, we have in both an “s” and an “n”. But in “sin”, we have an “I” also – which is 2 things. First, it could be the Roman symbol for 1 (or 10) and secondly, it is the 9th letter of the English Alphabet. But “sense”, has an “e”, “s” and another “e”. Where “e” is the 5th letter of the English Alphabet and “e” + “e” = 10 or 1 (the Roman symbol for 1 – linked to the first part in “I” of “sin”). But then we have “s”, the 19th letter of the English Alphabet which together gives and relates to 0(ne) – who brings Everything together, and the number associated with that coming together is 9 (linked to the second part of the “I” in “sin”). So there is not much difference between the words “sin” and “sense” – whether they are the English version or Afrikaans version. Just, in Afrikaans, if you believe like I do that all that is called “sin” (the English), is mere a “confusion/tornado” of an illusion that the opposites brought. But if there is in English no “sin”, it means in Afrikaans there is no sense in anything. And I think it is because it is this time of the afternoon that I am feeling this way. And my parents are keeping themselves busy – thoughtlessly to save themselves sanity. They’re watching TV – as it is the South African team playing the English team later on and at the moment it is the Vodacom rugby. Mindlessly again. And the only interest I have in this world cup 2007 is because my attention was focused on the “Cup”, which is dedicated to Ellis, the man who was tired of the boringness of just kicking a ball around and picked up the ball and ran with it and created what is now another mindless thing, namely rugby. You may not believe this (but this might explain my obsession with thinking about things and analyzing it), but I only had two occasions in my life where I really felt life is not so senseless. (Although at night time I feel okay!). The first one was when I was in st 8 – and we had a math test result given out and everybody failed and when my name was called the teacher told me that she and myself know that I can do better and I looked at the test and my points was 80 percent. It was two 8’s! And that was in Kroonstad where we had all that Roman spiders. But with a spider’s body forming an 8, and we look at the name Roman spider, the Roman symbol for 8 is VIII or a 5 and 111 – where 111 is the number combination for “reveal/revelation” and 111 is also 3, which makes from the Roman number for the body of the Roman spider, a 53, my domino I picked up when we left Cape Town. And oddly enough, my mom told me this morning that in the paper of 18/10/2007 on page 4, they spoke how the Cape Tonians are on the top of the ladder when it comes to being clever. Anyway, the second event where I felt there is sense for anything, was with my shooting in hospital. I thought I was going to be a hero, but I became a nothing. And that is just it. Becoming a nothing and writing all these letters (are they senseless) to you. And the time I finished my quote in the Copper Notebook this afternoon was 17:04. Or if you add 1 + 7 = 8 – the Weaver of Fate and if we take the whole time then, it gives 8 and 4 or 8 + 4 = 12, the number combination for fulfillment.
WARM REGARDS
Renee
20/10/2007 18:45 (cell’s time) 6:47pm (computer’s time) where if we look at the minutes of the First and Second Times, we get 4 + 5 = 9 and 4 + 7 = 11, which gives 9/11. But from the minutes of the Second Time we also have the 47 – the inverse of 74, the year that 148 tornado’s took place in 13 states of America in about 18 hours time. Where the hour of the First Time is also 6pm and if we then add the hours of the First Time and Second Time, we get 6 + 6 = 12 and if we add the minutes of the Second Time, namely 11 or 1 and 1, we get 12 + 1 + 1 = 14. And if we look at the date and what was said at the heading in the Beginning, we have from the day, an 8, which gives a 14 and 8 or if added, 148, the amount of “tornado’s/confusions”.
Confidence and Ava414.
This is Lore153.
This is the First Letter of Lore153.
22/10/2007 11:33am (cell’s time) 11:35am (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 11 + 33 = 44. From the minutes of the Second Time we have a 35 – and the inverse being 53, or just the domino I picked up as we left Cape Town. From the day and month we have a 22 and a 10 or 1, which makes it a 221 – the inverse of 122, which is the number combination for the discovery of Tuntankamen’s tomb. But both the hours of this First (1st) Letter of Lore153 is 11 and if we add this 1 and 1 to the First (1st) Letter, we get 111, the number combination that means: “reveal/revelation”
Dear Lore
First I want to quote a letter I wrote to a friend yesterday and emailed it. It is as follow:
21/10/2007 13:27 (cell’s time) 1:29pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time, we have 27 or 9 9 9 or in the Roman symbol, the 111, the number combination that means: “reveal/revelation”. From the minutes of the Second Time we have 2 + 9 = 11 and if we add the hour, namely 1, we get 1 + 1 + 1 = 111.
Dear Friend
This is not a long letter – just want to “k”no”w” what you think of it. Since Marah’s death, I have questioned my own work – everything I have written so far. But then suddenly I develop a nose/knows problem that seems nobody can fix. It bleeds for nothing. And I realized that nose can actually sound the same as “knows”.
So maybe the stuff I have written is something I know(s)/nose, and maybe I saw Marah’s death coming – maybe I knew it was coming but just did not want to see it. But this does not only goes for Marah’s death (with that meditation I got with the sign scripture inside the pipeline with the word lineage on it) - I did not even know what the word lineage meant. Linda and the other people on the course had to tell me. And I felt something there that day. Maybe it was best I did not say something!
But that just shows me that I must trust what I am getting. As I know(s), my nose is telling me. At first I thought I was just an impatient person, but I am actually not. I would rather sit back and stay out of a fight – if possible. In my work being policewoman I never hit anyone, not even that day when we were shot and had the fight in the house before the shooting. They hit me, but I did not hit back. I just cannot do it.
So maybe my knows is telling me – by bleeding and by being kind of “ill” that I know and that I must trust what I am getting. Let the rest of the world may think I am crazy, but my “knows” is telling me – I know by focusing my attention on it (nose) by bleeding.
Anyway, I hope you guys have a warm and wonderful day…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
21/10/2007 13:43 (cell’s time) 1:45pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First Time we have a 4 and 3 or the 3rd of the 4th (in 1974), when those 148 tornado’s hit 13 (the hour of the First Time) states of America in about 18 hours time. But from the Second Time we have a 1 or 0(ne) and 9, where 9 is the number combination telling everything is coming together. But the Second Time is also 13:45 or 13 + 9 = 22 – and tomorrow is when you will get this letter, on the 22nd.
And I just for interest sake want to quote the second letter I wrote to my friend as well:
Dear Friend
Just something interesting – the computer shows that the email to you has been send at time 1:48, which gives the 148 tornado’s there was on that 3/4/74 in 13 states of America in about 18 hours time.
Renee
And as you can see, it was written on the 21st or 20 + 0(ne). And on the 20th I felt terrible because of all these people so in the consciousness of winning and loosing – the opposites.
But this morning I am not feeling great again – in fact, it started last night already until I eventually fell asleep. So I asked my mom just a while ago to check my aura. And she saw some green color on my chest, but what fascinated her, was the halo around my head with the left side going out wider than the rest, actually very wide, according to her.
And my head told me to go and get my “Messages from Your Angels” card deck and the 12th last one from the bottom was Archangel Uriel. And his inscription is on page 23 – where 2 + 3 = 5, was telling that he can teach you to be patient. But then I was told to do a reading and I shuffled the cards and what came out were three cards. And before I could even pick them up, I was shown the 111 thing and that the last card was the one I must take seriously. And I picked them up and the last card, was Archangel Gabrielle. And according to her, I must not have doubt in myself and that she is always there for me to guide me and show me what I must see and write about. Her inscription is on page 20 and on the 20th of 10 of 2007, South Africa won the Web Ellis trophy for the rugby world cup. But the 20th of the 10th, gives a 20 and 1 or 21. And yesterday, my letter was on the 21st.
So it seems both yesterday’s ways of seeing things were correct – with the one being to learn about patience, and the other one to know that I know. So both were applicable, and what happened this morning, just told me that in so many words as well.
But the three cards I received that I had to regard as 111 and the other card 12th from the bottom, on page 23 or 5, gives a 53, where 111 is the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. And 53 is also my domino that I got in Cape Town and which is now by way of the Roman spider (where a spider is linked to an 8 – the Weaver of Fate) in the Roman symbols, also a 53 (VIII). But all of this information is linked to 12, the number combination for fulfillment.
But then there is also the Web Ellis Trophy. If you look at Web, the spider, the 8 and Weaver of Fate, spin webs. And if you look at Ellis you get:
E = 44 (from the M, W, E, 3 – who’s values add up to 44 and they are each others inverses in some way).
L = 12th letter of English Alphabet
L = 12th letter of English Alphabet
I = either the 9th letter of English Alphabet or the Roman symbol for 1 or 0(ne).
S = 19th letter of English Alphabet or as 1 + 9 = 10 or 1 or 0(ne).
So from Ellis we have the 44, the 12 times 12 equaling 144, and 0(ne) and 0(ne). But as 0(ne) and 0(ne) are “one” and the same thing, we have 44, 144 and 0(ne).
So it seems to me it was not only about the winning or loosing of that trophy, but we are suppose to see the meaning behind what this guy did and what his name and surname suggests, linking it to what he did. Finding the soccer boring and picking up the ball where nobody dare doing a thing like that and just faced the consequences afterwards.
Anyway…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
22/10/2007 12:05pm (cell’s time) 12:07pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have that the 12 and 5 link relates to the 12th card from the bottom (who was Archangel Uriel) and his inscription about the message being on page 23 (Linda and Charlie’s day of birth), but if added, gives the 5.
That which is apart (opposites) now, will become non(apart)
This is the Second Letter of Lore153.
23/10/2007 1:51am (cell’s time) 1:53am (computer’s time) where from the First Time we get the 151 where the 15 and 51 number combinations mean: Divine Order. From the Second Time we have exactly the same as the number of the Letter this is to you, namely Lore153. And 1 + 5 + 3 = 9 and 9 is the number combination where Everything comes together. But seeing this is the Second Letter of Lore153 and 153 equal 9, if we add the 2 of the 2nd Letter of Lore153, we get 11. So from the Second Time and Second Letter of Lore153, we get 9/11.
Dear Lore
I was at a concert for my brother’s kids tonight, and as we came back, I could not sleep until my head showed me something interesting, which I wrote down in the Copper Notebook and it is as follow:
22/10/2007 23:37 where 37 relates to (CY) and 23 – the 5 I got in today’s reading from my “Messages from Your Angels” card deck’s little booklet – linked to Archangel Uriel.
But in the First Letter of Lore153, I said that I am impatient – that is why I am having the nose problem. But if we look at the word impatient, it actually has an I’m patient. So somebody is not impatient, if there is something like that at all.
And last night I read (and it is in Afrikaans called Prediker), and I knew that who ever wrote it, must have had a special understanding of things.
But tonight – after the concert and I for once really realized this body’s tradition – where the genes is coming from, I needed the Creator to give me something very special. And I was given the following.
I was taken to the 7th book of the Christian Bible’s New Testament. And the number combination 7 for me, means: NO-thing. But in my letter Lore153 (the First or 1st one), today, I once again was taken to the event on the 3rd of the 4th, when 148 tornado’s/”confusion”, hit 13 states in America in approximately 18 hours time.
And this 7th book is I Corinthians. And I was taken to the 13th chapter. This gives the 7 (from the 7th book) and 1 + 3 = 4, so it gives a 74 – the year those tornado’s/”confusions” took place.
But I Corinthians 13 is more known for the Love, Hope and Faith things – three (3) things where 0(ne) is suppose to be the most important, namely Love. (But subsequently, this world has put the word Love – which is apparently the greatest of all 3, as an abnormality in the Psychiatrists book of abnormalities named the DSM IV).
But it is the 7th book that is most commonly known for 3 things – which gives a 7 and 3 or 7 + 3 = 10. This is our first (1st) 10.
But then I was taken to verse 10 of I Corinthians 13 – where verse 10 is the second 10 (see previous paragraph). But verse 10 says:
“Maar as die volmaakte gekom het, dan sal wat ten dele is, tot niet gaan”
This is the Afrikaans version exactly in my Christian Bible, but translated it means:
“that we only know partly now, but when the Perfect 0(ne) comes that knows Everything, Everything will be made something new!”
I wonder how happy the world will be about this 10/10? And in my Afrikaans Bible, it is in the New Testament on page 228 – where 22 is the number combination linked for me to the “old” Christianity and 8 is linked to the Weaving of Fate.
22/10/2007 23:55 or 11:55pm
(and 11 + 55 = 66 and 6 + 6 = 12 – the number combination meaning fulfillment).
So this is 10/10. The way it was shown to me. Maybe the 10/10 will be shown to Michelle Eloff in a different way.
But that is all for now, I hope…
WARM REGARDS
Renee
23/10/2007 2:19am (cell’s time) 2:21am (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have a 221 – the inverse of 122, which is related to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen. But if we add the minutes of the First Time and Second Time, we get
19 + 21 = 40. But if we add the hours of the two times, we get 2 + 2 = 4. And if we add the 40 with the 4, we get 44.
See how everything fall into place – Virgin Ideas and the Point of Singularity.
This is the Third Letter of Lore153.
26/10/2007 2:54am (cell’s time)2:57am (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we have a 2 and a 5 + 7 = 12 and 12 + 2 = 122 – the number combination linked to the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen. And if you add all the numbers from the day to the end of the end of the Second Time we get: 8 + 1 + 27 + 2 + 9 + 2 + 12 = 61 – my link to you and the inverse my link to Linda.
Dear Lore
It is interesting that Picasso was born on 25/10 in 1881 or a 35 (linked to my domino) in 1881, which is each others’ inverses. And nobody really understood his work – so only the so called “clever” people understood! But I still think his work (although all say it is so brilliant – is a hoax, like the king with the new clothes and actually had nothing on until his mother believed him and SAW IT. For me the same principle goes for writing for instance – as look at me, how many letters have I written, and it has got new ideas, yes, but it is what the hotshots will call the work of an amateur. But look at the following quotes to understand better:
It comes from Entry90 of my Journal.
This is Entry90 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry90 of my Journal.
24/10/2007 07:54pm where 7 is for my the number linked to NO-thing and the 5 + 4 = 9, and this is Entry90 or from 90, we get 9. But if we take the last and first numbers of 754 or 7:54, we get the 74. But if we add the day and month, we get 24 + 10 = 34. And this could lead us back to that event with the 148 tornado’s on the 3/4/74.
But besides this heading – which for an Entry is very long, it is the 90th Entry’s heading. And as I said, from 90, we get the 9, the number combination that means: that number where Everything comes together.
I was told yesterday not to even open up the computer’s. And yesterday, the 23rd of October in 2007, my dog, Charlie, turned 13 years of age. And I read up about the chihuahuas and read that they can actually usually reach the age of 17. But here comes in our 13 (my dog’s aga) of that tornado’s in the 13 states of America on 3/4/74 that had 148 tornado’s in about 18 hours time. And 1 + 8 = 9 – and this is Entry90 or from the 90, the 9.
But I have had this nose thing for a while now. At first I thought (after reading the Rebbe’s book), that I was impatient. But that was just to show me the illusion of the two opposites of patient and impatient, as impatient, is actually (I) a(M) Patient or I’m patient or Impatient. So there is actually no difference between patience and impatience as impatience you just use to tell when you yourself are patient. The word patient you use with other’s being patient.
But as I said, I thought I was impatient, I probably am, and what happened last night, made me think but I kept holding on and it seems I am going to get a little bit of help. As at this stage I feel like nobody is in agreement with what I am thinking and writing. I feel the odd one out. And luckily I could not look on the computer yesterday, as I replied to one guy about his suckling about Global Warming. And I said to him I disagree with him, as he had the same old story like all the rest – that pollution is part of the whole package deal of Global Warming. And I said to him he must go and read my blog – the ava414.blogspot.com and when I opened Google this morning, I saw there were sitting his reply – and he said he gets the idea that my writings are an enigma. I do not even know what that means, but I guess it cannot be good as he was attacking me inside the site.
But yesterday Charlie was ill, and I had to give him medicine every hour. It put me down tremendously as I sometimes feel he is all I have – and I forget those above us. But they tried to tell me, listen, we are here for you – just listen! As I received a call on my cell phone about someone looking for a Belinda. At first I thought she thought I was Belinda and I told her no, it is not me. And she got irritated and said, no, she wanted to speak to Belinda. I should actually given her Belinda Peraltas number as she is the only Belinda I know. But I thought it would be a disgrace to Belinda and did not do it and told the lady I don’t know the person she wants to talk to. And as I put the cell phone down, the time on the cell phone was 11:22. And I thought that odd, but still did not suspect anything as my moral was too low with my dog being ill on his birthday.
And then, last night, I opened my email and saw the following email that came in from Belinda Peralta. It was registered on my computer as 8:20am. But the magical about that is that Michelle Eloff has got her 10/10 on 28th, just the inverse of 82. But it is all about a course in what our Sacred Contracts with God is. And it is based on the work of Caroline Myss. And I took my deck of cards – to choose my two cards for the occasion (as at first I did not know if I must do it, but suddenly money appeared out of the blue and I can do this course).
The cards I got were two cards that fell out of the packet and not one of them were facing me the upside down way. The front card was “Dilettante”, on page 49 and 4 + 9 = 13, the age my dog turned yesterday. The second card was “Virgin” on page 101 or 11 (and
13 + 11 = 24, today’s date. But seeing there were two cards, I read on the top card, which is on page 49, the and as first card the first attribute says:
“a lover of the “fine arts” who never rises above the level of an amateur”
But as I said, this was the top one, the First one (1), but the other email I discovered that showed me the way to get my money back, they have me as RR and my surname. This shows that the one that is good, is the one linked to two, the second card But I am not saying the RR is good. As the second one’s page number also shows 101 or 11 or 2. So it shows me I must concentrate on this card. And its second card says:
“needs to be explored symbolically as a pattern that represents not only purity, but also the beginning point of creation, as in bringing forth virgin ideas.”
But I phoned a friend last night to tell about this unusual thing that happened to me again yesterday and she said she will send me something she received that she think I must read. And I received it at 1:20pm (according to the computer) and for the sake of the person who wrote it, I will not say why I say the following, but here follow the quote:
But this showed me that the RR (as RR is in beginning of writing also) in the second part of the Second Card, as 2nd consist out of 1st and then 2nd, (where 1st card and 2nd attribute gives a 12 as in the 1:20 or also 12). And when I saw the last part (first part from the end) – I skipped everything (just saw the RR in the beginning of this letter) and just saw at the end something that told me this is not for me, not for my “virgin ideas”. And I got another email from Wynter Worsthorn about a lion course and the time it came in was 17:25. This gives from the first parts a 12 and from the second parts, a 75. But both give a 12 (although the second one gives fulfillment without directly showing it, it shows it by the addition of 7 + 5) and 12 times 12 gives 144. If you part these 3 into 1 and 2 (the First Card and Second card), you get 1 and 44. This just shows that the Second Card (Second part or 44) comes from the 0(ne) that means: The Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. I do think that the one that is not sitting with me, is not wrong, but it is linked to that “amateur”! And that was the reason I got that card, to show me tonight that what my friend send me, is linked to that. But that my views which might be in amateur writing (as I am actually Afrikaans speaking) , I must trust, as it is “Virgin” ideas.
And just the other night I told God and my friends up there that I give up. And next day there is a course in what your contract with God is on my email? And today, as I woke up and was thinking a while, I saw a flying “object” like a UFO coming quickly to our planet (of course in my mind’s eye) and the message I got was that they were acting fast to bring a message as it was very necessary and urgent. And I only now realize that it is this course I am going to attend about my contract with God. So the Universe acted as they knew I was going to feel totally devastated the other night and feeling out from the rest of the people as nobody wants to accept what I have written. And that was why they were flying so fast to get here to get the message here.
08:57pm
(and 8pm is also 20 hours and 5 + 7 = 12 and 20 + 12 = 2012).
Part2 of Entry90 of my Journal.
24/10/2007 09:15pm where 15 is the number combination for Divine Order.
This is going to be a short entry. I just did another “attribute” from Caroline Myss’ cards and and do not know how it happened, but at the top was the same one as last night, the “Dilettante” and beneath it, was the “Virgin”. And I checked the time on my cell phone and it was 21:11 or if you take it as 2111, a 2 and 111, where 111 is the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. And this is linked to the 2 or then the Second Card in both cases. But seeing the Second was Second in both or 2 in 2 twice, we have a 22 + 22 = 44. Again the Second card is linked to 44 (as in the Part1 of Entry90 of my Journal).
And the time 21:11 is also (as 21 hours is 9pm), the 9/11. But the First Card is linked to the page 49 or 13, the 3 aeroplanes that hit their target and the 1 not on 9/11. But if you add the 21, you get 3 and
3 + 9 = 12, so this event on 9/11, was one of those of the beginning of fulfillment of the “reveal/revelation” (as 1 + 1 + 1 = 3 as well).
And I was trying since I finished my daily tasks this morning to get a photo on my blog. And I struggled and struggled. At some time I went to lie down and ask my Father in Heaven to please show me how. Eventually I started getting a clue what I should do, but something was still wrong. Then I had to go and fetch my mother and when we came home I continued. But still I could not get it right – and then my father walked in from work into home and suddenly it all fell into place for me what I should do and I did it and it worked – and the picture is now on the blog. But today is 24th or added gives 6, which in turn gives a 9 upside down. And I have explained that 9 is the number for me where it ALL (144 – see Part1) comes together.
9:25pm
(and 9 + 25 = 34 or the 3/4 that brought about a lot of “confusion”, namely the tornado’s)!
Part3 of Entry90 of my Journal.
26/10/2007 1:14am which gives an 11 and 4. But the important one (and so you will see inside the quotations) is 4. The END always seems to be the most important – the way Everything comes together.
I have a few quotes (exactly 2 – and that is where the 11 comes in) that I want to quote as follow:
25/10/2007 23:55
I am turning 40 on 21/12. And I have had a 1st reading, with the Archetype Cards of Caroline Myss, which I did not even look what the cards were I got. Then there were 2 other occasions where I shuffled the Archetype Cards and on both occasions I got the same two cards. Now what is the chances in all those cards, to have two cards fell out of the packet on two separate days, and both being the same and in the same order?
And now, after the 1st and 2nd (which consist of 2 also), I have a 12 or 21 combination which gives, if added, 3. But tonight I got the message, because 4 is so important with me and Pick and Pay and Wimpy turning ALL 40 years of age, that I must do another one. This will then give the 31 or 13 combination where 13 and 31 – if added, gives 4 or then 44.
But I did it (although I actually wanted to lie on the bed, but it seems something is urgent – not just about this letter, but the whole letter to Linda Tucker. But anyway, the 4th time I first (1st) got “Victim” card. But at the END (again the END), it says of the card that we ALL play out that PART.
Then I drew the next card and it was light attribute side and it was Engineer. ANd it says the following about it:
“Ability to give creative energy – practical experience. Talent for designing resolutions to common dilemmas.”
And “Engineer” is in booklet on page 51. That is the number combination for me for Divine Order.
26/10/2007 0:04am
(just shows how important this 4th draw was – as the 4th draw is actually also my answer to what I am doing!)
Ns. But beginning time gives 66 (11 + 55) and the END time gives 5 + 1 = 6. But 66 + 6 = 72 – the Sacred Number for the Muslims, but also if added gives a 9, which for me is the number combination where it all comes together!
26/10/2007 00:07am
(and 7 my link to NO-thing)!
Next Note.
26/10/2007 00:25am (and actually if you think about it, it is still the 25th – it feels to me it will only be the 26th when the sun comes up tommorrow morning?)
Einstein (after he became famous for his Energy theory) was trying the rest of his life to find the formula forwhat he called was the beginning of Creation also, namely the “point of singularity”. But if you look at the ALL (144), then ALL and “singularity” sounds like being opposites. But they are actually 0(ne) thing. If the ALL, the whole of Creation is again united with the Creator, we will “ALL” be only a singularity – the Creator. And again ALLONE OR ALONE.
26/10/2007 00:28am
(and 28 the day that Michelle is going to hold her and that other guy she is with now, their function)
But Ns. If we look at the word “singularity”, we get:
s = 19th letter or 1 + 9 = 10 or 1
i = 9th letter
And if we take these two, we get another 1 + 9 = 10 or 1.
Then further:
n = 5ht letter
g = 7th letter
And 5 + 7 =12.
Then further:
u = 21st letter
L = 12th letter
And the 21 12 gives the whole of the number of fulfillment.
Then further:
a =1st letter
r = 18th letter of 1 + 8 = 9
And this gives a 1 (Beginning/Alpha) and 9 (END/Omega).
Then further we have :
i = 9th letter
t = 20th letter or a 1 + 1 or 11
This gives a 9/11.
But from the 1st one and the 5th one – or 15 as in the opposite of the booklets page number 51 where the “Engineer” was found, we have a 1 and 11 or 111 – which is the number combination for me for “reveal/revelation”.
But from the LAST 0(ne), we have the “y” or 25th letter of Alphabet but also if you add 2 + 5 = 7, my link to the NO-thing. And this 0(ne) stands all by itself.
But as I showed how the 1st and 5th gave the 111, so the second and third gave a 12 and 12 (in whole – but it stays 12) and 12 times 12 equal 144.
And from the 4th one, we have the Alpha and Omega. But as the LAST part ENDs on 7 or NO-thing, where the point of singularity ends up on the END/Omega.
So we have from the word singularity a 0(ne) or (1), a 144 – the ALL, the 111 (“reveal/revelation”), a 9/11, and we END with the Omega, namely the 7, the NO-thing.
And this is what we get from “singularity”! A lot of stuff I pressume? And it is suppose to be a singularity – well it is, with all the above inside it.
26/10/2007 00:37am (CY)
The illlusion of the existence of particle physics only misleading – but though Powerful.
This is the Fourth Letter of Lore153.
31/10/07 12:21pm (cell’s time) 12:23pm (computer’s time) where we have from the First Time my birthday, the 21/12. But if you add the minutes of the First and the Second Time, you get 21 + 23 = 44. And if you time(s) – as the hours of both times is 12, you get 12 times 12 equal 144. But if you add the day and month, you get 31 + 10 = 41, and 41 is the part of DogoD where it forms the pattern 1441. And 7 (the year) is linked to the NO-thing.
Dear Lore
I really thought when I opened up this Letter Lore153, that there were already 4 letters to you and that this would be the 5th one. But it seems not so as when I tried to open Lore153, something totally different was on my computer – something where the spelling I do not understand, not what is trying to be said there. Where it came from I don’t know – luckily I send my friend the Letter Lore153 up until the End of the Third Letter of Lore153. I am leaving behind that part that I found in the place of Lore153 which I have no clue what it means and the words I cannot decipher at all. But I will now first finish this Fourth Letter. This letter mainly consists out of Entry91 and I quote it as follow:
This is Entry91 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry91 of my Journal.
28/10/2007 11:53pm where the minutes is 53 number combination/my domino I picked up when leaving Cape Town. My guess is it is a present – as when someone leaves his working place and go else where, they get a present for one and other stuff as well. But interesting is the time on the computer showing that this file was created on 28 October 2007 11:52pm, where the minutes is 52 – the Sacred Number of the Mayans. I wonder why the Mayans is suddenly so “busy” again by coming up in my writings frequently again? But that is not what this Note from the Copper Notebook is all about. I want to quote a few notes from the Copper Notebook.
First Note
26/10/2007 10:55 and 10 + 55 =65 and 6 + 5 = 65 – the number combination of how much dimensions there are and which I can apparently move around in all of them. For a few years now, I have wondered why (at first) the late afternoons until it was dark outside and you could see no Sun anymore (until now it is hidden from me). And I thought it may have been the Sun in some or other way that was effecting me. And putting it hipothetically (as it is not really true – or so I think now) I was thinking, but what if the Sun – who is busy more and more (want more energy to top up – and the logic tell me it sounded like at day time the Sun or Solar System might be taking from our energy to fill up its own. But that was only one of the thoughts running through my head. But then I remembered that it was said in that documentary of Einsteins theories, that our sun is burning hotter because of Einstein’s theories. But what about the other stars? As they die, but ours get hotter and hotter. And now people have a new bandwagon, the Global Warming. This might be totally “wrong” to think that there is a circular cycle where the Sun give us light particles (an off spring of Einstein’s theories) and the in following the same direction still, it takes up energy from us, the 6.5 billion people on the planet. But still scientists are not interested in the “why” of Global Warming (and I am not talking about pollution etc), the scientists are only trying to fix the symptoms of this called Global Warming. 26/10/2007 11:10pm or 111(and 111 the number combination of “reveal/revelation”).Ns. I have already explained in one of my letters to Lorraine, that the Sun is sending out light Particles which consist of a positive and negative charge. But if there are a circular action then something must go back – is it perhaps our energy that is going to the Sun and filling it up again with energy or with atoms or what ever? And the Sun is only giving light particles with a charge, because our science manifested it. I am asking myself if this is true, but I guess I will get the answer soon enough. 26/10/2007 11:54pm or 11/9
(26/10/2007 20:06 or 8 + 6 = 14 (my dog or Dog(s)).
I am wondering about what help the movie of Leonardo Da Vince, namely “The 11th hour”, is going to bring to save the planet (if the planet has to be saved at all – I wonder who came up with the idea that the planet needed saving?), as the movie is all about Global Warming. But if all these people who are working to save the planet – what will their reaction be if they must realize that maybe it is us ourselves through manifestation, that is causing Global Warming? This I wonder especially after that book, namely “The Secret”, came out. Do we really understand what impact manifestation can have? But according to me, the people that are trying to save the planet by “fighting” Global Warming, are only treating some symptoms of that which has been manifested by mankind. I have seen that documentary program about Global Dimming – and if you look at that, then it rather seem to me that our manifestations like the Energy theory (where this include the equation of Energy as well as all the theories that was born from this theory), is more responsible for Global Warming than pollution and etc. that has to carry the responsibility of Global Warming. If the scientists can only realize how manifestation is influencing Global Warming by us and our manifestation ability, they will find the source of the problem and not just act to the symptoms! 20:17(20 + 17 = 37 or CY).
Next Note:
26/10/2007 23:02 ( 2 = 1 + 1 or 11) and 23 hours is also 11pm, which gives 11:11.
Today I realized something. I was thinking about that picture on that program about the 148 tornado’s in /74 – one specific picture got stuck in my head. That stage where the tornado was shown from the top and you could see clearly that there was inside a “clean” area where it seems that cell that formed the tornado, could get through and reach the planet (or reach home). And around this “clean” area, there were “confusion” – all the debris flying around and circling around, around of this debris. But I just now discovered the real story behind the Sun giving light particles, but they are charged, so they can carry radiation (something we cannot view with our eyes without equipment, or, again, some measurement. The way to split the atom was shown on a documentary program about the life and works of Einstein – it can at this stage only manifest the way mankind manifested it in Physics. The atom can only be split by “substances” you add with putting molecules around it and adding also for example Uranium. This combination continually cause “the split of the atom” on the Sun. And we know what potential energy is lying in an atom – even just one atom (if a thing like atoms exist – maybe just another product of man’s manifestations). But this has to have a snowball effect -though, something prevent the atoms to split just to a certain extent and man cannot get to the sun to manipulate the snowball effect of atoms being split to stop that snowball effect – so how does it stop?
I wonder how will a scientist explain to me (if the whole of the Universe consist of atoms), why doesn’t the splitting “snowball” effect go on and on and on, etc. – reaching the whole of the Universe. On our planet I realize we can (control?) the amount of damage as we do it according to our theories. But what about the sun? As none of us can get there and put only a certain amount of Uranium there to control the split of atoms. And what worries me even more – is that scientists, just go on as they found why our Sun is not burning out while in the rest in the Universe, the stars are. It is Einsteins theory that explains that – oh, how convenient, as the problem has been solved? But the Weaver of Fate organized in an extended theory that comes from Einstein originally, that there is a “black body”. But according to my physics handbook, the following came up: “…the object which absorbs all electro magnetic radiation that falls on it. Such an object would, if heated, be a perfect radiator … such a hot “black body” may no longer be black, because it will be radiating visible light. The radiation from many hot objects (including the Sun) is approximately the same as that of a body at the appropriate temperature”. (This is on page 53 – again, how coincidental can it be that this quote is on the same page that the number combination of my domino is?) 2nd …its properties depend only on the black body radiation, developed on its temperature.
And the 2nd quote of 26/10/2007 23:12 (and 23 + 21 = 44).
Next Note:
27/10/2007 13:45
I had terrible doubts about the Sun taking man’s energy to sustain itself, and I thought it totally absurd. – as thought last night. But just now I realized that batteries has a positive and negative side to give a charge. So even if we just put the negative connecting to the positive, we get a charge. The question is actually - does the currency work to both sides? For the scientists it is probably a pure “no”. But the positive cannot produce a charge (currency) at all without the negative. 13:52(and 52 is the Sacred Number of the Mayans).
Next Note28/10/2007 1:09am and the time is 19, but this is Entry91, the two inverses, namely 19 and 91.
But also, the First number and Last number both gives 10’s, which gives 10/10.I was just shown in my mind’s eye the following that has been bothering me the last couple of days. The Light Particles! But I was shown batteries tonight, in my mind’s eye, packed in a circle and all the negative sides linked to the positive sides and vice versa. This brings me to the next:
“The batteries that forms a circle with unbreakability – staying in the circle form for the flow of currency, if you take the side that is at that time on top, and turn it around and the bottom part now being on top, the currency flow side will change – but you see, only by human hands – as those hands had to turn the battery circle around. So the power will flow now another direction. Nothing was done to a specific battery to change the direction of the flow, but the direction changed because of man’s interference. And because of man’s interference, it was possible to change the direction in the circle. So if the batteries needed any change, man made the change. So where it was perhaps going clockwise (the currency), then (when the circle is put upside down) it will, when it is put upside down, then go anti clockwise. And I have written a letter to Lorraine about the illusion of the clockwise and anti clockwise as “illusionary opposites”. But if it is true that the currency flow of an object (like the circle of batteries), then the power/currency of the circle is linked to an illusion, where do scientists get to their theory of light particles that (because it has a certain flow) takes a certain amount of time to get here – and I showed now that going only in one direction (the power flow), is part of the illusion of opposites. But this is how far I came to understanding this subject up till now. I will probably still receive the rest. 28/10/2007 1:23am
(as 3 = 1 + 2, we have 12 and 12 or as it is part of the time, we have 12 time(s) 12 which equal 144).
Ns. We see chaos/confusion/tornado’s (for me they are one and the same thing) around us. But they are only an “illusionary way”, the chaos/confusion/tornado’s way. As the Creator’s Creation is Perfect! And that is what has tried to be explained by myself in ALL (remember how this Part2 ended, the previous note -was linked to 144? Next Note 28/10/2007 2:27am or 47 – the inverse of 47, the 74.I send my friend an sms and the number of this sms was 35 – my domino, but just the inverse. The following was send: Something very odd alsohappened 2night. As wecame from Jhb direction2 Tswane, we had fog u don’teven get in the Drakensberg. Time then was 28th 1201.
Renee Send: Suddenly I cannot find the time this sms was send but it is the 35th sms of the messages send on my cell phone – the inverse of 53, my domino. And if we look at the fog – it is some form of water as when you walk through it, you get wet. But according to the Law of gravity everything is attracted to the planet – on the earth. But why did we get that dense fog – which is apparently very abnormal for Tswane. Why is there fog at all, why doesn’t it go lie on the ground like rain? 2:36am
(and 3 + 6 = 9 – the number of how everything comes together).
Ns. I also wrote this friend the sms about the frequency of our motor radio is been tampered with as Radio Pretoria’s frequency was changed with the frequency of RSG – my parents did not really notice this incident, as I kept quite about this – although it fascinated me! 2:39am(and 3 + 9 = 12, which gives 212 or 21/12). There are still outstanding notes, but I will go on later – I feel sometimes not well sitting too long behind the computer. 29/10/2007 9:45am (or 99)
Part3 of Entry91 of my Journal.
30/10/2007 09:46am and 4 + 6 = 10, so we have 9:10 or 9:1 or 91 – and this is Entry91.
I have just shown that the time works out as the same as the Entry number, namely 91. But the day is 30 or 3, and this is the 3rd Part of Entry91 of my Journal. But from the year we have 27 which if you add, you get
2 + 7 = 9. And the month is 10 or 1, so from month and year, we have 19 – the inverse of 91. Anyway, this Part3 is to quote a few notes from the Copper Notebook again.
28/10/2007 22:26
My brother and his family and my parents and myself went out for lunch to the “Dros” today to celebrate my dad’s birthday. But if you look at the word “Dros” – the inverse is “sord”. Now “sord” sounds like “sword”. And we sat at table 306 – but I normally confuse the 6 and 9. Where 9 is (inverse) upside down of 6. So it means that the inverse of “Dros”, namely “s(w)ord”, is the word that must be considered. (Remember the term I used that words are little swords?) But I remember earlier on today, as I was in the pharmacy, I heard how people have energy blockages and seeking help from the pharmacy as they did not know it was energy blockages and they went to their doctors and their doctors could not find any faults. And the amazing thing is that a lot of them has got the same problem with their legs than I’m having – that numbness. And that numbness of the legs, makes you feel so tired. To the people I heard complaining about symptoms our bodies have to go through to adjust to the new energies coming in, I tried to explain to them what was going on in short. But I do not think they wanted to hear what I said – I think for the Afrikaans people here where we stay, what I spoke about is considered some kind of “sin” – plus they thought I was crazy! But the black woman behind the counter asked me for my help. This shows me what I have to put up with in the area we are living in. It is the “4 x 4, dark glasses and talking on your cell phone with your blue bulls rugby shirt on, and being brainless” mentality. I do not say I’m perfect, but what does Im(perfect) comes down to? But in the case of “Dros” and the 306 that can also be 309, we get 3 + 9 = 12, the number of fulfillment. What kept on going through my head is something my friend said that according to a very reliable source, he is suppose to bring the “Jesus Energy” to Johannesburg. But what was brought in earlier on today and was anchored by Michelle Eloff, was the
“Female Jesus Energy”. I was just thinking: but he is waiting for it to happen – but how will he know when it is happening (him bringing the “Jesus Energy” to Johannesburg)? Will there be a booming Voice telling him that? Or maybe worse – it has happened already and he did not even noticed? As we sat at the “Dros” today, where only the “w” (or 44, from W, M, E, 3 – all the values add up to 44) of “sord” is missing in the second space, but because I did not have my Copper Notebook with me, I wrote the following message down on a piece of paper: 28/10/2007 14:10
To be rescued in America when you have a problem, their emergency telephone number is 911. It is just ironic that the greatest disaster in American history lately, was on 911 (9/11). 28/10/2007 14:12 So that 9/11 event was actually only an event to announce some kind of “rescue”, namely (rescue) 911. I never realized this until an ambulance drove by with 911 on it and I realized it is a rescue vehicle and realized that I never could put the 911 and “rescue” together before, because of my own traumatic experience with an ambulance that day I was shot and had to be taken to hospital with an ambulance. Another friend of mine called me tonight in a state kind of. Her daughter is getting “images” and because they don’t know what it is, the little girl is scared of it. But apparently they (the beings she see) are writing things down. And I said to my friend they must write down what is given to her daughter by these beings as it may be important for the planet. And as it might be important to the planet, it means it is important to the whole of Creation as well as for the Creator. But on another note. It hit me tonight that in Genesis in the Christian Bible, it is said that man must go out into the world and rule it (maybe that is where manifesting is coming from?). That seems because they apparently ate from the tree of knowledge of opposites. But I think the illusion I received last night, is an excellent example and a VERY hidden “illusion”. But getting them, those “hidden illusions”, to spot them and reveal them (and starting time of the note this afternoon was 14:10), but if you look at 4, it gives 1 + 3 (or vice versa). So the time gives 1, 1, 3, 1, 0.This gives a Double 111 (“reveal/revelation”) and an 0 of Creat”0″r. I feel so honoured to discover these “hidden illusions” about the opposites. As the hidden parts, to get through it and discover it, is a very creative task – you have to go and scratch in the “hidden” parts of the NO-thingness. So I want to thank the Creator for allowing me to go there and to discover them – to understand when I get them to such extend as to notice the “hidden illusions”! How many people is going to understand it, I don’t know – all I know is that I am part of Destiny. 28/10/2007 23:03(and 23 +3 = 26 – the minutes of the beginning time and also the 8 or as 8 is linked to the Weaver of Fate, but also the last, the Omega of English Alphabet.) 30/10/2007 10:41(and the note that was put into this Part3 that came from a piece of paper, started at 14:10 – and this is now just some inverse form, this 10:41).
Part4 of Entry91 of my Journal.
30/10/2007 11:07am where the minutes, 7, is linked to NO-thing.
But if we add the day and month, we get 31. And if we add the hour, we get 1 + 1 = 2. And 31 + 2 = 33. But the hour is actually 11, so 33 + 11 = 44. So from the Beginning time of this Part4 of Entry91 of my Journal, we have 7, or NO-thing and 44.But what I want to write about in this Part4 of Entry91 of my Journal, is to quote some of my notes of my Copper Notebook. There is only one quote for this Part4, as follow: 30/10/2007Last night I thought, maybe I should go and look up the Afrikaans word for “fog” – as we got that “fog” on Friday night as we came back to Tswane from Johannesbug area. What I got, was the following: On page 462 where we know by now that the 62 is linked to Einstein and that Iceberg close to the coast of East London (to be precise, 62 kilometres). So what is left is the 4. But there are 7 words that gets spelled the same way that the Afrikaans word for “fog”, namely “mis”. And 7 is for me linked to NO-thing. But from the page number, namely 462, we still have the 4, and the 4th of these 7 words that are all spelled the same way, says at the End: “the worth of a thing is known by the want of it.” And this word “mis”, the 4th one of the 7, is the 22nd from the top of the 3rd column. But besides that the above sentence gives us a 47, a 22 or 4 and 3, which is linked to 3 of 4 of 74 (the day of 148 tornado’s), we also have because of the fact that we are using the 4th word, and that this word is the 22nd from the top (where 22 equal 2 + 2 = 4), a 4 and 4 or 44 and 62. And then I was also shown something else. If we take the word “Alphabet” – the “Alpha” part of it means beginning or first or one. But in the Christian Bible it is said that: “in the Beginning was the word” – and where else does words come from except from the “Alpha-bet”? 30/10/2007 9:19am(but I forgot the time of the Beginning).
Ns. And out of how many letters does the English “Alpha”bet consist of? 26, the inverse of 62 of the 462? And by now it must be pretty obvious that the 9 is the point of singularity where everything comes together. And it must also be obvious that 1 is the number of Beginning for me. I used both so many times that it must be obvious. And the end time of the note is 919 – which is related to how everything comes together and a new beginning. This is the End of Part4 of Entry91 – and I told you it was going to be a short one! 30/10/07 11:32am (and 11 + 32 = 43 and from the date we have 3 + 1 = 4 and 7 or another 47 and 3rd of 4th – that is linked to those 148 tornado’s that hit 13 states of America in one day in a time span of about 18 hours).
Part5 of Entry91 of my Journal.
31/10/2007 11:18am which gives a 111 and 8 where 111 is (“reveal/revelation”) and 8 is linked to the Weaver of Fate.
Why I am writing this 5th note is because something happened last night that needs to be on this entry as well. So I made a note in my Copper Notebook of what happened and quote as follow: 30/10/2007 19:50 or 7:50pm and 7 + 5 = 12
The telephone rang a while ago and it was a Mrs Nienaber asking to talk to a Mrs Ellen Nienaber. But from ELLEN, we get the following: E = 44L = 12th letterL = 12th letterE = 8 (from the 44)N = 5th letter So from ELLEN we have the Hebrew Name of God Gamatrically meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. Then we have that this goes for ALL in the 144 (12 x 12) and then the Weaver of Fate (in the will be responsible for it and that via the Messengers of God (as 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions – which is known as the Messengers of God). But if you look at Nienaber, you have “nie” and “naber”. And if you want to translate this into English, you get “not” and with the pronunciation “naber” in English, it sounds like “neighbour”. And Jesus said love thy neighbour like you love yourself. But it feels to me – the worse thing are getting – the less I want to do that (love thy neighbour like you love yourself) – as I do not want to do my neighbour an injustice by “hating” them. This “hate” is actually not really “hate”, but more a “don’t want to exist anymore” on this planet or anywhere else for that matter. If this is how I feel about myself – is it fair to “love” thy neighbour like you “love” yourself? But I realize that is not a question for me to answer – the Creator must make that decision. And I received the call at 19:44 30/10/2007 19:59 And then the next note: 30/10/2007 20:24 turning 25 and 20 + 24 = 44. But 20:25, gives an 8 and 25. Without the last letter of ELLE(N), we have that the values, if added, gives 4 + 4 + 1 + 4 + 4 + 8 = 25.But the “N” must not be added as to put the emphasis on it! This call was a message and it is linked to that night when we had the “fog” as if we add the “N” to the 25, we get 30. But the values of “fog”, if added, also work out on 30. So that is how this phone call and the “fog” incident is linked – especially to the word “fog”. But what is the message then? The message is that what came out in Part4 of this entry91 about the word “fog”’s meaning, is not applicable on our neighbours, but on the 44, the ALL (144) or the 8 as the Weaver of Fate – as these 3 can also all three be the same 0(ne). And what was said about “fog”? The worth of anything is known by the want of it… Not wanting the neighbour (Nienaber), but by wanting 44, will we be able to get to the 144 and the 8. And this is the Message (linked to 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions, the Messengers of God) of this phone call on the landline at 19:44. �
� 30/10/2007 20:35(and 35 is the inverse of 53, my domino I picked up). And this is the End of the 5th Part of Entry91. 11/10/2007 11:43am(and the day is 11 and year is /07 – and hour is 11 and minutes is 7. So all that is left, is 10, the month that does not have something to correspond to).
So this is the End of the Fourth Letter of Lore153 and the End of Lore153.
You will see after I have ended this Last part of this Letter Lore153, I leave the part I found in the place of the Lore153 – what it means I have no clue. Who put it there, I have no clue either! But see for yourself.
WARM REGARDS
Renee
31/10/07 12:34pm (cell’s time) 12:36pm (computer’s time) and if you add the minutes of both Times, you get 7 + 9 = 16, my link to Linda. But 34 + 36 = 70, just the inverse of the year, namely 07, but both comes down to 7, the number combination I link to the NO-thing. But again we have the hours 12 and 12 or then 144 (as they are times). But if you add the 144 + 70 = 214, which gives a 2 or Second and a 14. And the day and month, if added, gives 31 + 10 = 41. So we have at the End, the 14 and 41!
Beginning has no starting Time – the 22-time and 44-time.
Send 154.
07/11/07 14:53 (cell’s time) 2:55pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes from the First time we have my 5 and 3 from the domino I picked up as we were moving from Cape Town to Tswane. But 5 + 3 = 8 also, the Weaver of Fate. But from the minutes of the First Time we have 53 or 8 and from the hour of the Second time, we have 2, where 8 + 2 = 10. And from the minutes of the Second Time we have 5 + 5 = 10 also. So we have a 10/10. But 10 + 10 = 20 and if we add the hour of the First Time, namely 1 + 4 = 5, to the 20, we get 25. But from the date we have 7 + 11 + 7 = 25 also. And 2 + 5 = 7, the number combination that is linked to the NO-thing for me.
Dear Lore
I have made some notes as for this page that goes along with the attachment (Lore154), but it has no starting time – so the Beginning has no starting time:
What it comes down to is that the 9/11 event is where there is a breakthrough through the clouds hitting 2 Twin Towers – the symbolism of the great Second Coming that will be seen by all. But there is also a part where the Second Coming will be “coming like a thief in the night”. A paradox? One seen and one not seen! But that is exactly where 44 comes in – this is the 44 type of paradoxes which are actually not paradoxes. Especially if we see it in the symbolism part.
The Second Coming I believe has happened a long time ago and that is what I call the “22 time” – the time that lead up to the” 44 time”. And the” 44 time” is the one where the illusions will be taken out and exposed. And that “44 time” is for me linked to the symbolism of “it will come like a thief in the night”. As the revelations of 44 is taking away the illusions and getting through to the “real”, the “truth” – the “Bigger Picture“.
And the End time of these notes were 07/11/07 13:04, where
1 + 3 = 4, or 4:04 or 44.
But this is the attachment letter to email Lore154 to you.
WARM REGARDS
Renee
07/11/07 15:11 (cell’s time) 3:14pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have that 15 hours is also 3pm and 3 + 11 = 14 – the minutes of the Second Time. And 14 + 14 + 3 = 31 (the inverse of the amount of states that was hit by those tornado’s, which I now view symbolically, the tornado thing), but 31 + (date)25 = 56 – the inverse of the amount of dimensions you say there are, namely 65 – and in which I can apparently move around in all.
A Real Profound Experience
Lore154.
This is the First Letter of Lore154.
07/11/07 14:21 (cell’s time) 2:24pm (computer’s time) where from the hour of the First Time and the minutes of the Second Time we have a 14 and 24 or if you take the first ones and put them together and the last ones together, you get 12 and 44. But from the minutes of the First Time, if you add the hour of the Second Time, you get 23. Now the
21 + 23 = 44 also.
Dear Lore
It seems from the heading that 44 are mighty important in this letter – let alone that it is important overall! But I only have this one letter, so it gives the 1st letter of Lore154, and if you take those numbers, you get a 1, a 54, and a 1. This gives an 11 and 9 or 9/11 in disguise. And funny enough, this Lore154 is only going to consist out of this one letter and this one letter is only going to consist out of the quote of one Entry from my Journal.
But besides that the 1str letter of Lore154 gives a 9/11 in disguise, it also gives a 9 and as
1 + 1 = 2, it gives a 92. And the Entry that I want to quote is Entry92. But what is important is that someone is playing it seems a big part in my life right now, and it is the girl who is giving the classes on what is our Sacred Contract with God. And her name is Artemis, and as you know, Artemis was a goddess. And if you look in the booklet of the goddess cards of Doreen Virtue, you will find that the goddess Artemis, is on page 29 – weird I will say!
But here follow that Entry92:
This Entry92 of my Journal. Part1 of Entry92 of my Journal. 05/11/2007 01:18pmIf you add the day and month, you get 5 + 11 = 16, and 16 is the minutes that this Entry92 was created on the computer (as shown in the right corner of the page). But this Entry92 is to write down a few notes I have written down in my Copper Notebook and they are as follow: 31/10/2007 20:44All our thoughts, each and every one of us’ thoughts, comes from 0(ne) “place”. I feel rejected by someone else – who may or may not have rejected me (or feel the same way), but what it comes down to is that the Creator (the 0(ne)) has created to be feeling rejected (but by Itself, the same 0(ne) as the one who is the possible rejecter). Does this come down to God rejecting then Godself? 31/10/2007 20:48(and 4 + 8 = 12 or then the time gives a 20 + 12 = 2012). Next Note 03/11/2007 11:05amI have been shown last night about the 22 (Old Christianity) where the Hebrew language that went along with it, consisted out of 22 letters. But since 9/11 the “real deal” started happening in all its glory – and 44 took over from 22. As without 22, the times since then and now – we could not have gotten to the 44 times. 03/11/2007 11:07am Next Note 03/11/2007 21:43I had a most horrifying experience tonight at Emperors Palace, at their Wimpy. I was ordering when one of the Wimpy’s waiters came to me to help him and asked me if I understood Afrikaans? I said yes, and he asked if I will come to just help the “gentleman” standing in the doorway who seems cannot understand English – the language the waiter can manage with white people as he is apparently Zulu. I said to the waiter I will help him with pleasure. But once I started talking to this “gentleman”, it was as good as if I was talking to a character that writes a lot to the newspapers that I call the Dan Roodt Archetype (seeing I am working with archetypes) – the man who is fighting for Afrikaans in all the newspapers. The first thing this man asked me in Afrikaans, was if I was working there? And I explained to him nicely: no, I am not, but the waiter is Zulu and the only language he knows and have been taught at school to help “white people”, was English. And I told him that the waiter called me because he wanted to give this “gentleman” the best service he can. And then the Dan Roodt archetype started his speech about how HIS language, tradition and religion is getting raped by this incident, by this waiter who cannot speak Afrikaans (all in Afrikaans of course). And I realized immediately that this man had nothing better to do than to come looking for trouble and an argument. But what concerned me the most, is the illusion this Dan Roodt Archetype is living under: that a language, tradition or a religion can BELONG TO HIM? And he was still going off about how HIS language is getting raped when I told him that the waiter did the best he could, but if this “gentleman” is still not satisfied, he is free to go to another restaurant where HIS language, tradition and religion that belong to HIM, will not be raped. This was the first time I realized that the Dan Roodt archetypes believe that a language or tradition or religion BELONG TO A PERSON? Under what an illusion is this man/these people living? And as I told this man to go and seek a place where they spoke HIS language (something that belongs to HIM), I also told him that the waiter is probably a Zulu or Xhosa and if he goes to a restaurant and demand to be served in Zulu or Xhosa, most probably there won’t be anybody there to serve him. But he (the waiter) will be grateful to be served in English – at least he is getting served. And this Dan Roodt archetype pushed me out of the way and went to sit at one of the tables – waiting to be served – but not before he called me a traitor. How dare I translate to him – he wanted to make a scene because the waiter could not speak HIS language. And my interference and telling him if he is not satisfied he must go to a place where they will help him in HIS language, took that scene he was looking for away. So he was angered as he did not found the argument and speech he made up for this argument, at this Wimpy. To all you Dan Roodt archetypes out there – you don’t own a language, tradition or religion! You may belong to one – but YOU DON’T OWN IT! EVERYTHING BELONGS TO OUR CREATOR! NOT YOU! And although the Dan Roodt archetype might think this is “political” (that would be typical of these kind of people), it was just a revelation to me in what illusionary world some people live in – thinking they OWN a language for instance?
03/11/2007 22:01(or 221 – the inverse of 122 which is linked to the finding of the tomb of Tuntankamen). Next Note 04/11/2007 0:00amI asked God to give me a reason why I should go on – and I took the Christian Bible and just opened it and I opened it in the New Testament on page 48 (Linda’s 31′ 08 meridian) and 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. And the beginning of the page was Mark1:1-3. Only 3 verses as 12 (fulfillment) if you add it up, gives 1 + 2 = 3. And these 3 verses helped me a lot! And this all happened the moment Lorraine’s birthday started, namely 4/11 and of this year where she is turning 52, at 0:00am 04/11/2007 0:03am Next Note 04/11/2007 03:16amI was just thinking about everybody having a mentor – except me. I only had my inner guidance as mentor. But if I take my conversation with Artemis – she talks out of the mouth of Caroline Myss (her mentor). The pronunciation of “Myss” is like in the Afrikaans “muis” – where if translated, it means a “mouse”. And looking at computers, the “mouse” is used as something to take you places on your computer. And I remember Artemis telling me I must not believe in anything – well, she is exactly doing that if she is teaching Caroline’s Archetypes that leads to one’s Sacred Contract with God! So who is the one believing in something? As her sacred contract told her she is a writer (and then she became one, well, how not believing in something is this?) 04/11/2007 3:21am Next Note 04/11/2007 11:30 turning 11:31amAt some stage this morning I started itching. Especially inside my nostrils and outside it. But my face, my head, my arms, my whole body, was itching. And I came up to the computer to go onto the internet to look up the symbolism for itching – the spiritual meaning for it. But I could not find anything. Just accidentally read somewhere in all the stuff I read, about the “Breath of God”. But did not pay any attention to it. And I went downstairs where my parents were sitting and told them about the itching and that I tried to find the symbolism, but had no success. But then it hit me! And I told them I must go back to the internet and go look up “The Breath of God”. And I went back to the computer and on internet found a part that says “Ruach” – the “Breath of God” you apparently receive from the Creator Self and are pure energy/thoughts you receive from the Creator (or thought), but this is linked to itching. And “Ruach”, is the Jewish “Breath of God”. And somehow it is especially in your nostrils. And as I read this, the itching started to get better. But at the moment my legs are numb and I am trying my best not to just lie down – wondering if this “Ruach” is not too strong for me? What must I do – and the answer I received why I am receiving the “Ruach”, is because of some breakthrough. What that breakthrough is I do not know yet. 04/11/2007 11:49am Next Note 05/11/2007 9:22amI was reading up in Google about “spiritual” and the connection to “neck”. And the last inset on the page I clicked on, and I found the following: There, on the 8th written line, was written the word “responsibility” and it indicated that if you have a huge responsibility, you may have the neck and shoulders aching effect. This may even spread to the legs the more “huge” the responsibility is, as the legs must carry the rest of the body. I thought after the shooting it was all spasms. Did not even ask why I got it! But I remember when we arrived in Cape Town and I had to go for physio – the girl there said to me if the doctors ever find the reason for these “spasms” in my shoulders and neck, I must phone her, as she has never seen something like it before. Whatever she tried, she could not get rid of it. But when I now read about this word “responsibility” (that one’s shoulders and neck can be like this because of a huge responsibility), I just felt a sudden relieve in my shoulders and neck. As the spasms is sitting there and I have learned to live with it. But it was if the pain that was stuck there, suddenly just released for a while to give me confirmation. I wonder what that responsibility is that I have that are causing such pain and “damage” in my neck and shoulders? �
� 05/11/2007 9:28amNs. And my crown chakra is starting to itch again – so is the rest of my body? And this is the End of Part1 of Entry92 of my Journal. There are a lot of notes! 05/11/2007 2:32pm Part2 of Entry92 of my Journal. 05/11/2007 3:53pm And this is not for nothing that the beginning time of the heading is 35 and 53, my domino, as this is also not coincidence that it is Entry92, as my letter to Artemis – the girl who is giving us the course on Archetypes that was worked out by Caroline Myss, her name is as I said, Artemis, and there were a goddess named Artemis, and her story on the goddess cards is on page 29, the inverse of 92 – as this is Entry92. And I have written a letter to Belinda to forward to Artemis for me and I received an email from her that she has done that. And the letter wrote to Artemis is as follow (and here is a quote): 2/11/2007 16:32 (cell’s time) 4:34pm (computer’s time) and from the day and month we get a 2 (which gives 1 + 1 or 11) and 11 or 11/11. I can say a lot more about the times, but I doubt if you know where and what I am busy with so I’d spare you the frustration of not knowing that. Dear Belinda/Artemis. I do not know if you remember I said to you guys (before the people arrived), that I am picking up Olympus. Well I just found that person who is coming there or linked to someone there. Artemis – there is a goddess Artemis and I did not know it, but my eye caught on my Goddess cards and on page 29 (or 2 + 9 = 11) there I find the Goddess Artemis. And I do not know if she is your guide or if you are her incarnation, but your “mannerisms” are the same. That is why I picked Up Olympus and the pink handbag I got is to tell me that and to confirm it – and the mirror is that you must see the Goddess in you, namely Goddess Artemis. Belinda, please email this on to Artemis And thank you for your concern – but my guide is very handy when it comes to roads and finding places. And I know I will always be safe – I don’t know why, as I have been in a shooting incident – the mark is still sitting on the left side (like where the spear of that soldier went into Jesus – I also have such a marking). But you are a bright light/worker – I dare not say what I know, but know that you are a very good person! WARM REGARDS TO BOTH OF YOURenee02/11/2007 16:43 (cell’s times) 4:46pm (computer’s time) and I use the two times as First Time and Second time as I had a dream once of what happened to Atlantis. (So please Belinda, will you forward this letter to the Goddess Artemis? THE END OF LETTER TO ARTEMIS So it seems it all worked out this way that the letter to the goddess Artemis is in Entry92 and in the goddess booklet on page 29 – each other’s inverses! But this is the end of Part2 of Entry92 of my Journal – as I just wanted to mention the link between the 92 and 29! 05/11/2007 04:09pm(and 4pm is also 16 hours, which gives 16/9 in the time, but if you look at the day added to the month, it is 5 + 11 = 16 and the year is 2 + 7 = 9, which also gives a 16/9). Part3 of Entry92 of my Journal. 06/11/2007 9:28amThis is no note. This is the actual event as it happened last night. My friend from Cape Town is in Johannesburg and we found the time to meet up. I was so grateful as I am missing Cape Town tremendously. But it seems my place is here now. For now, at least. Then as we were speaking, there were a tremor going through the building, which was, according to my friend, highly unusual. But then it came through. He picked up my guide, and he asked me first (before he told me it is my guide), what do I pick up about Pegasus. And I said, well, the last 2 weeks or so I have been picking up a horse that wanted to take me places, but I thought it was a Unicorn. And he said to me know, it is Pegasus. As this horse has wings. And that made sense as taking you places, the horse must have wings to take me to those places – I just did not realize it. And then (with the help of my friend), I tuned into Pegasus (who I have been tuning into anyway the last two weeks), and he stood up on his hind legs and I asked my friend what that meant. And my friend said that if a horse does that, he is showing his power and strength. And then I saw, a bit left to Pegasus, the planet that we are suppose to be on now, namely Earth. But Pegasus did not take me away from this planet and was trying to communicate that to me. To stress it out to me that we are here to stay. And that he was going to use his strength and power for something with me on this planet. And the words that came into my mind, was “break through”. And I told my friend and I said to him it seems we just need a break through of some sort.
But the whole time as we were sitting there and me tuning in to Pegasus, we had tremors in the building. Eventually we had to part, me and my friend and he is going back to Cape Town today and I am staying here, in Tswane. But at least my friends visit for me, was fruitful, as I now know who my guide is, it is Pegasus and not some unknown Unicorn. Thank you Len! And the irony was that we were sitting across a place that was advertising to take you to other places. (A travel agency). And what else is Pegasus known for than taking you to other places? I found this very ironic! But something else happened also. On my way to meet with my friend I drove beneath an ad sign that was advertising “Investec”. And they advertised at the moment when I drove through, about great new ideas. And next to it was a Zebra. And as me and my friend got to sit down at our table, I saw at the travel agency across us two Zebra’s and I told my friend about the ad as I went through the sign post and that a Zebra is in African tradition, the Sagittarius totem animal. And the Sagittarius is also a man on a horse with wings with a bow and arrow – and I read up about a goddess that was the twin sister of Apollo and who had a bow and arrow and never used it to kill anything! And that was just blowing my mind – as that is the kind of stories I like: someone with a bow and arrow, not killing, but saving! Anyway, it was a good night – a night to remember. 06/11/2007 9:46am(and the beginning minutes was 28 and the end minutes was 46 and 28 + 46 = 74 – the year those 148 tornado’s hit America on the 3rd of the 4th in 13 states in a time span of 18 hours.) Part4 of Entry92 of my Journal. 07/11/2007 11:39am First I want to come back to a topic I have covered in Part1, it is about Caroline Myss.But I have heard certain people pronounce “Myss” as “miss” also. And the difference between them is “Y” and “I” and the “Y” is the 25th letter (or 7) and “I” is the 9th letter of the English Alphabet or the 1 in the Roman symbolism. But the upside down of 9 is 6 and 6 + 1 = 7 (the same as “y”). So it can mean that Caroline (and of course then her students), might have it “miss” somewhere – and after yesterday’s experience I had, I think it is at the “Bigger Picture”. But yesterday morning I decided to go and pay my phone bill – to be able to produce this on the net as well – and then I decided to go and buy the Odyssey Magazine. This I did at Woodlands on the Olympus road. For some or other reason I could not get it before yesterday. And the time on the slip for when the transaction went through, is 10:20:10am But if we look at the 20, it could also be 10/10, as the two outer sides are also 10/10. This gives two 10/10’s, which could relate to me and Michelle’s 10/10’s. (I have written about them already). But this version of Odyssey is Volume 31 no 5. Isn’t it amazing? I just thought it great when I went and look it up last night. As my stuff at this stage is about the symbolic tornado, and there were in 13 (the inverse of 31) states of America 148 in about 18 hours time on 3/4/74. And if you add the day and month and year, you get 3 + 4 + 7 + 4 = 18. And it is the no 5 of volume 31 of this magazine, which relates to the Sacred Number of the White Lions – who are the Messengers of God. Anyway, I got home and went and sat down and started paging through this magazine – but nothing “fitted”. And as I was paging, I felt my stomach starting to make cramps. Boy, was I ill from these stomach aches. The sweat was pouring down my body from the intenseness of this stomach cramps. And when it gave me a rest, I would go and lie on my bed, with no energy of any sort at all. This went on the whole day – going to the bathroom, getting these stomach cramps and illness and sweat and draining of the body, until about when my mom came from her work. But I was still not well – no energy. Could not even think! But when it started to get dark, I got back to myself again bit by bit. And my mom brought me a piece of toast with marmite on it and I heard them (her and my dad), struggling downstairs to get my dog’s pills in. And I was so grateful that I gave my parents each 200 rand, this means 400 or 4 (and if you look at the time I bought that Odyssey magazine, it was 10:20:10 or if you add, it gives also a 4) And my earth parents left for a school function of one of the grandchildren and my higher faculties started working a bit again. And at first it was shown to me that I was sitting behind my earth father and he was talking about stuff I was not suppose to know. And I was sitting – not leaving, so it must have worked heavily on his nerves. And at first it was shown to me that it was my father that was irritated with me sitting there listening to his conversation and wishing me not to feel well and causing that stomach ache. And the thought crossed my mind to phone a friend (one who believes still in the dark and light – and not that destiny, whether dark or light, is running everything) and tell him about my father and the phone call and that a hunge I had was confirmed when I heard his conversation. And my friend said that explains to him why he had stomach kind of problems as well, he was picking up me, as we are (according to him) very close. And his advice to me was to get out of my parents house as soon as possible – that they are causing more harm to me than good and if that is the case, one must consider action. But I started feeling not well again and said good buy, and I thought to take a look at the Odyssey magazine that was still lying on the coach where I was sitting when the stomach pains started. And it was on page 46 and 47 and the article’s heading on page 46 was: “Undreamt Possibilities“
And I went to my room and I realized I could tune into the horse, which is apparently Pegasus (according to my friend Len I met the other night – the night before I got this ill) and Pegasus showed me the “truth”. And that is how I discovered about Caroline My(i)ss as well. As me and Pegasus were going through space until there was nothing around us – and this is where I got the “Bigger Picture”. I was under the impression, when I was not in the NO-thingness, that it was my earth father that was angry because I heard something I was not suppose to hear. But today happened and first I was made aware of my legs. And I was shown that if one has a “heavy” thing to carry, it can effect one’s legs. And where do one normally carry something HUGE? On your shoulders. And I was reminded of being taken to the internet and being shown how the neck and shoulders can be sore because of a HUGE responsibility. But it seems, apparently I did not take up this piece of information serious enough and it had to be kind of like underlined for me of how much importance this is – and that is why my Father let me have this stomach illness. And the page with that heading was also part and parcel of the whole message. As that was what 6/11 was, a message. And if you look at 6, it is the upside down of 9, so it is a day that is a 9/11 in disguise. But I asked Pegasus what can be so HUGE a responsibility for the Father to go to such extremes as the stomach ailment I had, to emphasize the responsibility thing to me? But I have as yet, received no answer but that it will come at the right time at the right place in the right way – as this message on 6/11 came to stress for me the importance of the weight I am carrying on my shoulders. And this was made notes of and the end time of the notes was 06/11/2007 20:42 where when we take 20 + 42 = 62, which is related to the number of Einstein’s badge and to the Iceberg that was discovered off the coast of East Londen, the place where my father’s mother died, and the Iceberg was 62km off the coast. So does this HUGE responsibility have to do with my writings? All I realized later on (after making the notes), was that I have this inclination, and I even had it as a child, that destiny is running everything. And if I look at the times and the dates and what is called “synchronicities”, I wonder if it is just not plain common destiny? As I have this feel (after I was shown the bicycle thing that there are two cycles involved in all of this) that we are busy with the second cycle and that in the first cycle there were free will, but that the second cycle does not have free will anymore (although everybody believes it). And it seems, to believe we have free will, is one of the illusions that has to be shown. Just to give a common example: neither Einstein or Newton “manifested” their “Big” theories as there were in both cases two people (them and some unknown characters) that came up with the same idea or “theory”. So how can you call it that Einstein and Newton “manifested” their “Big” theories in science if someone else also got the same idea or “theory”. This does not get mentioned when spoken about manifesting! And I have already shown how the theories of Newton and Einstein in our science – and all the theories born from them (the “Big Theories” from Newton and Einstein) has brought the planet where it is today by its science. How it brought us to our being and what influence it had! (What I presume most people take as “manifesting” – how we for instance “manifested” global warming)? But all these theories and its effects, I have written about already and is a subject on its own. 07/11/07 12:27pm(where from the date we have to both sides a 7 and 11 or 9 and in the time we have the minutes 2 + 7 = 9 – and the event with the emphasis on my responsibility being HUGE, on a hidden 9th).
And if I look at how important the last Part of Entry92 actually is, it explains to me why the heading had came down to two 44’s. As the last part is Part4 and the time I bought that Odyssey magazine was 10:20:10 (and this not only 10/10 and 10/10 – me and Michelle), but also if you add the 10 + 20 + 10 = 40, or 4. And so did the money I gave my parents to go and enjoy themselves at Emperor’s Palace, came down to 200 rand added to 200 rand, which gives a 400 rand or also another 4. And this comes down to a 44 (from the 10/10 thing, the time the magazine was bought, and adding it to the 4 from the 400 rand).
And on the note of 44 we end Lore154 – short hey?
WARM REGARDS
Renee
07/11/07 14:46 (cell’s time) 2:48pm (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time corresponds with the page where I left the magazine Odyssey to make an Odyssey to the loo, and that is linked to that heading that is highlighted and underlined that is on this page. But from the hour of the First Time we have 14 hours, which is also 2pm, and this together with the 2pm of the Second Time, gives 22. But the minutes of the Second Time gives 48 (Linda’s 31’ 08 meridian), but also 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment. And isn’t that what I am busy with, fulfilling the “old time”, the “22 time”. And therefore does the 44 come in so strongly into my letters, as we are moving into the “44 time”.
ARE WE FISHING IN THE DARK?
Lore155.
This is the First Letter of Lore155.
09/11/2007 or 09/11/09 18:32 (cell’s time) 6:35pm (computer’s time) and if we add the hour and minute of the First Time, with the hour of the Second time, we get
18 + 32 + 6 = 56 – the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions you say there are. But the minutes of the Second Time is 35, my domino I picked up when leaving Cape Town.
Dear Lore
It seems Michelle is planning something again for 11/11, on Sunday. I do not know what it is though. I just know I had a rough week – as my writings show. As I saw my friend the other night who is visiting Johannesburg, he is under the impression that Van Gogh has some influence with the times that is going on now. All I know about Van Gogh is that first, he was a painter, and second, we stayed in his flats. Well, actually it was not his flats, but the flats was called Van Gogh. And all I remember from these flats is that I wanted a two wheel bicycle by all means. But my parents instead gave me a brother.
But this is Lore155 and 5 + 5 + 1 = 11, and seeing this is the 1st letter of Lore155, we have 11 + 1 = 111 – the number combination that means “reveal/revelation”. It seems that Lore155 is also just going to consist out of one letter, the one with Entry93 in it. But Entry93 consist of 4 Parts. And funny that the second Part and Fourth Part is also about a bicycle – the thing I wanted most while we were staying in Van Gogh flats. We first stayed in one flat there and then in another one before we moved after my brother was born. My parents was scared he will fall off from the flats or something so we moved to the house in Steenbras Avenue. And I think you will remember the letter to you about the Steenbras area in the Sir Lowry’s Pass area in Cape Town. But that house was green and that is about all I remember about it. I have not much recollection of my early days. Except that I badly wanted a bicycle in the Van Gogh flats and that the house we moved to after Van Gogh, was green.
But here follow the (111) I guess: Entry93:
This is Entry93 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry93 of my Journal.
08/11/2007 11:06pm and 6 the upside down version of 9, which gives another hidden 11/9
This is not for nothing Entry93. For my 39 years, nearly 40 years, this has been my problem. And I realized tonight that I have for a few good years realized that music start it and let it happen, and that is why I since not wanted to listen to music. But when I accidentally are put in a situation where I here the music a certain way, and especially certain music, it triggers it. So it is something I am suppressing consciously. By way of not listening to music, I am suppressing it – but I know it is there and that if I listen to music, it will trigger it.
To try and explain it better, take a murderer. Someone who discovers he is a murderer. But he does not want to be a murderer and is therefore conscious that he is a murderer. But to suppress the murdering effect, by killing someone, he actually goes and locks himself up in a room that is almost like a jail and lock the door from the inside and then throw the keys through the windows he cannot get through! So in this way he suppresses his need to kill.
For 39 years I have been in symbolism like that killer. And for the last few years I refused to listen to music as it triggers my “need to kill” (symbolically). In that way I have locked myself in that jail cell and thrown the key of the door out that window not to get out and go and “murder” – all symbolic of course.
But symbolically the community wonders: but why does this person not fulfill his urge by becoming a butcher and kill animals – in that way he will be fulfilling his urge to kill. But what the society does not realize is that the “killer” just loves animals and could never get it over his heart to kill anybody – but he has the burden to have the urge to kill. And society think him silly not to fulfill the urge to kill by becoming a butcher and rather put himself in his own manmade jail – where he is locked out of the world. But what they do not realize, is that it is all for them!
But at this stage it seems like a price a have got to pay. It seems it comes with the package that is part of that “responsibility” that is on my shoulders that is so bad that even my legs cannot hold the weight anymore. I guess because it is made more, the “responsibility”, by the symbolism thing that I have used as well that has manifested for 39 years in my life. And this is Entry93 – where 39 and 93 is each other’s inverses.
But what is important is that something that is conscious, is suppressed consciously. And I wonder if that is a good or a bad thing? Especially if one look at the example I used, namely the murderer? So something that is conscious is at the same time suppressed and something that is suppressed is at the same time conscious. It sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it? But it is possible!
08/11/2007 11:20pm
(But the time gives in the minutes a 2, which consist of a 1 + 1 or 11,which gives from the time an 11/11 – and Michelle’s 11/11 is coming up).
Part2 of Entry93 of my Journal.
09/11/2007 or 9/11/9 11:33am and 11 + 33 = 44
I have spoken about the First and Second cycles already in previous letters and entries. But it has been shown to me now how to make it clear in terms of symbolism.
In the First Cycle you were the one sitting on the seat and paddling the bicycle in order for it to go where you want to go. And therefore, in the First Cycle, you were the back wheel, as you were connected to the act of paddling.
But now, in the Second Cycle, you are only the front wheel. Going where the one who is sitting on the seat and paddling, taking you. You are not connected to the act of paddling anymore. You are merely turning because something else, another drive force, is paddling and connected to the back wheel, which of course, makes you go also as the front wheel. So the front wheel is in the Second cycle getting steered by the one paddling (Who ever that might be) – the front wheel in this way just follow.
But to demonstrate to us this effect, that is why there were every time 2 people that got the brainwave which is the cause of the theories of Newton and Einstein. Not one of these two men were the only men that got the brainwaves for the theories that set science – in both cases there were someone else who got the brainwave as well.
And this is the Part2 or the 2nd (cycle) if you want. But it is also the Entry93 where from
9 + 3 = 12. First (1st) the 1 of the 12 and then the (2nd) or 2 or the 12, which if put together, gives fulfillment. But if we add the 2 of Part2 to the 12 of the Entry93, the 93 part, we get 12 + 2 = 122 – which is linked to the discovery of the tomb of a king, Tuntankamen.
But today is totally linked the 9/11 or 11/9. As it goes both ways today. And if we look at the time of the 2nd Cycle or then Part2 of Entry 93, we get 44. And I said that I link the 44 with the 2nd (Second) cycle that we are in.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 11:44am
(and not only does the minutes end exactly on 44, but from the date we saw inside the entry that we have 9/11 and 11/9. But in both cases, if you add 9 to 11, you get back to 11 again, which gives twice 11 or 11/11).
Part3 of Entry93 of my Journal.
09/11/2007 or 9/11/9 01:47pm
From our time we have that 4 + 7 = 11 and if you add it to the hour, it gives 1 + 11 = 111 – which is the number combination of “reveal/revelation”.
But this is also the 3rd part of Entry93, which makes of the numbers a 393 or a 39 and 93. My age 39 and its inverse, namely 93.
But seeing the time is showing that there is some “reveal/revelation” going on, I had to go and sit and work out the number values of the word “responsibility”. This is what came up:
R = 18th letter or 1 + 8 = 9
E = 5th letter
S = 19th letter or 1 + 9 = 10 or 1
P = 16th letter or 1 + 6 = 7
O = 15th letter and 1 + 5 = 6
N = 14th letter and 1 + 4 = 5
S = 19th letter or as above, a 1
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
B = 2nd letter
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
L = 12th letter
I = 1 (Roman symbol for I) or 9th letter
T = 20th letter or 2
Y = 25th letter or 2 + 5 = 7.
But if we add the last 2, we get 2 + 7 = 9. And if you then count all the 9’s, you get them five times – and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions, the Messengers of God. But also does 5 nines give you (if all added), 45.
But from the Second and the Fourth letters, we have a 5 and 7 where 5 + 7 = 12.
So what we are left with now is a 1, 6, 1, 2 and 12. But if we take the first two numbers, we get 1 + 6 = 7 and if we take the last two numbers, we get
2 + 12 = 14. And 7 + 14 = 21.
But in the middle of the previous paragraph we are left with a 0(ne) or 1. Now if we make 45, the number 44, the 1 in 45 becoming 44 corresponds with the 0(ne) or 1 in the middle of what was left.
So in totally eventually we are left in the word “responsibility” with a 44, 12 and 21. And my birthday is 21/12. And the beginning time said this entry will be in some kind of revelation. But I did not know that I will be related in SUCH a way to “responsibility” – only had the hidden 9/11 (6/11) that made me aware that I have a huge responsibility.
And now the word “responsibility” works out exactly on my day and month of birth as well as a 44. And by now we all know that 44 is the gamatria of the name of God in the Hebrew language that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.
And as this is Entry39 and the 3rd part which gave 393 or 39 and 93 – where I am 39 years old, it only comes as a surprise at this age that I have seemingly a HUGE responsibility? And all I can think of at the moment is that this responsibility has got something to do with these entries and the letters I write to Lorraine? But 44 are linked as much as my birth date linked to the word “responsibility” and I guess it does not only end up with being just a word – it should be all that goes with the word “responsibility”. And isn’t 44 linked to the Second Cycle for me in my writings?
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 2:13pm
(and from the time we have that 2pm is also 14 hours, which gives a 14:13, some form of Zep Tepi – is this coincidence or what?).
Part4 of Entry93 of my Journal.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 4:29pm
From the time we have that the minutes is 2 + 9 = 11, and the hour is 4, and this is Part4, which gives a 4 and 4 or 44. In Part3 the 2nd letter and 4th letter gave a
5 + 7 = 12 – where 12 is the number of fulfillment. But we already have a Part2 (which is all about the cycles and how we are now being paddled and we are not the paddlers anymore). But this Part4 (which is linked to 44 – see above) is all about who is the “Paddler(s)”. If we look at the word “Paddler(s)”, the following comes up:
P= 16th letter or 1 + 6 = 7
A = 1st letter
D = 4thletter
D = 4th letter
L = 12th letter
E = 5th letter and 5 consist out of 1 + 4 or 4 + 1
R = 18th letter or 9
The first two letters value work out on 7 + 1 = 8, which is the Weaver of Fate.
Then the third and fourth letters values are both 44, so it gives 44.
The last letter, namely “R”, works out on 9, which added to anything gives anything so we can ignore the last letter.
So our last letter is now E and the second last letter is L. But from the last letter we have a 5 which can either be 1 + 4 or 4 + 1 and seeing it is actually the second last, we take the second alternative, which is
4 + 1, which gives 41. And by now we know that 1441 is linked to DOGOD, so 41, is linked to God. But the second last letter (if “R” is ignored), is L or 12, the number which is linked with fulfillment.
So the “Paddler(s)”, in the Second cycle is 44, the Weaver of Fate which is also God (41) and this 44 or Weaver of Fate, will bring fulfillment.
9/11/2007 or 9/11/9 4:41pm
(and the end time is 4:41 or 441, the inverse of 144, the ALL, or then the NO-thing – 44 combined with 41 both in 441).
It seems that in my 39 years of living on this planet I am suddenly reminded, by way of the painter Van Gogh, how badly I wanted a bicycle – but it also seems that the reason for that is also only revealed now. No wonder all the (111)’s
Hope you enjoyed this letter. I don’t know if it has anything to do with what Michelle is going to do on Sunday (11/11)? I would really like to know! As I looked up Van Gogh’s stuff on the internet and saw that he painted a lot of “weavers”. And her company is called the “Light Weaver”. Wonder what she has got to do with him?
WARM REGARDS
Renee
09/11/09 19:20 (cell’s time) 7:23pm (computer’s time) and if we add the hour and minute of the First Time we get 19 + 20 = 39. And this Lore155 is all about Entry93, where 93 is the inverse of 39. But if we add 9 + 11 + 9 + 19 + 20 + 7 + 23 = 98. This gives a 9 and 8 where 9 is the number where everything comes together and 8 is the number combination used for the Weaver of Fate.
